09/14

HAD MY FIRST INTERACTION WITH EVIL CUSTOMERS TODAY.. it actually wasn't even that bad, they just had a rude tone and kept following me back to the counter to ask for shit instead of waiting me to come by and check O_O my eyes honestly started watering bc it was overwhelming but my manager made me feel better by telling me "honestly don't even worry about it, big ppl don't play about their food" and i was laughing for a solid minute LOL

but i'm rlly liking my job so far !! all of my coworkers are nice and i mostly work the window since not many come in to eat :P today honestly was the most nerve wracking bc i was serving 3 tables at once which was the most i've had so far.. i got 2 orders wrong and felt so bad for having to make the cooks redo it T_T

i'm trying to be easy on myself since today was only my 7th day coming in, and obviously i won't be totally used to the computers and stuff. BUT. it still just feels rlly awful bc ik someone else is technically paying for my service, AUGHH !! omg, and my manager tells me i fr shouldn't stress sm and ppl can wait, which is high key motivating bc ur right, brah. i get payed $10 and hour and i'm already standing for 6-8 hours straight ToT + it's freaking pizza hut, ofc it isn't that srs LOLL

anywayy, i dyed my hair !! i thought i was gonna wait until october to do it but idk, i got antsy XP i'll show a pic of it styled next time bc i wanna post a blog NEOW 

and an update on my art block: STILL HAVEN'T DRAWN ANYTHINGG. i rlly think it's bc of work tbh T_T it's pretty physically exhausting and by the time i get home, i just wanna rot in bed.. haven't even played roblox or any resident evil games either !! SO SAD

that's rlly it ig !! i have a lot of goals i wanna get to when i once i'm out of my creative stump, but i might just use the next few months as like. break time while i focus on getting the hang of work.. then set some good new years resolutions.. idek, no promises, byebye