Being asexual

I feel pretty unlucky to be how I am. I'd call myself a romance freak, because I love daydreaming about it, writing about it, reading about it, and I just love the concept of having one special person you can be yourself around completely. BBBBBBBBBBBBBBut. There is a worry that is sometimes here and there sometimes sometimes.... that nobody would want me to be their special person because I'm asexual. 

It's not that I'm insecure, it would actually be a them problem for not wanting an asexual person. But the thing is, their problem can easily be fixed. Having sex at some point in a relationship feels like the normal thing everyone expects. That means uhhhhh idk I'm forgetting how to word things. Basically I wish being asexual was a bit more normalized or something, or that people were more used to asexual people, uhhh I feel like I didn't word it right since I actually don't know what I wish for. 

I wwwwwish for someone who is a fella that also likes romance and doesnt care about sex. Not right now though. I'm more focused on mySELF