stomachache.

a new emotion has arrived.

this knot in my stomach that goes up to my throat feels different.

not really, feels familiar.

maybe some day.

maybe some day it will go away, do i want that day to come? maybe not. no.

because that means i won't feel nothing at all, and that scares me. Who wouldnt feel scare about that?

feeling like this is all i know, it's what i am, it's what ive seen, it's what i've learned, it's who i am, who i am, who i am?

it burns but it's cold, maybe some day.

i'm not a kid anymore.

10/08/2.37am