Sooo we're trying to clean our absolute MESS of a depression room right now (for the 1000th time this year) and we found our old suicide note 
Genuinely what are we even supposed to do with it, it has like 10 pages and is full of the ramblings of a teen in bpd psychosis, we can't necessarily throw it away because it has evidence on how bad everything got (and our passwords for stuff) but we can't just keep it cus....like where do you even put this stuff??
We thought it was just a regular folded up paper stack lol because we keep finding them in our room, it's common when you're buried in trash up to your bed 
But like... What are we even supposed to do with it lol, where do you even put 10 double sided pages of "I'm gonna kms, I'm so sorry abuser, I was all in the wrong
"
When you're cleaning your depression room but you get stumped by a stack of suicidal paper ig 🥹
We're just laying beside it on our bed like ok ig
"hi again, we got better?"
Sorry for this cringe ass ramble omg
Gbye
(Edit): just read it all...
Goddamn he has us in a CHOKEHOLD, we should use this to get a bpd diagnosis the way we were OBSESSED
it's actually kinda saddening to read, we were so deep in psychosis and delusional and obsessed, it's so painful to relive it again
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EnterChaos
Damn, I found one of my vent books a week ago. The book was from… 2024 i think? Really wierd reading that. Life was good back then lmao
Life was genuinely so shitty in that note but it holds my tiktok account info so I'll keep it ig
Fairs lmao 🥹
by ⊹ ࣪ ˖꣑ৎ𝑇ℎ𝑒𝐹𝑖𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑒𝐶𝑜𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑒✮ˎˊ˗; ; Report
Lmao my parents are rlly strict. I cant even use a fcking browser without getting a million questions. Doing all of this behind thier back
by EnterChaos; ; Report
Oughhh I'm so sorry, our parents used to be like that but then our sister was born and they now care more about her 🥹 (still strict af though tbh)
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man, my parents are stickt to my bro too. I‘m cooked
by EnterChaos; ; Report
You're deep pan fried brotatochip
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Welp
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