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I want to run and never look and never look and Never look again

Don't give me your respect, I have been classified as cruel

30/08/2026

Predictable each time but I keep on reminding myself... I wonder why we always shock ourselves when we feel certain emotions, Shock me once, fool me twice........... Eyes How Closed Ok. I don't feel like talking to you but I do like writing whatever comes to my mind a Lot. Today, I felt the touch of an Angel Pulling deep within my insides and yet I lay with the Devil......  I will keep my humanity and Faith by Betraying my Self... Is it betrayal if I suprise her? I'd rather feel this than nothing at all Live with through this

Maybe this will be fruitful maybe it wont. The flutters tickling my very breath It may be the same but Nothing will be certain May the odds be on our side.... I trust to believe carrot. Its been enough. Two rooms and two Suites today. drinking and smoking today. Im fucking broke I need to sell this computer.... I dont want to, its so important to me.... I'm going to take the biggest rock I can find and split my skull with it then open my stomach Ugh. If you want me boy i could lie to you. let me inside you. I need 1000 dollars and i need 

May your best Gifts never

IM O FUCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO FUCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM GONNA DIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But I cant wait to live.... Shh, let me tell you this ❤ As long as you fucking believe, No one can ever see or take your blood No one and Believe In what the future holds Its holdinf it for a Reason. Maybe ill fucking die WHO Could KNOW except God himself, I don't Maybe we all die maybe we all live . Fear abnd Love. Love and fear. Die without me and ill kill you again

"In Dreams"

A candy-colored clown they call the sandman

Tiptoes to my room every night

Just to sprinkle stardust and to whisper

"Go to sleep. Everything is all right."

I close my eyes, Then I drift away

Into the magic night. I softly say

A silent prayer like dreamers do.

Then I fall asleep to dream My dreams of you.

In dreams I walk with you. In dreams I talk to you.

In dreams you're mine. All of the time we're together

In dreams, In dreams.

But just before the dawn, I awake and find you gone.

I can't help it, I can't help it, if I cry.

I remember that you said goodbye.

It's too bad that all these things, Can only happen in my dreams

Only in dreams In beautiful dreams.