aware

does anyone else get weirdly aware about stuff sometimes?

like my cat is a cat,a different species,a living being in my home that has a mind of its own and for some reason i own it,thats kinda weird,owning another living being.

like my clothes are different to the clothes centuries ago,i would be shamed by a person from a hundred years ago for being indecent even though i'm covered.

i own so many things,its absured but i love all of those items,a person living fifty years ago would be shocked because some of this stuff wasn't even invented yet.

i don't know,these thoughts make me feel weird and uncomfortable and kinda sad,and i know these are probably normal thoughts but like...its weird,im bad at explaining things but they become the center of my focus sometimes and i feel like im watching through someone else when these thoughts happen.