Digital Diary- Unhealthy connections (6/27)

I have relationship issues I get attached easily. Like we could make the same day and im already planning our future. THANKFULLY THIS ISN"T WITH EVERY PERSON I MEET but its with enough to the point it stress me out. Like I will love someone until it hurts me. like literally HURTS. But on top of that I'm like really bad at convos like I have so much I wanna say but I don't know how to say it. Not even just flirting, like in general. and the smallest things bruise my ego. Like I'll send a text and they don't respond. This goes for both friendships and like crushes. Like if we're close I promise love you 10x more than you think. I dim my personality so people don't think I'm obnoxious. 

But this is just a rant I love you guys!!!