A strange vibe i cannot explain that only some specific anime gives me

I don’t even know why i am talking about this probably nobody will understand but fuck it, so i was thinking about this feeling of like emptiness that only some specific anime type gives me, they are not even my favourite or anything i dont even know if i like those titles, ill just name some to context the thing: rascal does not dream, charlotte, wonder egg priority, look back etc…

So what does these titles have in common, well i was thinking maybe it’s the strage pacing they have like these stories that tell something and nothing at the same time, and the episodes are often accompanied with soundtracks that just wouldn’t fit anywhere else, it’s like im in another place for a bit, I really cant even explain again it’s not that they are my favourite or anything it’s just the feeling, i feel so alone while watching them, and i am not! It’s cause in other genres the viewer get the privilege of discovering things sorta together with the characters and there is a connection, man i feel like there is nothing between me and the screen while watching these other titles like why am i even here? I am just watching these people, doing stuff it feels too quiet between us, what am i even saying now tho.

Someone relate to me??? Am I high??

It’s 2am in Italy btw