blackmail 😼😼

okay so I am AGAINST blackmail. But I am not against being bitchy and weird towards an abusive person you literally have to be with. That person right now is my dad. I have to see him sometimes and he’s a bitch to me. I do feel bad for him but he also kind of groomed, sexually/verbally/emotionally/somewhat physically abused me, so I moreso see him as a tragedy to half-heartedly hang with and use. I feel bad writing this. But I know I shouldn’t. 

I’m.. kinda blackmailing him into buying me tesosterone. It isn’t working but I’ll manifest him giving it to me anyways. He pushed me, not just physically — he literally wrestled my phone off of me and pushed me out of the kitchen by my shoulders — but pushed me to my emotional limit. So I’m saying that, if he doesn’t buy me tesosterone, I’ll tell my mum. 

She already knows. Of course she does, what she doesn’t know though is what I’m trying to get. I lied and said I’m getting him to give me his printer. I can’t let her know that I’m making him buy me tesosterone. 

Now. Is blackmail bad? Yes. But a trans boy has got to do what he has to do, and I wouldn’t do this to anyone else. I’m doing it to him because he’s evil as fuck and the only person who will buy me tesosterone. If you didn’t want an evil little bitch of a kid you maybe shouldn’t have abused the shit out of a kid. But you did. So buy me my SHIT. 

If I don’t get it by my birthday I’ll just make my mum call the police or something. I want the good stuff buddy..

evil transgender son forces innocent father to buy him drugs. hope I get it guys