Sexuality

I’ve always wondered what i liked and it has been hard for me to figure that out. There once was a time i liked a person of the same gender i would watch and try to learn stuff they liked i would make crafts for them i would dedicate songs to them and when it ended i thought i wouldnt make it past 14. As life went on i met people of the opposite gender but this time in life i was much older and i had physically experienced things with the opposite gender ive tried so hard to try and like a person of the opposite gender but no one can or would compare to the passion i had innocently at 14 with a person of the same gender. I do find both genders attractive so i consider myself a bisexual but i mourn to feel the feelings i did for the same gender day by day year after year.