But dad I wanna go to fashion school!

Bro I wanna go to fashion school so bad and I've wanted to for YEARS. like legit fashion has been a passion of mine for like 2-3 years now dude and I wanna go to FIT but there's a few problems..

1. I'm not wealthy and fashion school expensive as hell
2. I've heard that is quite difficult to get a job in the fashion industry since its so competitive (btw I wanna be a designer, and that's like one of the most competitive/difficult jobs in the industry)
3. my mom wants me to be a doctor or lawyer. what the FUCK mom.
4. I'm not very good at a lot of the skills required to be a designer, like for example, hand sewing, drawing croquis, doing flats, using adobe/illustrator, etc. but this is a pretty easy fix problem.


It doesn't matter though because I already have my mind set and I wanna make this happen so I will, BUT idk where to start? tips anyone?