Dreaming About Me and My Crush

I don't know which category I should take in but use Romance instead because it felt so cute but it's not a love story and it's not real...

But anyways, I had this interesting dream about it since yesterday and I happen to meet a crush or he kinda resembled like my crush but dreams doesn't make sense so I'll say that it's my crush somehow.

So yeah, in my dreams I was infatuated with that guy and then I started to talk to him, I could describe that he was a chill dude with that familiar personality from whom I know. He was willing to talk and so we partner up into playing a video game a second later.The fun part about having dreams is that I don't get to play on a screen, but as in me and that guy literally went into that game physically. 

We went on adventure because I can't remember each of thw detail but how I feel is the only way to interpret that. And then we went to a weird  ruined site in the middle of the ocean and there was bridge but then a female security guard warned us about the geysers from the holes in the bridge. Like otherwise if we don't cross the bridge carefully we would die. She was fricking serious man xD

So my crush and I rode a bike together to cross the bridge. So we made out safely to that ruins and I was seeing holes on the floor, like I CAN SEE THE OCEAN UNDERNEATH. Dreams never fail to gave me an anxiety.

So all we did was nothing (sort of) and then the game was about to end. He was cute, thoughtful all the time and we ended have a conversation about something else that let us both me and my crush is that there was a connection between the both of us. After that game we had, there was a flaw that doesn't aligned with my preferences you say. And because I had a strong heartfelt connection to him, it made me think that sure I have preferences but at the end of the day it doesn't define who will I commit to. My heart resonates with him and I don't want my petty standards to keep that away from me.

And so before he leave, I come over to hug him and the best part is that he hugged me back. And I woke up with my heart fluttering becauae my god... Even if it's not happening in real life but it felt real, this was the most endearing dream that I had because it doesn't excite me, I just find the whole thing so healing and I felt more loved than ever. Even hug was really that much of a big deal for me and it made me reflect something since I haven't experience a relationship before and still is today, and that kind of feeling will always drawn back to me because it could possibly be a coping mechanism.

As I'm waking up, I'm still single and it's not much of a big deal but who cares I'm single yet I'm still alive. So I don't know how to properly end it so there you have it, my dreams about me and my crush doing something fun and HAPPY OCTOBER EVERYONE.