cutlery/hands

i lowkey love eating with my hands instead of cutlery,i also prefer lighter cutlery,my mom got these new forks and spoons and they're too thick and heavy for my liking,i much prefer the older ones,my siblings don't really care about the cutlery but my brother goes out of his way to use the ones i like just to inconvenience me so i started holding some in my room,i just wash them with hand soap in the bathroom because they're now mine,i used to just dig them out of the sink when needed but now i can't because they're being hunted