I want somebody to see me
not just ask me if i'm fine because I'll just say yes
I want you to stalk my blogs, read through my writings, devote your life to me, and truly be inside my head
how else would you understand
no doctor, psychiatrist, therapist, or "friend" could ever know.
and that's not me saying that I don't tell anyone because I know they wouldn't understand
I couldn't even word what's wrong with me
so for now I guess I'll just blog it all down to strangers like some fucked up zoo and daydream about anime waifus loving me until I eventually break and die a lonely death
because truly I don't think I can handle the intimacy so why even bother
I just wanted to have sex man...
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punkxhazzard
i'm so fucking complicated and I talk to much, and scream on a obscure website on the internet because it is genuinely all I have, commenting on my own blogs like any of it matters, I'm just so tired dude, I just get so lonely when I have no notifs
why wont you click on my blogs?
do I want pity? attention?
do I ever shut the fuck up
punkxhazzard
I know I already said this but I genuinely think I'm going crazy or have already gone mad
like clinically, medically, insane