Any Madmans Esprit fans here?

hi random people!!!

first blog hehehe,so yes I'm gonna write here how I met them,and what's this have in common w/ my experience using internet 

let's start it......

I remember like 1 or 2 years ago that I start listen to three bands that I think is literally one of the reasons that good part of this story exist...and it was...

senketsuAkochan,gulu gulu and lyrica

like,OH HELL NAH I LOVED THESE TWO BANDS SO MUCH.

I mean,I never was to into vk sm and these times was a little bit dark bcuz I was pretty addicted to my phone and social media in general.....

("caracter development",I think)

a long time later...

I started using discord for a group of chiikawa fans on my country (brazil),and it was a very healthy group,we talked about the new episodes,merch,fan stuff and others things like that...

In the same group,I met my first virtual friend, called Thally !!!

(he is non-binary,and uses he/they pronouns⁽⁠⁽⁠ଘ⁠(⁠ ⁠ˊ⁠ᵕ⁠ˋ⁠ ⁠)⁠ଓ⁠⁾⁠⁾)

we talked a little on discord for a long time,I remember when our first interaction was me doing a joke bcuz the old lyrica's vocalist (usagi) have the same name of a chiikawa caracter,a yellow bunni also called usagi

I also remember when a reposted a fan art w/ both usagi's that I see on Instagram (w/credit to the autor, obviously, unfortunately I forget them)and some arts that I used to do on ibis paint that nowadays probably turned into "lost media" or just are disponible on the group btw

I also made other friend called Ln(also nb btw),he was also very cool,I remember that we created a WhatsApp group together,it was very fun :)

we used to talk so much,in this time,we finally see the face of each other for the first time,and...for some reason,we send our address for our house together...but that's ok (I hope) bcuz it was a very healthy friendship btw

I really hope that these two humans that mede me very happy in these times are doing well today ❤️‍🩹 

I remember in my least interactions w/ tally that i was explaining about the day that my dad look at my Spotify acc on tv b4 delete it

It was very fun actually,I start thinking that he was gonna look for all my songs,but,he Just start complaining about a song called "(un) happy s*1c/d3" from the band Lyrica,and he was complaining about the name of the music (kinda ironic bcuz he listens to some rock/metal bands in general and always liked to talk abt it,and I like this from him)

some months later he and my parents also talked about the dangers of strangers online, something that used to make me feel bad but I understand them now...

but our friendship actually "end" bcuz of a new law on my country called "ECA digital",for a long time we used to believe that was family link final boss,like a so much stronger version than the original,so I just created a new Roblox acc and invite them to be my friends... unfortunately ...bad people start using Roblox to and I stop playing the game, fortunately,I still remember my old username ⁽⁠⁽⁠ଘ⁠(⁠ ⁠ˊ⁠ᵕ⁠ˋ⁠ ⁠)⁠ଓ⁠⁾⁠⁾(⁠人⁠ ⁠•͈⁠ᴗ⁠•͈⁠)

Ok, let's go to the Madmans Esprit part now!!!

1 year since I started to listen to these guys....

Thally also liked visual kei so much,I still remember when he posted about it on his socials,and one of the bands that he talked about sm was Madmans Esprit,I basically start listening to the songs of this band bcuz of him,and god...

It was the literally BEST THING THAT JUST HAPPENED IN MY LIFE !!!

some time later,I  uninstalled socials like TikTok and Instagram,and I start feeling like I have more personality than I used to think and at last it's not a TikTok personality,and start rediscovering wtf I actually like...guys

This is such a good felling.

The music of this band is the type of music that I can ... fell the darkness and the despair inside of me...

everything they make is amazing,I also love the new album "Dandelion; 斷絶", comparing to other artists that I love,this band is basically the that I'm more active 

I still missing Thally and Ln so much, while I write this,I realized thats probably the felling that make me love this band so freaking much, bcuz I know that in the very deep of my unconscious,I remember of these special peak humans🥹 ❤️‍🩹