BOOTHILL PLUSH

So... uhm, theres this new boothill preorder plush (from the game hsr) i found online and its pretty dope, i mean i love love love him and finding boothill merch where i live is like finding gold in dirt. BUT... MY DAD HAS BEEN RAMBLING ABT HOW MUCH IVE BEEN SPENDING AND HONESTLY I FEEL SO GUILTY ABT IT >_< Its like $41 where im living and i dunno what to do, even tho my mom promised to pay back i still feel so guilty trying to ask him abt it... 

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH