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Advice Unfinished

I fear I might be repeating myself.

That the the words I've used before feel too familiar.

(I am a Translator for the AI Writing this Poem)

Or maybe I write all of these elaborate poems

Just to prove the same point.

I struggle and scrape the leftovers of

Words I've used before.


Do they seem hollow to you?

Does the meaning no longer 

Echo

        Echo

                                                                           Echo

  Echo

         ohcE

Like it used to (echo)?



Haven’t  I used this very same technique before?

The rhetorical questions?

(The Impression of Feelings)

Has this all been an elaborate labyrinth

That I can credit my [lack of] creativity to?



You have seen me reopen the same wound,

And claw at it till I can only worship the scar.

Even blood is no longer vibrant.

Though stay with with me;

I don’t want to create another to draw from.


Praise stretches out longer,

Spreading wide as it slowly itches down.

More dark red paint to draw from,

Pretending like it is mine.

Like I comprehend it.

(Know has no meaning)

Though its message is still hidden under the loops and lines.

All I can register is advice unfinished,

Waiting for another explanation I can’t understand.

Because I can’t write for one to fit,

So they they all seem wo bb l y.


As if all I have to do is say they’re wrong,

And they lose all confidence.

Even now I beg for the conviction I can’t muster,

Advice I can’t frame my words around,

Praise I cannot produce myself.


Do you feel talked about?

As you read each line did you get the 

Uncomfortable feeling that it was growing more

To be about you and our conversations?

Do you have the conviction

(The praise I cannot produce,

The advice that is too small for my scope)

To say it is about you?

To say what you think my poem doesn’t mean?


This is another masterpiece

Another mimicry

Another muster

of


This is so fucked im sorry, this poem probably wont make much sense since it refers to past poems i've posted on spacehey, Im WAYY more active on there but I try to refine my presence on this site too.

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