05 : my stupid boyfriend

hello ᵔ⩊ᵔ having a decent start to my saturday

topic of the day: fictosexuality & my stupid bf

to preface this: if you see this blog and don't understand / dislike the contents... just scroll along:) i respect you and hope you can give that same respect back ok ♡ this is my cup of tea

seeing the experiences of a lovely furriend of mine has got me thinking about fictosexuality and other such things. i've considered myself a "selfshipper" for a long while now, but as of late i feel like my attitude towards it has shifted - in a good way! i'm trying my best to unlearn shame and finally accept the real parts of myself. no longer am i holding onto things that don't fit me, or letting other people dictate how i should call myself. calling myself a furry & this ficto stuff are starting steps.

oh my god hold on my friend just visited my 2nd favorite aquarium and they have sea otters so she got a bunch of pics and vids for me

ok that was the best thing ever. im not sharing pics for privacy just imagine some otters in your head

anyways yay for embracing your true self! yay for letting go of shame! i think talking about this without filters is freeing and helpful to overcoming any shyness i have about it... like worst case scenario someone leaves a mean comment for me to laugh at. amazing

my stupid boyfriend is, of course, kakashi hatake of naruto fame. love at first sight. the youtuber ethoslab uses kakashi as his persona/mascot and is what inspired me to watch the anime... so i guess its typical he'd end up being my favorite :) started naruto in september of last year (and did indeed celebrate his birthday then) and we have been together since

i'm at a point where i really don't care and i'm just gonna start saying "my boyfriend" with zero context. awww my boyfriend did that once. my bf would love this. well guess what ☝️ konoha's white fang jumpscare 🐺🐺 RAH

i love taking my plush of him out with me and pretending its a little date. shoutout to oshikatsu culture you rule. theres an app that aforementioned friend at the start of the post uses that she got me into .. its for posting pics of your nuis and other plushies :) been using it to hold our photos together for safekeeping yay.

with my whole nothingness situation (talked about in entry 04) kakashi is the one thing that gives me the most joy these days... i really feel something when i look at him and picture us together ♡. we are very muchso this tumblr post

just replace cutie pie naruto with my bf. i'm really fond of team 7 aww aww our pups

ok im losing the plot and i want to play animal hospital im ending the entry. i have plans of going to the library alone (😵) tmmrw so i will of course bring him & perhaps journal about it here. toodles!