10/13/26

I think I'm transgender. I don't know who to tell. I hate my body so much and I wish I looked like the opposite sex. I have no idea who to tell about this, and I'm worried I'll never be able to transition because my family will never understand. I like my life the way it is right now, and I'm afraid of changing the way my life is, but I don't think I can continue on like this.

I'm so depressed. I hate my body every time I see it, even though it's technically a conventionally attractive body for my sex, I just hate it. I wish I was born different. No matter how I dress, you can always tell what my sex is, and nothing looks right on me. My voice is also very clearly belonging to my sex at birth, and I hate it. I wish I could change how I sound and how people perceive me, but I can't.

On a lighter note, I'm trying to get back into screenwriting and film. I think writing a story and filming something will make me feel better. I'm also thinking of switching my major to Screen Arts so I can focus more on my passion. I feel kind of down, but I know life is eventually going to get better. It has to.

I'm sorry, I don't have much to write today. I just needed to let my thoughts out. Until next time!