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There are certain nerves in your ankles that go up your legs, which could describe leg pain since you are cutting yourself on your ankles. 

I would recommend to please reach out to a trusted adult, whoever that be, teacher, parent, guardian, school counselor, etc. and talk to them about your suicidal ideation and self harm. If you are seeing a therapist or counselor already, please reach out to them about these issues you are having so you can get the help you need.

Self harm is not a good path to go down, neither is suicide, if you need help; please reach out. 

Sending you lots of positive vibes