10/4

fuuckk i havent made a blog post in a WHILE. i thought i was gonna end up makin one like everyday but look at how that worked out LMAO

a lot has happened since then ,, umm i went thrifting and got some sick ass dvds and books and stuff ,, probably show that soon in like my photos.
i talked to my mom abt online schooling but alas she said "fuck no . online schooling sucks . idgaf abt the reasons you provided" so ,, haha there goes that option ! if yall never saw my older post the big reasons i wanted online schooling was just bc , like , i have really bad social anxiety ,, im fuckin bullied at school ,, i dunno what else like there were more reasons , it wouldve been better , but NOPE ! its okay though ill just push thru it . 
i got to see ringo starr tho !!! so happy abt that it was a sick ass concert , had dudes from like toto and men at work too i was happy the whole time . like actually. so thats a good thing at least . 

main thing here . a few days back i got some glass in my finger from my screen protector and obv like . thats a decently big deal glass doesnt just come out it could get infected and shit right ? so i told my mom abt it , she sorta works in the medical field and she took me to her work to get it looked at , not like formally she just took me in thru the backdoor and had her friend look at it , they determined there was def glass in there , so yah she fucking . what she did is brought me home and like cut it out herself ,, yk ? but she didnt use any numbing and it hurt a lotand now whenever i think of it i get this like feeling of scaredness ??  i guess ?? like i breathe a lot quicker and i almost feel it like its very overwhelmingi just feel like im overreacting tho .  but fuuck i dunno .