09/03

update: I GOT THE JOB AT THE PIZZA PLACE !! the job title is "team member" so i'll be doing a bit of everything :P but the manager said i'll mainly be answering the phone and working as a server for the first few weeks.. i'm still in training rn so it's a LOT of just standing around and watching the other staff which makes me feel like a useless bum erm

also, I BROKE THE SPACE KEY ON MY FREAKING LAPTOP SO TYPING IS A HUGE NIGHTMARE, SOB !! it's just super sticky ig and i literally gotta press right in the middle so it'll work ToT idk, i'm gonna see if it'll like.. fix itself or if i rlly gotta take it in to get worked on. playing my beloved roblox is srsly impossible rn

moving onto other topics, my next dye style will be pink/turqoise! my halloween costume's gonna be a "pop zombie" and i wanna have it all matching! here's some stuff from pinterest that i'll be using as a ref >_<

omg, and an actually crazy thing i recently found out is that an old friend's ex-gf is actively lurking on my pinterest acc LOL. i'm not friends with the dude anymore but when we were, this girl didn't fw me and thought he was cheating on her with me?? which ik triggered her into this habit of lurking on my social media bc she srsly didn't try to hide it like. at all O_O he also told me he thought she was "copying" me as a way to get him to like her more (when they were together).. i still don't even know what he meant bc she fr doesn't share many interests with me and she just seemed to like how i organized my highlights/boards :P

but idr think much of it after that bc it just seemed like they BOTH wanted drama and i think being in the center of a couple's bickering is genuinely the cringiest thing ever.. anyway, now i find out that even after they broke up and don't talk anymore + me and that guy going separate ways, SHE'S STILL WATCHING ME BRAH !! i'm honestly just gonna go back to ignoring this, but after i gossiped to my friend about it, they keep asking for updates and there wasn't even much to say besides "omg that one dork from like 2 years ago is still doing ts" 

uhmm, i'm still super art blocked so literally nothing to yap about or show besides this doodle of reiko from gilgamesh.. pretty cool seinen anime from 2003 that has sick visuals! i'm halfway through it rn and it's definitely a bit messy storywise, but nothing unbearable >_<

anyway, that's it for noww! probs gonna make another update on how work's going + show some art IF this wretched art block comes to an end ToT