Enjoying being alone?

Just hopped off a call with friends. Usually I like being surrounded by people, so I dont usually ever have any time by myself. Its not like I cant choose to, I think im just so scared that i'll miss out on things if im not around. Which unfortunately when having two different friend groups its sorta inevitable that you'll miss stuff. 

Im thinking I put on a vinyl maybe, listen to some of my physical media for a bit, since I dont get to as often since im always talking to people online. Hang on actually going to do that now.

Okay I've put on my tommy dorsey & frank sinatra vinyl, currently "I'll Never Smile Again" is playing. I also moved to my armchair infront of the player so i can get to it easier, though easier isnt probably true since i dont actually have a laptop, just a propped up tablet and full desk keyboard so I have a whiteboard to act as a stand-in desk while I sit at my chair. 

Ive actually considered getting a laptop to just type and scroll at watch stuff while im not at my pc. Nothing useful for gaming or anything, just something small. Like a Panasonic Let's Not CF-510. Goregous little laptop, old tech and perfect for what I want it for. Something to blog in bed or in my chair with, to use in the case its too hot one day to sit at my desk that my ac vent doesnt reach. Could be nice. Or maybe i just get one of those like, keyboard+trackpad cases for my samsung tablet. 

Ohhh but that laptop is so cute.. and I totally have enough for one right now.... urghh

Ill think on it. Nod Nod