anxiety (lowk a vent)

genuinely ive been feeling anxious all year and it hasnt gone away and its actually pissing me off T^T like it started in school after some shit happened that has caused me to go down a whole spiral of anxiety and depression like FUCKKKKKK it sucks too cuz gen i think its causing my bf to be like a little bugged with me cuz im always sad and anxious and everything :( he be saying that he isnt bugged or bothered by it but i just worry he is and isnt telling me to have me not as panicky and worried about it..but anyways thats just how i feel rn T^T

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