Being single IRL is kinda hard for me, BUT...!!

AYO!! How y'all doing today? So, I've been taking a lot of effort on drawing me with some of my fictional crushes as a self-shipper/yume-shipper myself for my own artwork that I have recently, but deep down inside, I'm still SINGLE IRL... 😭💔

As you may know, I'm a demigirl and non-binary person who's pansexual and polyamorous...and of course, I just wanna find someone to date me since I have a lot of dreams about that. I even drew this to help me calm my nerves like this:

So yeah, I've been wondering... How exactly do I wanna find a special person who would get to be my IRL lover for the future...??? Well, I've been thinking about this all day! Maybe a new person would still get to be a MATURE ADULT as a drawing artist like I am, and they would probably be trans (if they're transfem or transmasc) or non-binary... Maybe they would have the same interests as I am as well...??? 🤔❓🤔❓🤔❓

Also, I would think that my new lover would be interested in the GunShow (Mr. Puzzles x Mr. WPNZ) shipping since I would be like Puzzles while they'd be like WPNZ...and yeah, maybe they would make their own OCs and their own sona for that, too!

I might think about going to a dating site like eharmony or FreshSingle as the perfect choices on finding my own new lover to get for myself since I'm still single IRL while I'm a self-shipper/yume-shipper to my favorite fictional crushes that I liked so far... What do y'all think about that? I've been willing to work things out since I need a special someone who could date me forever! Don't worry, I'll try my best to have a healthy relationship with my new IRL lover as soon as the future comes as always! 😅👍