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I have a similar feeling. I have a childhood friend who um...vanished when she was 12. I sometimes see her in my dreams, being happy with me. Being herself, completely without any worries. Just making joyful memories in which everything is okay. And I believe that's the truth, that she's still with me, for a while after I wake up. No, she's gone.

Ever since then I keep seeing girls who have faces similar to her. Similar styles. Similar skintones. And similar personalities all at once. And I always get hit with this regret, that I didn't get to know this girl better. So I make friends with those that look and act similar and never tell them that and they're great. But everytime I look in their faces the repent plagues on my heart. I ask myself: "Remember when you could bring change in her life? Remember when she could be saved? Remember when it wasn't just a lie?" That maybe if I tried even harder to help her, she would be happy and with me.