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you should be proud of yourself for being able to love someone this much. it means you're clearly a valuable human being, a unique one in this period of time where everyone seems so fake. don't try to hide that part of yourself, embrace it. you're only being yourself.

this other person doesn't deserve all of your attention. i'd honestly feel pity for them, because they're the one missing out on a wonderful person.

please keep your mind occupied with things you enjoy, and try not to search them up or look for what they're doing. it'll hurt at first, but eventually you'll start thinking about them less and less.

sending you the best of the best vibes and wishes through my pc screen

I don't know what to say, but honestly I think you need to have some value for yourself.

You don't need to have others' validation to feel like you have some value.

I hope you'll find some other way to find happiness and satisfaction in life like a profound way. (But hopefully, not in bad influence people who'll lead you in destructive path like drugs, alcohol addiction and much worse. I mean in nicer people that had cleaner lifestyle.)

I hope you'll find the right kind of people that would be a good friend to you.

But then before that I hope you'll find a good meaning in life that you'd be happiness on your own and not beg it on others.

I wish you well.