Decisions are sooooo hard... T_T

Omggggggg, I can't decide what to do! I want to play like a million different things and I can't decide. I want to play Stardew Valley cause that's my addiction rn. I wanna play Collar x Malice cause I finally unlocked the final boyfriend I could get in that game. I wanna play Va-11 Hall-A because it's such a vibe, and the heroine's story hits so deep for me as a college student. And I also wanna try playing a new Otome game on my PS Vita. Or maybe even try to apply the English Patch for Diabolik Lovers on my Vita. I have the patch, I just need to figure out how to upgrade RePatch to the latest version so the patch can work to its fullest ability. Waaaaaa... 

And that's just gaming. I also wanted to get into Creepypasta and read the most popular ones on my own! Where is the best website to read it? Cause Creepypasta dot com seems like a scammy website tbh. T_T