Days are too fast and nights are to slow

I don't exactly know what's wrong with me or well uuh anything really? I'm trying to just live my life like a normal kid my age would but it's kind of hard to do that when you likee don't go to school
can't even enroll cuz my parents don't bother to teach me what I should know and trying to learn myself makes me feel even more stupid than I already do

I'm just not sure what's happening ever honestly, I don't understand anything about myself, about the world, about other people, nothing man!! and it really sucks i think
I wish I knew just a little more about what I should be doing with my life, or what I CAN even do with it
not sure

Weeelll okayy I think that's it!! haven't really been on the site much lol