boredom

everything is so boring lately and it's just tiring and I hate it so much 

every day I do the same shit and when something actually interesting happens I just crave more so EVERYTHING else feels boring and idrk why? I'm never really content just being alone for some reason, I always feel like I NEED someone with me to actually have fun and what makes it worse is I'm just not very good at making friends

I can meet someone and KIND OF be friends with them but actually keeping them as a friend is hard for me

doesn't help that I've mostly been playing vrchat lately cuz in that game you need to actually like talk to befriend people... and there's soo many weirdos on the game uuggh

okay that's it sorry