Am I fried..

It's lowkey not even a big dealll but I lowkey have BPD and normally dont tell people, anddd I randomly have fav people that I don't talk to. If you've seen my last blogs you probably know who I am referring to. I really like the huzz but according to their friends they don't want to date in highschool anymore due to past issues and I definitely accept that; I just choose on to keep liking them.

OK ANYWAYS all that I did was put on my note "I miss da big (their nickname I made) and one of my friends who is friends with them and me messaged me and basically said "bruv im begging you pls u gotta move on, plenty of other fish in da sea" and I said back fairs. And I know damn well the only way to stop liking them is to full on ignore them (and I've done that b4 when I lowkey also did feel bad for them when a other thing was going on and when I feel bad I just dont talk to the person) I know bad habits... But the first time didnt even workkk so I'm fried. I've liked them for 2 yearssss.

And whats lowkey making me overthink is that my friend was supportive of me liking them, but maybe I'm doin a bit much; like I barely even talk about them accept recently on my story. I lowkey just wanna know what changed :/ welps wraps #fairs

ANDDD HYPOTHETICALLYYY.. If I really think about it, I lowkey do have another fp its just that I lowkey friend zoned her because I liked main huzz a bit too much...