Carter

Okay for context, Carter is one of my exs who I'm not sure I hate as much as I do the previous folks... Anyway ("why are you talking about your ex? That's so weird" sybau) Carter is this dude I dated for like almost a hear I'm sure and he decided to just randomly end things. I wasn't so sad I'd cry but I was a little upset until in the middle of the damn break up he goes "you're so understanding I could kiss you"??? What??? Who says that??ð?? You're in the middle of breaking up wit me and you're talking about KISSING ME??  dude I've literally told you everything about me and taught you MY NATIVE language just so we could speak better to each other... Fuck you. And he was willing to be friends again and so was I cuz I admit, I'm friends with a lot of my ex's (istg we don't like each other romantically anymore) and I didn't wanna leave him out and even if I did I would not be able to avoid himc us out families are friends... So after breaking up  a few days he ghosted me... I'm confused cuz I wanted to be his friend and he was practically begging for ME not to ghost HIMð¦ so after a month I texted him this whole thing about if I did something wrong and if I could fix it and he says.. After like a week of me sending it " I read it "/.. Mind you, ALL of our friends are friends so we're like a group. The friend we were closest with was this guy named Jacob who I haven't spoken to in months in record of losing my older discord account ad not having my phone and bc he became a hsrdcore Christian (idc abt religion. I just don't want every fucking message you send me a bible verse) anyway Carter text me " I read it " when I'm talking to Jacob before his whole big bang and I tell Jacob bc I tell him everything . me and carter get to talking and after a week of trying to be friends again he drops a bomb. Okay so this night I was feeling shitty and took. a few magic candies and texted him random shit and he laughed blah blah but after 3 minutes of I asked what happened to us and he says my OTHER friend whom is NOT in the jacob, carter, Alex (Jacobs brother),and me group...???  The dudes name is Blake and apparently Blake told carter to avoid me just because "oh randy would want that" NO THE FUCK I WOULDNT...ð­ð­ð­ and I immediately text Blake and Blake plays the dum bass game and omg it pissed me off so much I felt sober. ð¢ð¢ okay after that I it ore Blake for a while and we argue and I began talking to carter again like old times, we somehow bonded over fucking Fajitas... (Haven't eaten one since btw lol) and good lord after 6 WHOLE MONTHS of building friendship again he ghost me again and still is to this day. He literally can't forever cuz his family is meeting mine again IN 2 DAYSSZð ð  that back stabbing lying cunt will explain everything or I'm beating his assð¾ð¾ okay bye cuz I need to think on who or what else I wanna write on :0