Category: Life

ay carumba

so I think im turning into a granpa ( im 15) because recently my knees have started hurting, like alot 💔 » Continue Reading

rough night

im crying, I'm so stupid » Continue Reading

MY OLDER SISTER TAUGHT MY BABY SISTER HOW TO DO 67

she's doing it all the time now, she'd around 14 months old so she cant speak a lot, but she copied movements and she randomly started doing it after my sister did itthis is NOT good » Continue Reading

boring

has anyone noticed the older we get the less things are fun? i dont wanna do shit anymore cuz everything is boring. i wish i still had a strong imagination bc then id have so much fun, and like even bad teen things are getting to a point where its starting to just not be fun... gimme ideas on what yall do when you feel trapped in an endless cycle of nothingness.  » Continue Reading

im nothing

im such a mess why am I even alive anymore it should've been me instead of my dad I fuck everything up anyways so what's the point of trying anymore » Continue Reading

Please notice this💛

Hey. So this isn't the sort of stuff I expected to post but for a while now my father has been struggling with heart problems and its been bad,he's at the hospital and I don't know if he's going to be there for a few days or what. I'm worried and I'm aware I don't really know any of you but if you could take some small time out of whatever you're doing to pray to mother earth,your god(s) or Godess(s) for him then please do. I myself don't have faith all that much in any god or Godesss out there ... » Continue Reading

Suacide

Sometimes i feel like the only way i will be seen and heard is by atempting again i do it more as a screem for help and i get it but it not helping becuse i probebly have bpd and nothing will ever help me Like i can see a one vid and i wanna try  » Continue Reading

Things are starting to change for the better a little bit

I’m starting to enjoy life again. Ik this is silly but I didn’t draw for a little bit and yesterday I started actually drawing again and I started to feel actually happy and content which has been kinda rare for me lately and all of today I felt content with myself and it was just little things that actually made me feel happier than usual today like I’m learning how to drive and I rlly struggle with parking but today I parked faster than usual and I was actually decently parked so I feel proud ... » Continue Reading

Walks

WE AS HUMANITY NEED TO GO ON WALKS MORE. So I take a walk like everyday and I promise you its peak ash and so underated. Istg rn pop on some headphones and go wherever the wind takes you. » Continue Reading

the end?

I really don't think I'm gonna make it this time its just too much to handle » Continue Reading

El fin de una larga espera

Tengo un sueño; es un sueño que he tenido desde que era niño, pero que nunca tomé en serio. Pertenece a ese tipo de sueños colosales que parecen fantasiosos e inalcanzables. No obstante, el año pasado me enteré de un proyecto que va en marcha y que podría abrir las puertas a una posibilidad que no había considerado. Debo dar cuenta que nunca antes me había planteado metas, ya que vivía con indiferencia ante la vida... Pero ese sueño, ese sueño me activa algo, es como un fuego que se enciende en ... » Continue Reading

Woud you wana hear my 2 czech psych ward expiriaces?

Woud you wana hear my 2 czech psych ward expiriaces?? » Continue Reading

New ho

Okay... I see.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YWS4mrCRKdE » Continue Reading

about me !!

hello and welcome to my page!! these are just a few little things about me, if we have something in common write me :)im in my twenties, and im married.my favorite color is yellowi love to crochet, knit, do diamond art, sew on my sewing machine and by hand, paint, write, color, make things with clay, read, take care of my plants/garden, and much morei play games on the pc, i've recently reached perfection on stardew valley, and i have also been getting into minecraft lately alsomy favorite tv sh... » Continue Reading

uhjklfd

sgjhkjlklskajlhkg because of the fire I may not be able to go home on Friday😿😿 I guess that's a good thing because like safety and all but my freakign cat😢😢 I'll have to wait to see since my therapist is helping out with getting me info but I'm really aghhgh, underprepared to stay longer than what's initially decided. that stuff aside, I went to buy some more makeup stuff after my therapy session today! I also bought some socks (FINALLY) and I'm just really relieved about it. I also got some ski... » Continue Reading

About Me ꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱ ‧₊˚ ⋅

⋅˚₊‧ About Me ‧₊˚ ⋅Hihi! I'm Grace ꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱Thanks for checking out my 'about me' blog post :DBefore we get started, here are some rules about me and my page;I don't accept friend requests from people who are under the age of 18.I'm not comfortable sharing where I'm from, even in vague terms. Please don't ask.I will NEVER send ANYONE photos of myself of any kind. Do NOT ask. I don't do Snapchat either!!My other social is Tumblr: https://www.tumblr.com/anggel3525?source=share and I also use Discord... » Continue Reading

Relief and Disappointment Can Hold Hands

(╥﹏╥)When you've spent months hoping for answers, you start imaging what they'll look like. Mine arrived as a PDF notification with the word "normal" scattered throughout. Then I cried.I thought I knew how I would react to my MRI results. Relief if it was normal (that was a lie). Fear if it wasn't. It turns out there is a third option: sitting in my office crying because I still don't have answers. Do I dare say it? Devastated. Still sick. Still in the same position. Fuck.It's hard to watch the ... » Continue Reading

22!

happy birthday to me, I love my cake, and thank you all for the kind wishes!!! \^o^/ there's no comfortable way to take a selfie with a cake, it turns out. lol » Continue Reading

New to Nostalgia

this website is SO nostalgic and fun but I feel like it's IMPOSSIBLE to meet friends on here lol where does a girl even start? Mood: Lost😭 » Continue Reading

Boredom

Hey peeps im Jesse and im so bored IVE for some reason had inspo to apply for jobs in my area and now I have three interviews wish me luck yall -Jesse  » Continue Reading

Hair

I desperately need my hair to be pinker, pinker and pinker » Continue Reading

Stop consuming and start creating!

Stop consuming and start doing. You wake up,get on your phone and see people do things that make you go "Oh I want to do that" and while maybe you can't do those more fancy things cause of money..🫩. I'm more along the lines of diys and crafts when I say you need to stop consuming and start doing! You watch people do different things and never end up doing anything yourself! You feel uncreative,can't read a book,You can't just stop to draw a painting and your head is fully fried without any kind ... » Continue Reading

about to eat some food, much needed! 7/15/26 2:38p

my whole entire back is aching... from my cervical spine down to where my thoracic spine meets my lumbar. my strong meds aren't doing much. i'm hitting my weed vape quite a bit, but weed only helps me mentally cope with the pain whereas my pain meds and muscle relaxers actually bring me relief. ugh.kaitlyn was such a sweetheart, she bought me and my man and herself some food from panera. i'm about to fuck up that bread bowl.i'm also getting to the point of exhaustion where i'm gettin' a lil sill... » Continue Reading

This is so stupid

I hate that literally everything I’m doing to be eco friendly and sustainable feels like shitEverything’s expensive, I gotta check if it’s cruelty free and if it has a ties with right wing ideology and shitThere’s like three stores i fuck with that aren’t really expensive and got alternatives for stuff I likeThen I gotta try and make my family the same way but they dgaf as much as I doI can’t wait to move out and do my own shit bruh » Continue Reading

town 2 :(

for breakfast I had some fruit snacks, mandarins and some coffee!😋 I went out and bought some more food for my room before my appointment this afternoon, hehehe. I also bought some stuff to bring home and treats for my cat😸I ended up dropping my two pizzas (rip) but a nice lady bought me two more slices and I feel a lot better.😸the forest fires are getting really close to my community and evacuations may be happening soon and I'm just really worried about my cat (and my family ig) because of the... » Continue Reading

UPDATE ABOUT MY ORCHIDS

all of the flowers fell of is it a good or ba thing? :( i hope it will grow new ones T_T or is it too late? » Continue Reading

UGGH SUMMER

So like im being forced to go to a like baseball game, IT IS SO HOT OUTSIDE. Tho I got an iced coffee yum but OMG. ITS NOT EVEN SUNNY!!! AAAHHH. but it's ok I'm out with my friends whatever, also I got a primus and 311 shirt!!! They're so cool and yea.  » Continue Reading

7/15/26 11:30a - been up over 24 hours

my fatigue has been so bad, i'm trying to not nap today so i sleep well tonight. i haven't had a day in the past week where i didn't take atleast 3 3hour naps 😭my IR adderall wasn't helping keep me awake but now i got some XR adderall and it's making a huge difference » Continue Reading

HEYY I NEED HELP WITH THIS

Yeah, I'm not the best in English, ok? But I tried my best 💕I'm so confused, I don't know what to do. I have a best friend with a girlfriend, i feel this some weekends, she broke wkth him some days. And I don't know how to tell him about my feelings! He has no idea I love him! He treats me in a cute way and I am so sad. If he doesn't correspond to my feelings, too... I need help to confess to him! 😭💕I don't wanna be a bad person 😭 » Continue Reading

gRRDFDFFDGFFHHGHHHH I HATE MY STRETCH MARKS!!!

stretch marks r so pretty on other girls why don't I like them on me ToT » Continue Reading

bullSHIT!

A bot is on one of my gmails because I tried to pirate a game and I fucked it up ☹ I changed my passwords and stuff but god it's ANNOYING!!! » Continue Reading

FML

yesterday I had this itch that I forgot something before during and AFTER packing and I finally (the next morning after) thought of what it was. I don't have a single pair of socks, when on my last trip I packed an absurd amount. I have tights BUT I ALREADY WORE TIGHTS YESTERDAY and I am not the one to repeat a look in a row. I'm not going to wear my shoes without socks LIKE A FREAK so I'll have to buy some sometime today...🤔 I prefer knee high but I can't be picky now. I would also get stocking... » Continue Reading

Idk

Hate being bored  » Continue Reading

truth hurts

why do i feel like an lol.cow right now  » Continue Reading

7/15/26 6:12am

had a crazy day yesterday and this evening. exhausted physically and mentally but i literally don't care at all bc a friend needed me. i absolutely despise when bad things happen to my friends, but i really feel like one of the reasons i've been put on this earth is to be a ride or die type of bitch!!! like... idk i feel like everyone should be that type of friend.my friend kaitlyn is also one of those types of friends and i'm literally so honored and blessed to have her as a friend. she stayed ... » Continue Reading

School starts soon :]

I’ve got a little over two weeks before my senior year starts! Funny enough, I’m actually really looking forward to it. I’ve got a few goals for stuff to get before then, and if I am so lucky, I might even drop a back 2 school haul! Not totally sure yet, but keep on the lookout :) » Continue Reading

hair

the urge to just dye my hair black haunts me every day. i miss it so much but the commitment from blonde is terrifying  » Continue Reading

bring back 2000s yt vlogs

i NEED more 2000s style type vlogs back especially with emos and scene kids XD  » Continue Reading

Handwrittingg

I haven't written anything down for an extended period of time for a while now. Just a few moments before writing this, I decided I would as, I got a new pen a couple of days ago. As I'm writing, my wrist starts hurting as it always tends to. I looked up a better way to hold my pen and I'm still struggling, but hopefully, I can retrain my brain and hand so I can actually write again.A side point in all of this is that, I wonder why none of my teachers ever saw the way I was writing and tried to ... » Continue Reading

Boring life for me

Hello guys.l have been bored lately. I don't know about it my job or my life. I can't enjoy life. I love life but l don't feel anything about life. Maybe l need a new activity.  » Continue Reading

sigh rant

wanted a summer job real bad for no real reason, mom was iffy about it, i didnt listen, started working at dollar tree, i hate how boring it is and would rather rot in my room all summer, have to keep job the whole summer or my dad will get mad, realize how lame working is and how thatll be whats its like for the rest of my life mostly, sigh also realize that u have work tomorrow, also just now realize that last shift u forgot to ask about ur missed paycheck, hopes ur manager bothers to show up ... » Continue Reading

geez you write a lot loser

Honestly, today I woke up thinking "u got this buddy", out the window. I feel caged up, mentally, and I end up getting out of that feeling but then it comes back. I dont even feel like myself anymore, I dont know why people expect so much out of me, and I think thats one of my biggest problems, I feel as if people are always expecting something from me and, that the pressure people put on me is just doing my head in. thats where my parents come in. I have never fit their expectations, I'm not ta... » Continue Reading

so bored lately

Lately there's been NOTHING to do and I'm SO bored, all I've been doing is staying home and drawing a little. I would like to go outside more but the weather where I am has been horribly hot and there is NOWHERE to go other than small playground but even that's hard because a bunch of wannabe white gangster boys congregate there PLUS there are multiple potholes where I live so I can't (peacefully) Rollerblade. I wouldn't even mind going on a walk somewhere but there is NOWHERE to hang out at oth... » Continue Reading

My 2nd big band performance :'(

I have a band performance on the weekend for school, which sucks sm!!! I have to wear my formal uniform on Saturday, tho ig i dont have to worry about impressing the others kids in my band. They r all older than me by like 2-3 years and all r super cool. But anyways i always have bad performance anxiety and last night i couldnt sleep :( idk whats wrong with me i always feel like im not good enough for my band. I have 2 more days to practice cuz i kept procrastinating. I have one more practice wi... » Continue Reading

m3 wh3n 5umm3r

br0 1 l0v3 b31ng 4 bum dur1ng th3 5umm3r, but 1t5 50 FR34K1N B0R1NG TH15 Y34R, y35 1 4lr 541d th4t 4nd 1ll 54y 1t 4 m1ll10n t1m35 m0r3 » Continue Reading

Secret sibling?

Sometimes I'll think about how I may have a secret sibling out there that I don't know, it's suspected that my dad had another kid that he did not keep in touch with. It was never made clear if he actually does or not just heavily suspected. So sometimes I just wonder if this secret child exists and what they are like, in my mind they're a girl, white, blonde, older than me. Who knows the personality of them. I wonder how they are if they exist.  » Continue Reading

Snapchat friend requests

UHHH STORY TIME! so last week, it was 2 AM and i was up cuz I live in a laos household (Throwing party every week on an average Thursday💀) but however I check my snap friend request, and I saw a (we're gonna call him Code) uh yeah. I thought it was a guy I knew from my school but honestly, I don't even know how I came into conclusion to that because the Code at my school is FAR more different than the Code, I'm talking to😓 but anyways, He started talking to me and asked for my age. This guy is l... » Continue Reading

THE BEST OF ME

earlier today, i went with my grandmother to visit my old mans grave, and it had me thinking about remains and their handling in generalmy father was cremated and generally, i think when i pass, id want the same. do not waste a whole damn plot of land to put a box of my embalmed body in it, id prefer (if if buried at all) to just let my body rot in the soil! generally speaking, i find it unproductive to treat my (or anyones) remains like they need to be this spectacle of sadness and grief. they ... » Continue Reading

Arm hurts :((

Okay so I was playing a dum game on Roblox and all of a sudden my arm just started aching and hurts rlly bad mainly coming from like my shoulder down and this has happened a few times before but I’m pretty sure it’s not broken but does anyone have any ideas on what it could possibly be?? » Continue Reading

dad

so my brother just left my grandmas house from a visit and he gave me a box of my dads stuff that he kept from me from years ago and I got a hoodie too and it still smells like him and when I tell you that the smell made me emotional it did because that's like my dad who's dead and I don't remember what he smelled like you know and I'm probably gonna cry about this later today but I can feel the tears coming lol » Continue Reading

Tarot readings, Akashic Records readings, and more

After such a long time of hesitating, I finally worked up the courage to create accounts dedicated to these practices and start offering my services... and everything has gone so much better than I ever imagined!! (╥﹏╥)♡For the longest time I kept putting it off because I was afraid of what people would think. I worried that no one would take me seriously, that people wouldn't trust me with something so personal, or that I'd end up regretting putting myself out there. It took me a lot to finally... » Continue Reading

I HAVE A YOUTUBE CHANNEL!! GO SUB

Me and my sister made a YouTube channel!! Go subscribe to it lollYoutube : estelliaxx » Continue Reading

perception 3

I reached 69 views, nobody else perceive me lest you wish illness and agony upon your entire bloodline » Continue Reading

How tf did I go from social hermit crab to butterfly XDDD

So like, idk wtf happened but i have become such an extrovert XDlike for context: during the school year, I was the most quiet introverted person on the planet like even hanging out with friends after school was too much for me.but like now its like the world has flipped upside down like I crave social interaction like a freaking drug XDDDLike If im at home sitting at my computer- even if im working on something fun im bored. Like  I want to TALK TO PEOPLE and DO THINGS IN THE WORLD and it's lik... » Continue Reading

favorite memory of an old friend

everyone has an "ex-friend/bestfriend," and we all have good memories with them even if your friendship has ran its course.one of my absolute favorite memories i find myself thinking about is when my bestfriend and i were standing at this vending machine that had drinks in it, and we were looking at the drinks deciding if we wanted one or not.as we were talking and looking at the drinks, we both notice the whole row of pure life tea bottles on the bottom. and at the same time, in sync, we both s... » Continue Reading

7/14/26 7:52p - tw: drug use mention

took some xanax and seshing with one of my finest bitches rnnnn 😍 feeling stoned and mellow affff ~we're watching slomw and doing skincare and nails! 💅we're waiting to pick up some 🐎✨ later tonight too 😍  love u guys, DMs are open if anyone wants to chat tonight ~ » Continue Reading

crochetinggg

i'm addicted, i recently learned the basic stuff from my aunt on vacation. and then since i was home, i just watched a few videos and i think i'm doing pretty well :) im trying to make a mini blanket for one of my stuffies, and i can just crochet for hours on end (which i've been doing instead of doomscrolling) while listening to class of 09.fuck it i don't even need to listen to music or a podcast i do it at night when i cant sleeplove yall bye » Continue Reading

AHHHH in town

i left home to go to therapy and AHJEJRBRKK today was sososososoosos hectic😢😢😢i’ve been running around all day and i never thought itd happen to me but the back of my foot is hurting from my shoe and i’ve never been betrayed by it like this.i havent had much to eat all day but i scored a free meal and i’m so happy😿 i could cry😿😿😿 i need to shop for my hotel room bc i need some type of food i’m familiar with because i’m not 100% sure that the place i’m at will keep having foods that i’m not picky... » Continue Reading

Graduation Photos from June 26' !! (⁠´⁠°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥⁠ω⁠°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥⁠｀⁠)

After Graduation w family!!:0DGrad w friends!! (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)Me and my boyfriend before the ceremony (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡Me and sister! (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠｀⁠*⁠)Cute picture in a crowded place! (⁠•⁠ ⁠▽⁠ ⁠•⁠;⁠)No bags allowed (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠) » Continue Reading

SMALLEST SMIDGEON OF WI-FI MEANS I CAN GO ON FRIENDREWIND (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ

hello! i have recently been stuck in an RV with my grandmother through several state parks and fun mountains in Arkansas. it's all fun and dandy to get out and be in nature but the tiny ahh vehicle, lack of personal space and stuff Everywhere making me feel claustrophobic is not the best.. plus the bathroom is Not the most sanitary experience for a city girl like me to adapt to..˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ nevertheless, friendrewind-chan, eris is back. did you miss meeee x3i plan to re-begin my daily blogging with f... » Continue Reading

Happyness

Hello fellow patrons, please be happy. Like and subscribe  » Continue Reading

Friend rewind > Spacehey?

Spacehey wasnt loading my pfp so I went to friend rewind. People tell me friend rewind is better anyway lolz. » Continue Reading

Job

Omg I was supposed to send my Jobcenter lady a document from a school I am applying for and I send her a sheet with ukulele chords in the email I can never do anything right. This is why I need to stay at home. » Continue Reading

I need metal sonic figures NOW

I don't usually like Funko pops but UGHHHHH this is an exception he's so fricking cute oh my Godd. » Continue Reading

the cafe setup TM

I'm drinking a chai latte if you wanna know (ignore the Napo I like you guys too <3) » Continue Reading

“alt community”

to be realll most people (mainly people on tiktok) drink up “alt” videos and by “” i mean fake alts, people who wear just about anything and add an alt label but have no mindset that shows it whatsoever and take the culture and run it through the dirt. wearing a black shirt or black liner on your waterline doesn’t make you alt whatsoever.  » Continue Reading

The College Experience

hello friends,so i'm gonna be entering college this fall as a freshman! i'm super super nervous, but also excited for what it's gonna be like.tell me, is anyone else going into college too or is currently there? what's it like? give me tips and tell me things to avoid doing!  » Continue Reading

sunset is gettin' earlier, its WINTER RAHHHH

my copium for the summer is to track the times the sunset is every night and ever since the summer solstice the sunset time has been gradually decreasing by one or two minutes every day or two. its gone from 22:10 (ten past 10pm) to 21:54 (five to 9pm) !!!!! soon it'll be 9, then half 8, then 8, then it's autumn!!!! i love the autumn + winter season bcus it's so cozy. it's cold enough for cute fluffy outfits and jumpers and long coats. it's cold enough for tea and snow and proper rainy days, eve... » Continue Reading

Billycon 2026

So I don’t really know if there’s any showbiz pizza fans on here, but I’m going to billycon with my friends on the 17th and I’m wondering if theres anything I should know before showing up all willy nilly. it’s my first year going to the convention and I’m not really active in the fandom outside of some tiktok communities, but I’ve heard theres drama and I’m lowkey curious on what it is.. anywho i doubt theres a big community on here or anything but if anyone knows anything lmk :-3 » Continue Reading

things that rhyme with orange

im rlly grateful for the friends i have :-) specifically my closest buddies. gosh, i dont even know how i would be if it werent for them!! they really do mean a lot to mei love gooze a whole lot, hes an amazing boyfriend!! theyre rlly kind to me and hes so fucking cool!!!! i always feel happy around them!! the only reason i dont entirely hate THAT ex friend (cough cough alan) is because hes the reason i met u :3 im not sure if ive told him this already but he is the reason im starting to love bu... » Continue Reading

Ss intro

First thing: Why do you keep putting Ss in every blog?Because it's my signature and it doesn't means or stands for anything weird, ewName: slashGender: none, Hobbies: playing volleyball (with my sibs). Drawing. Reading. Watching anime. Daydreaming. Gyarumaxxing(I still fail). Lazymaxxing. Needs help: yes.(I also keep saying lol )Ummmm, yeah Dm if u wanna b friends <⁠(⁠￣⁠︶⁠￣⁠)⁠> I also aurafarm...🥺 » Continue Reading

Foralicious Chaos

I'm Sefora and I LOVE to party💓🖤... i feel like i go a little too hard sometimes though lol. Is Catholic guilt the cost of being a Church-going Party Girl?mood: reflective🤔 » Continue Reading

Back from my long break twins

Hey guys!! Sorry for ditching u 😭A lot happened, I got groomed (haha….), pretty shit at school too!! So yuh » Continue Reading

I am moving and I need tips for my room

Tomorrow we'll get the keys to our new house, which means I get a new room. My current room is kinda bland, but my mom gave me more freedom this time. My goal is to make my room more gothic/witchy. I'm allowed to ask for new furniture, paint the walls and hang stuff on the walls. So my question to you is: do you have any tips/suggestions to achieve this? Any ideas are welcome! » Continue Reading

I moved

Im in Norway now. » Continue Reading

AM I THE ONLY ONE?

SOmetimes I really don't know I just think my friends hate me behind my back which would be honestly heartbreaking. PLEASE TELL ME IM NOT THE ONLY ONE » Continue Reading

What do I do?

Okay so I have a friend let’s call him L and he’s rlly hot and cool and we’re pretty close like making freaky jokes kind of close and I’ve had a crush on him for a while but he has a gf who I’m familiar with cuz she’s friends with one of my friends, when we talk he rarely even will mention her and I’ve never seen them talking so like is it wrong that I think I would be a better match for him cuz we’re both more on the alt side while she’s kinda preppy and they seem like very different people als... » Continue Reading

What's it like to look up at the stars?

I've never been able to see the stars at night thanks to light pollution and being in a city for my entire life, but to anyone who's seen them, what do stars look like? I know this is quite a stupid question to ask, but I'm kinda curious.It's kinda ironic that I've never seen stars with my own eyes despite loving anything star shaped. » Continue Reading

finally

logged out of my major messaging apps to stop myself from obsessively looking back at past conversations. and to stop myself from waiting for a conversation thatll never come, because i know nobody actually wants my company. they could like it but not. want it. they feel me like a breeze. a fleeting moment,an afterthought. the other way around works, pity just makes me feel worse and i know its a pity thing these days. or a busy thing, which that i dont have a problem with but its... whatever br... » Continue Reading

2000's

I've always wondered why I've yearned for a time I wasn't born in, everything seemed much darker and fun back then like the aesthetic of rock vids and malls. I was born the last year of the 2000's and being a teen now sucks ass, everything now has to be about the newest most expensive product you can get your hands on or else your a loser. I just wanna be in a world where the emo and grunge aesthetic still rules the world and everyone can be goth, emo, scene, etc. Without being called a poser (t... » Continue Reading

I am back on here after SO LONG

I didn't have any time to get on here while it was still school, but omg I dyed my hair teal, I love it sm, also got a digicam, plus started journaling- and let me tell you, IT IS SUCH AN AMAZING HOBBY » Continue Reading

moving to florida progress

so all my stuff is either packed nicely in little boxes, neatly organized in my closet so movers can just grab it all and go, or on my shelves and ready to go in my suitcase!!! im so excited but i'm also scared because i'm nonbinary and very politically aware. thankfully i'm just going to niceville and its just a bunch of old people, good fishing, and really pretty protected natural areas. and right down the road is pensacola!!!!! and i fucking LOVE the beach!!! i'm already planning to go to bas... » Continue Reading

HELP MY ORCHIDS ARE DYING :(((

OKAY SO LIKE IM RLLY BAD AT TAKING CARE OF FLOWERS SOME1 HELP ANY TIPS?? THEY KEEP FALLING OFF AND I TRY TO NOT WATER THEM TOO MUCH BUT DAMN OR IS IT TOO LATE HEEEEELP » Continue Reading

Pull me up

When I say something about wanting to grow up or to be a better person, two of my family members that I won't mention here mock me and say that it will never happen and that I'll never reach my goal. I know they are just joking, but it hurts my feelings. Nobody cares about how I feel. They call me a crybaby and tell me I am too sensitive. Nobody is trying to console me. Nodody wants to apologise. I hate it. I hate it so much. My parents always told me to step up and show initiative. I am not aga... » Continue Reading

new here

i want frieeeeeeends :( » Continue Reading

Finally got a Mac (M2)

Heya hiya, how it goes?So uhh, recent events I decided to pay a visit to Craig Federighi, and...here I am with this thing lolSo far, with my personal use, it gets the job done right. I use it to watch movies/shows, Logic Pro, and other things (judging by the Adobe apps on the taskbar. I might install Resolve later on...)And this is during my vacation times in Mexico (which I haven't disclosed publicly! Will return back home to NY this week!)I might use it for community college later on, too. Hav... » Continue Reading

freedom at what cost?

the good thing about the internet is that it lets you speak freely. the bad thing about the internet is that it lets you speak freely » Continue Reading

hi guys!!! ☆

how is everyone!!  » Continue Reading

wlw ??

hii! Im skylar and im wlw and single unfortunately 💔 Im looking for friends or a gf 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀Im funny i swear, and easy to talk to!!!! Js bmfff plZzzzz » Continue Reading

Halloween

all I’m thinking about is Halloween. I’m so excited and I have so many looks planned. I want to do a bunch of photoshoots & go back to doing elaborate makeup !! anyone have their costume planned? » Continue Reading

Will I ever have a normal social life again ?

I feel like I can't text my friends without someone to violate my privacy. I'm so sick of being monitored >:( I can't even watch YT videos without my mom to tell me what to watch like let me watch the things I like, what the hell. I like watching documentaries on YT but apparently, it's not appropriate for my age. I don't care if it's horrific or disgusting, I love watching these and I always will because that's what I like.And don't get me started on the messages. They confiscated my phone so I... » Continue Reading

Helloooo

forgot about this account 😭😭😭 im here now thoo » Continue Reading

Built in babysitter 😃

I hate my mom so much sometimes. I haven't gotten to hangout with my singular irl friend once other than fourth of July where it was for less than 30 minutes this entire summer, on the 17th they were gonna take me to some pool or like water park. I was SOOO excited but I mentioned it to my mom and she was like 'oh I'm so sorry but I work all day that day's meaning I have to watch my little brothers. The EIGHTEEN YEAR OLD can't watch them cause he's a piece of shit with anger issues and mom refus... » Continue Reading

444

No amount of forgiveness will matter until you have given it to yourself. » Continue Reading

:D

Made a new friend! I am so grateful & she is so sweet :( it feels refreshing to make new connections » Continue Reading

(Temp??) Intro! ꒰ঌᰔᩚ໒꒱

Hii! I'm Faeri and I'm 14. My pronouns are she/her. I like kpop (SKZ, cortis, lng shot, n more), RnB, rap, hip hop, electronic music (odetari, kanii, and that stuff). I watch anime like Horimiya, kurokos basketball, haikyuu, and more. And I also like kdramas! I like to sing and play games like Minecraft and roblox. I'm pretty shy so I might be a little closed off at first but I promise I'm nice!! I'm here to make friends near my age so yeah! DNI: RACISTS, HOMOPHOBES, 18 AND OVERINTERACT: 13-17, ... » Continue Reading

67

Lost dad died at 67Sitting in the parking lot at 7 elevenWondering what to do next What do I expect  » Continue Reading

Don´t find me

Cuando la vida se enreda o se torna gris buscamos compartir nuestro pesar, aunque sea por internet.Desde muy pequeña me encanta escribir, hay cientos de diarios, historias y cuentos tirados en toda mi casa, perdidos y llenos de polvo, la mayoría de ellos en la basura, era evidente que no podía dejar pasar la oportunidad de tener a "Friend Rewind" como mi blog personal. Solo soy una adolescente de 16 años que quiere comunicarse con la sociedad y exteriorizar sus sentimientos!!! No puedo reprimirm... » Continue Reading

Im lwk gonna crash out

I feel like if I talked to any of my friends right now I would jst get more mad and end up pushing them away. Everyone is pissing me off, and all the people that I would talk to about stuff are the people that are being a bitch. I know that if I reply to their texts I'm going to end up saying things I regret because I do this all the time and have lost so many friends because of it. I don't know why I'm like this.  » Continue Reading

Responsibilty

This isn't a vent this is just me not clearly understanding certain people and why they cant take responsibility for anything (specifically cleaning or chores.) So all my life I have lived with people who don't really take responsibility for anything or everything and honestly it is very draining of course...but you know what? that's life unfortunately. Although, this isn't about my life nor family or anything but totally unrelated to me in a sense.I've heard from so many people like friends, on... » Continue Reading

Hairs cooked

Bro im gonna have my hair fall out if i keep dying it with conditionar and marker juice » Continue Reading

story about me embarassing the hell out of myself trying to speak portuguese XDDDD

Sooooo i wanted to post this somewhere cuz I thought it was funny and want to be self-deprecatingso the other day i walked to this tiny little Brazilian shop? why? CUZ I WANTED GUARANÁAnyways- so i walk in there, and open with "olaaaa" and for those who dont know "ola" and "hola" sound identical spoken, whiiiiiich was my first mistakeSo this guy was like "tudo bem" and asked if i spoke spanish and I awkwardly said bem and I was like "no eu falo meio português, still learning *long pause* trying"... » Continue Reading

A Night Full of Music, Rain and Memories

Hey there!!!! oday I wanted to share something a little more personal with you. A few days ago, I had one of those experiences that you know you are going to remember for a very long time.Every summer, my city fills with music. It has become a little tradition here: festivals, concerts, people gathering together, singing under the same sky and enjoying those warm summer nights.Last year, I went to one of these festivals for the first time to see Carolina Durante live.And honestly... it was magic... » Continue Reading

being a straight edge loser nerd / ramble #27

I FEEL LIKE SUCH A NERD LOSER sometimes for being straight edge. Like i REFUSE to bring up the fact that i am until i have to cuz its lowk embarrassing…..see like my whole thing is that i know a lot of straight edge people are kinda arrogant about being straight edge but personally i just can’t trust myself around substances LOL (and lowk traumatized by other addicts… BESIDES the point.) also funny enough being straight edge at my age seems to be the ultimate sin when being alt for some reason. ... » Continue Reading

im back :P

A few days ago it was my birthday and my mom gave me money. I didn't know what to buy, but I decided to buy an iPod, you know, an MP3 player. I'm going to order it tomorrow and I've been downloading a bunch of songs to put on it haha. I'm excited, I've wanted one for a while and I'm really, REALLY excited haha. » Continue Reading

I love ranting

I love ranting on tiktok so much! no matter how much hate I get for it, it's just fun! » Continue Reading

weedblog july 13

adults only!!!!2:45 took 10mg3:07 Already kicking in wow3:38 'Why Is Everything So Hard for Toki Toki Cat Song Full is proof that Toki is abthreedimensional character as evidenced by his solo songs being two different styles, both distinct from Dethkloks usual3:39 murderface may have the kink of watching disasters such as fires and car crashes... Takin' It Easy4:07 superrr high now lol making popcorn and eating welchs fruirtssantstions gummies yay4:25 I Spent $20,000 Advertising on Youtube and N... » Continue Reading

question

guysss I have a question, I met up with some friends today, and there was a guy there I didn't know who caught my eye. I asked if he had a girlfriend, and they said no; then a friend of his asked me, "Do you like him?" I wasn't sure what to say, since it was the first time I’d seen him and I didn't really know him. That friend later asked the guy if he’d be interested in getting to know me (I hadn't asked him to do that), and the guy said yes—but there’s a problem: he’s 17 (turning 18 in a month... » Continue Reading

Mr Worldwide 🇰🇭

recently my family member got married to a Cambodian girl, so i friend requested her on facebook. it was pretty surprising, i grew up with this guy and he was the first young adult in my close family to get married. but exciting! especially someone out of the country.a little later, 2 friends of hers send me requests, so i accepted. why not?we’ve been chatting a bit, and what stands out is their use of pretty much only emojis to respond (besides saying “yes” because its a single simple character... » Continue Reading

HW

school work is draining me » Continue Reading

Family??

Sometimes i feel i failed my little sister.While she was younger i had hard time with my mental health, i couldn't get out of bed or do anything on my own. She always wanted to play with me or spend time with me but i was too busy rotting in my bed.We are close, we have 4yrs age gap but we are so different. I love anime, games, gacha, stuff like that while she makes lip sync videos, makeup, boy drama and those things.Today we had a fight how she wants to have tiktok bc everybody in her friend gr... » Continue Reading

Mike, Jen, and The Stoned Age

I had asked in the last week what I should write about, as far as blog post topics should go.Apart from some rather wonderful compliments that amounted to 'write anything!' which were terribly heartwarming, but not terribly e lightening, I'm afraid, there was a couple of helpful suggestions! (and please, suggest more).One did intrigue me.⸸⸸⸸𝕶𝖎𝖑𝖑𝖌𝖆𝐳𝖒𝖔𝖙𝖗𝖔𝖓⸸⸸⸸ asked that since I'm old, and all, what were the 80s 'really' like.That's a hard question as it can be too big or too small depending how yo... » Continue Reading

Link to my introductory forum post

Here's the link to the post I made in the intros forum. I plan on making a get to know me blog post eventually I just have a LOT of interests and things to say about myself and I have to find the time to sit down and actually organize my thoughts so I don't miss anything lol.https://friendrewind.com/forum/topic.php?id=1345#topic_1345 » Continue Reading

2000s

My entire life should give a 2000s vibe » Continue Reading

Alright anywags

I'm gonna go play mario kart ds now qwp » Continue Reading

What do people really do in their free time

Hey I need help, because I can't figure out what to do in my free time, except scroll here or rot in bed! I'm genuinely bored and I'm waiting for a concert to come up and I'm definitely not going out any day soon. I'm very very very bored and I think of sleeping every day to cure the boredom but I would wake up eventually so that's kinda not a solution... » Continue Reading

Honest

I have these feelings that I can't explain, and its the feelings that are very important that I cant put my finger on, I feel like these feelings linger inside me waiting to be released by writing my heart out on this dumbass blog, its all very annoying as these past few days have been pretty tense and overall terrible. I cant really say its anyone else's fault but mine for being this sensitive like a kid. I want to change as a person as to not let anyone put me down as a person and I'd like to ... » Continue Reading

Having no friends

O sea, si tengo amigos, pero es muy difícil para mi mantenerlos. Nos cambian de salón, dejamos de hacer llamadas y conectarnos a jugar, dejamos de vernos, y eventualmente nuestra única interacción son los saludos en los pasillos o un like en alguna publicación. Si mencionan a esa persona solo puedes decir "ah, si, lo conozco, buena onda", porque después de un periodo de tiempo, nos quedamos en contacto cero. O, simplemente, ellos mismos dejan de ser tus amigos. ¿Lo peor? Se alejan, te ignoran, o... » Continue Reading

gluttony

eating becomes a CHORE when you're underweight trying to gain more weight 😞 » Continue Reading

my return

i forgot this website existed.. hello !! how is everyone.. sorry for not being active like ever 😭😭 » Continue Reading

alone vs lonely

often i am alonei wake up, in my room i am alone; i go through my day conversing mostly with the small voice inside my head, alone; i sing along to music, i only hear my voice, i am alone; i am content, and alone.many times in life we are in the company of ourself, and no one else. this can be good, it allows us to understand and bond with the person we are, and build on who we want to become. yet, there is a thin line between the tranquility and serenity of enjoying your own company - alone - a... » Continue Reading

IT'S STILL SO HOT

apparently the heatwave in my area is supposed to wrap up around Tuesday but ofmggg, the heat and the HUMIDITY is genuinely soaking my shirt. I have a fan in my room but the air its blowing feels hot and wet even though it isn't. I miss winter so bad. I want to go to sleep so bad but i'd wake up steamed like a bun. AND MY LEGS HURT SO MUCH bc I've been kneeling a lot lately😔 it's not relative but being sore just makes this so much worse. I've also been avoiding smoking because THE SUN and its so... » Continue Reading

Getting Catfished (storytime)

So, over the last week I've been in Florida visiting family (totally cool state, super recommend) and on the third day I was there, we decided to go out on a boat ride. Not gonna lie fam, that was an epic day trip; I mean, the nature in Florida this time of year is unmatched.We left pretty early in the morning and rode around on the water before eventually parking on a key (not before getting stuck on the sand for a little bit lol). Once we park, we set up the fishing rods and all is honky dory.... » Continue Reading

life changing

I finally ACTUALLY cleaned my room. like all the friggin way. and my dad payed me 100 dollars because I've been working for him. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG » Continue Reading

Scene

So I wanna get more into the scene subculture, but I’m doing all I can x•x. Im making diys for clothes and im listening to the music but i wanna be more into the scene (xd the scene scene). What I mean is meet ppl who r scene, go to concerts, and contribute to the subculture. Ig I can make a YouTube channel and post scene vlogs on there. But that feels like less than bear minimum. In irl there’s not many scene kids around me, honestly none if I think ab it and my town is so small I’d have to go ... » Continue Reading

good morning, friend rewind!! morning thoughts~

typed this on another platform - gonna just copy and paste~ good morning, friends!! slept from 3-3:30am to 8:40am, about 6h10m. i have dyscalculia but i think that's what it adds up to. it's 9:52am right now as i'm typing, so i've only been awake for about an hour. i already feel like i could lay back down and go back to sleep. i'm so. exhausted.chronic fatigue syndrome/myalgic encephalomyelitis is no fucking joke! mine didn't come from covid, but each subsequent covid infection highly increases... » Continue Reading

I applied to be on my school's press!

[GETZ ONLINE]I just applied to join my school's press, which is basically like a "The Voices of Students" where people can write about anything. Like a blog kind of...So I just applied for Info & Resources and also Writers (Maximum was 2 interested positions)I hope I pass the interview and get Writers cause; As you can see, I am currently writing about this whole blog post. I tried to apply for Peer Supervisor (aka Pengawas Rakan Sebaya) but I unfortunately didn't pass :((Luckily a friend of min... » Continue Reading

ew

I regret that so so bad and I pray I never remember it  » Continue Reading

Traveling with allergies

I went to Poland not so long ago and I wanted to talk about my experience with food on vacation and in new places as a picky girl who is allergic to nuts and eggs. So before I start with the Poland trip I want to talk about an experience that I think worsened my pickiness. I was going to travel to Vietnam for two months and at the airport I of course had to eat. So I went to this burger shop and asked them if their burgers had eggs or nuts in them, the man looked annoyed at me and said no like i... » Continue Reading

Beach day!

Hey Everyone!Like today is the official first day of my totally awesome vacay! It's like so awesome it's tubular you know? Today we managed to get our cute asses out of bed and we are totally going to like hit up the beach! I mean like don't expect the like white beaches of like the Caribbean! We are like talking about Germany which means like the North Sea! Anyway so excited to be like going there with my Fiance! Oh my god, I know right? Like I proposed to him and we decided to have a really lo... » Continue Reading

presyncope i think

ive had a lot of near fainting experiences but all of them were at school except todays.. ok so basically ive been laying down for 3 hours straight and i finally got up to shower right, i felt fine for the first 5 minutes of me sitting down on the toilet thinking ok should i shower or not?? and then i felt this insane lightheaded feeling and then i felt nauseous and then i couldnt see and htne i couldnt hear so i grabbed all my things really clumsily and ran to my room and started laying down ag... » Continue Reading

getting surgery

Getting surgery for the first time in two days, I recently broke my leg and was wondering if anyone had any tips » Continue Reading

Hmm

If phones were never invented I’d 100% be carrying around a camera. Maybe this is a sign to get a digital one 📸 » Continue Reading

What..

IT'S 4AM I SWEAR IT WAS LIKE 12AM A FEW MINUTES AGO 0.o » Continue Reading

July

Things I want to carry with me through July⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔Clarity & PeaceChildhood Summer NostalgiaCreating Future Goals » Continue Reading

I am so tired

i am tried » Continue Reading

im a self conscious showerer

like it feels like everyone showers every day every 4 hours and im just an insane dirty ugly horse with big horse balls and im running from the police » Continue Reading

I haven't posted anything yet so I'll just post about what I've been doing for a couple of days and my plans for the last fun days of my life

So I have finally finished a drawing I have been doing for I think about a week now (my oc) for artfight and now I plan to draw every single one of my followers on artfight ocs just so I can build some attacks up because I only have 3 done (⁠ー⁠_⁠ー⁠゛⁠) . I also am on the last season on supernatural and plan on watching the new TVL episode later ! I might decide to post some art on here + be more open in posting pictures (if I ever decide to do something fun..) but yea! I'll definitely keep whoeve... » Continue Reading

Feeling: Frazzled

Huh?....wuh?.. » Continue Reading

My ultra sad lovelife

I need a bf so baddd 😭😭😭 but I'm a trans dude and I still have my bewbs man :CC ON TOP OF THAT I'm chopped as shi Bru :/All jokes aside I would love to have a boyfriend who could love me and appreciate me n stuff, it would be super super cute!! And I would love someone to support and someone who I can support during the relationshipThats all I had to say lowkey :3 bye bye everyone, luv uuu!!! KOUDJII OUT ^__<~★٭٭ » Continue Reading

Good evening, it's already 2:51 AM :D

Well, I want to say goodnight to the people who are still awake, because I'm posting this blog at 2:51 AM, so, goodnight! :O » Continue Reading

i dont... know???

my only motivation right now i sthinking "wow imagine if this person has powers and can see what youre doing rn and what youre thinkiing and what you feel and they judge you" so uhh idk what im doing ig im trying to impress some imaginary person ? idk if this is a good mindset or not, actuallh if someone were to be looking through my eyes and seeing how i live theyd just think im a loser or someone whos social life only exists online (i swear i have irl friends guys TwT) » Continue Reading

people keep friending me and disregarding my DNI

had a rough day of exhaustion today - napped like 2 or 3 times for like an hour and a half eachi hate myalgic encephalomyelitis!!!! fuck that bitch!!!after i woke up around 8:30pm i took a bath, then spent some quality time with my boyfriend, then afterward we got high and got the munchies and ate some cereal and watched south park and laughed together. we had such a good time that the happiness gave me a burst of energy so now i'm going to be up for a bit while brennen is sleeping. going to pla... » Continue Reading

Do you ever forget that you just exist

 not going to lie I kind of forget sometimes that I exist-  weird analogy I guess or whatever but I kind of forget that I'm not like a npc and I have like he needs that I need to take care of. I'm doing better I think!  I do feel crazy of feeling like this though sooooooooooo anyone else having that problem? » Continue Reading

ITS MY BIRTHDAY

YAYYYY i am 5 years old guys wow can you believe it,,,, 5 yearsold,,,,, » Continue Reading

nerve wrecking

ughh im so scared to gain weight just because i don't want to fall into gluttony if i eat too much. but, i am underweight, so...and i also hate going to the gym when others are there btw » Continue Reading

brother.

i have found myself looking at my writings again and again. maybe searching for an answer that i myself don't ever have.i have found myself looking up at you, if you like it or not it's none of my business, nor yours.i hate that she talks to me, to be honest. i despise every second yet i don't tell her to shut up -i can't, anyway-does anyone have the guts to shut me up?you did. at an age i can't remember.you always despised me, for some reason i don't and i'll never know. you wrecked me, after a... » Continue Reading

schools coming back up again

summer feels rlly fuckin short because WHAT do you mean school is in less than a month ??im kinda nervy but at the same time im kinda excited!! mainly cuz i get to see some of my closest friends again!!! (ily lingy and koi) + i get to wear my badass fitalso i get to be away from my evil ass family for 7 WHOLE HOURS! luckily my brother cant go tot the same school as me cuz hes genuinely on half of the schools kill list 😭😭💔i think the bad part is that i HAVE to see some genuine satans at my school... » Continue Reading

I feel like I can't keep my friends because I change too often.

It is kinda weird to say that, but I felt like posting it instead of keeping my feelings to myself like I always do.Well, I do have some uncommon interests, but it's no big deal. I've been bullied for them my entire life, so I'm really strict about who I become friends with (there's more to it, like friendship trauma, but I ain't gonna write all that). It's always made me really upset. You know, being so limited about who's gonna be my friend just because of their interests really turns me into ... » Continue Reading

hi friendrewind

here from spacehey cause its literally FALLING APART!!!anywhooo i have shit to talk aboutim real worried about my partner. really worried. hes always happy nd shit when we're talking but. i know hes not. i spent some time skimming through his blogs here and its a bit worrying. really worrying. i dont have much to say but im just scared i'll lose him one dayalso hello my love i know youre reading this please dm me when youre ready » Continue Reading

uh hai internet

hey peoples!! first time blogging woah!! I'm prob am gonna use this as a diary so expect chaos! I hope to js have fun lolllllllllll » Continue Reading

The Time My Dad Definitely Knew I Was High

I am not a stoner, but I do get high OCCASIONALLY and I do really like weed. One time, I went to my friend Sky’s and my dad picked me up from her house. My eyes were droopy and pink as fuck and he very obviously knew that I was high. About 2 hours later (I had eaten another edible), he comes in my room and he goes “how are you feeling?” And I go “great! I’m really hungry though.” So I go downstairs with him and I eat 3/4 of a pizza in front of his face. I then made a huge sundae and ate it. Next... » Continue Reading

Confidence Daily

This past week, I’ve been trying to get more confident for the upcoming school year. I’ve got a bunch to look forward to this year, but I’m also nervous bc new ppl and social anxiety 😬.Anyways, I’m gonna write down a few advice tips or whatever that I wanna implement in my daily life!Tip 1: What they say doesn’t have to matter. Ppl talk behind ur back all the time, but let them. They’re behind u for a reason, and letting them be in control of the drama that they started is even worse.Tip 2: Work... » Continue Reading

Any thoughts of my idea?

Hello again gangsters, sooo I have this idea in mind about my future youtube channel and I was thinking about uploading a simple first video, as a way of introduction and showing something interesting in the background And you might be asking "Rev what's your first video is going to be about?" and I have the answer for you cool fella I'm gonna try to beat the DLC Ethan must die from Resident evil 7 using only a knife, zero scripts, just the mic on and saying whatever feels right at the moment, m... » Continue Reading

Crazy summer chronicles

This summer I went out of town to spend a few weeks with some family! My aunt has a lot of kids, so she always finds free events and cool stuff for cheap. She found a free band for me and her sister to go to. It was so cool! it was a cover band, and it was pop rock/pop punk night. They played bands like My Chemical romance (Helena), Blink- 182, Lit, Paramore, Green Day Evanescence, Third eye blind, and The Killers. I was really surprised they didn't play Pierce the Veil because one of the lead s... » Continue Reading

Hey queens looking for some friends!! Love the 2000s 💋💋💋

😋 💋 » Continue Reading

First Pride

Managed to convince my mom to let me go to Tacoma Pride with my friends yesterday!! Had an amazing time tbh. A stranger gave me pets, got to see tons of really cool people with awesome outfits, some furries with really cool suits, etc. There was also a lot of art and the performers were really sick as well. I bought myself a flag and a shadow the hedgehog choker (because of course I did). I'm really grateful to have opportunities like this, especially since my family somewhat homophobic and even... » Continue Reading

Weird dream I had

Yesterday I have a weird dream when I was a japanese girl and I just moved in to japan after many year's in America, and I went to a extremely fancy rich school and one of the teacher was very socked at my arrival, and there were very popular girl with hair colors that looked like a horses hair, and later on I went to the teacher weird church farm thing to look for answers on why she acted so weird with me and she said "I will but let me show you something" and I was like "alright" so she takes ... » Continue Reading

Twilight! and Life Update

So today I watched Twilight for the first time ever in life and I LOVED it. I'm not sure how I managed to make it to 20 without ever seeing it especially considering I own the entire book series, but I just have to say it was amazing. Currently I am watching New Moon but I had to pause it and take a break because I hate that Edward left and I hate how much I relate to Bella and I especially hate that at this moment in time I'm going through my own issues with my boyfriend and my chosen method of... » Continue Reading

Deadass I feel kinda bad

I don’t like playing Roblox with my 10 y/o sister because I like playing by myself 99% of the time and I’m also like 18.But my grandma calls me evil for not wanting to play with her and says that I might go to hell if I don’t start being a big sister towards her. (All because of Roblox btw) » Continue Reading

ᑕOᑎᖴEᔕᔕIOᑎᔕ Oᖴ ᗩ ᗪYIᑎG ᔕTᗩᖇ*ੈ✩‧₊˚ [EᑎTᖇY #7]

Movie? By Frederick I want to make a short film. Or perhaps a mini-series. Whichever one. Like, really bad.I feel as if this desire appeared quite spontaneously. Though when I ponder longer, it’s more so a feeling that has burrowed itself in the back of my brain. Because admittedly making a movie was just out of my grasp at the time.But right now it’s summer. The atmosphere is ...I wouldn’t say optimistic but ideal for change, a transformation. I want that movie to encapsulate that. I have but a... » Continue Reading

I Have Fleas In My House And I’ve Never Been More Sulcidal.

Pray for My Kitty Who Has Fallen Victim to These Parasites Even Though I Already Treated Her So She Should Be Fine. (and me, too. send me prayers.)    Yes.. my cat got fleas… I must treat the entire house… when I thought my little fear of bugs couldn’t get worse, it got so much worse……     I think my poor kitty got fleas from going outside. She’s mostly an indoor cat, but sometimes my dad lets her outside on the porch and she runs around in the grass and stuff so we got her a flea collar but as ... » Continue Reading

Crazy Mushroom!

What the hell is this mushroom????? It looks like its going to start the next plague or something  » Continue Reading

Nature Day

I had an amazing hike today through a park that has 19 waterfalls, one of which is over 300 feet tall! Ill be uploading a bunch of photos tomorrow from today that I took with my digi cam!!! I hope yall have a wonderful day/evening/night mwah » Continue Reading

my relationship with introversion

let me ask you this. when you open the door for a girl or when you smile at an old lady why do you do it?I do it but when I do I don't feel anything at all I just do it because I know I shouldI don't know why I do alot of thingsI just do maybe because I cant handle change or maybe because I don't feel the need to changemaybe I'm fine at the bottomI can do anything a normal person can, I can crack jokes, smile, and conversate to a degree but it gets tiring because no matter how much I get caught ... » Continue Reading

Summer activities...

Soso... on the 17th I'ma go to this water park w/ my friend, only problem is I don't go swimming...EVER OMFG I'm so scared. I don't rlly have any swimwear and her mom scares me and I don't knowww what to wear...I might get some then come back on here and tell you guys and let you pick. I have a top or 3 I think I could wear. Are u meant to wear bras with swimwear? I don't think so, that sounds uncomfortable. UGH FUCK I NEVERRRE GO TO POOLS >< » Continue Reading

two years out.

today is a pretty big day for me because its officially been two years since i cut off my ex friends. im gonna go into detail about them in a sec but in case youre wondering, my mental health at the time was utter dogshit because of them. im going to give them the names "rat man," "batra," and "tetro" to avoid confusion, and because i dont want people finding and harassing them nor do i think they deserve to have their names said.first, we have rat man. he would randomly ghost me and others with... » Continue Reading

Nvm this is the last post

The saying Ou shit comes from a weird dude??? » Continue Reading

Last post until 6:00

This is a part 2 to one of my spacehey blogs, but some people forget the young can have access to games, I remember seeing a TikTok about how ajpw had better updates, suddenly my ears start tingling like there was something wrong, like unnecessary evil popped up in the comments and damn was I right. Someone had dragged they ass into the convo and proceeded to state that ajpw was filled with little kids and that they hated it for exactly just that. yo wassup my nigga. Like come on now, you knew i... » Continue Reading

R.I.P Jason David Frank

He was fantastic at everything he did and brought many happy memories to many people who grew up watching him. My heart goes out to his family and friends who now not only mourn him but also his stepdaughter who they lost last year. May he forever live in everyone's memories as the amazing man and actor that he was.  » Continue Reading

Missing The Old Days

As I watch the younger generations discover our music, fashion, and other things. It makes me miss my teen years so much. I still listen to the same music and dress the same way. But if I could go back and relive those years and really appreciate what my fellow millennials and I sometimes took for granted, I would in a heartbeat. So my advice for the younger generations discovering the music and fashion for the first time is to STAY TRUE TO YOURSELF!!! Don't let anyone tell you who or what to be... » Continue Reading

School choir

My voice is ass I’m not even gon keep it in, I’m not joining highschool choir at all. My choir teacher criticized me too much I’d say more than the others and I’m pretty sure she is going to be the new choir teacher at the highschool I’m going to. Like she’s fun and all but no thank you. Will be going for cheer atp » Continue Reading

to be so young and free while still alive

i like girls (no shocker) but theres some times where i want to BE a girl. i was contemplating not writing about this but i feel like i needa say it. ive been feeling like this ever since about 6th grade, and although ive been able to sorta move it out of the way since then, it always comes back. something about it just seems so awesome. i want to be pretty. im not gonna lie, i get very jealous whenever i see a pretty girl cuz i wish it was me. i dont feel right in my body, if that makes any sen... » Continue Reading

My intro :3

Heyyy cutie patooties Wanna be friends? Just ask! :p » Continue Reading

I'm tired boss

i'm fucking done, I'm over it, no mas I feel sick sick to my stomachsick in my headmy will is rottenmy want is gone and all I feel is hatehate towards the way of the worldhate of peoplehate towards the way things arehate towards the way things will behate for myselfI don't want to be with myself anymorehalf a year of happiness traded for a life of trauma"would you rather live only for the next 5 years and have the happiest time of your life or live to 80 having happy moments come occasionally?"I... » Continue Reading

CaNt SlEeP & sChOoL iS cOmIng Up :o

i CaNt SlEeP lOl >_<.𖥔 ݁ ˖๋ ࣭ ⭑AnD ScHoOl iS cOmInG So I mIgHt bE OfFlInE fOr A fEw DaYz T_TIm GoNnA mIsS sUmMeR nGl :(LeVi OuT⋆˚꩜｡ » Continue Reading

I HATE PLURAL LOG PMO

I finally figured out how to make it save co fronters but I still can't figure out how to add ppl or like with simply plural where you could add a bunch of in depth info on alters I CANT FIGURE OUT HOW TO DO THAT EITHER, oh just got word from my friend(ex bf) that we need a second app to add ppl on plural log,,,, THATS SUCH BS WHY DO WE NEED TO HAVE A SECOND APP JUST SO WE CAN ADD PPL » Continue Reading

not feeling like a person

i feel like im not a person most of the timei usually get infantilized by my family and i dont have a lot of friendsall of my friends are always busy or would rather hang out with their other friendswhenever i am with my friends, i feel alien and benign (like im a ghost merely watching everybody else interact)according to one of my friends, im kind and considerate, but im pretty sure that might be my only personality trait (other than that im obnoxious even when im trying not to be, but im not s... » Continue Reading

that teacher you're done with

don't you have THAT teacher you are really fuckin done withmy math teacher is that one for me. she technically explains in a way you can kiiinda understand and then gives you a bunch of exercises you don't fucking know how to do and you don't even get how she thought we would make by ourselves. and she'll almost make fun of you when you ask her a question or tell her you don't understand. fucking worse. » Continue Reading

MY NANNY IS INSANE/pos

SHE JUST GAVE MY MOM A THOUSAND DOLLARS FOR VACATION BC WE R GOING THRU FINANCIAL STRUGGLES. My mom has been through a lot, she had surgery and the guy who did it almost KILLED her. And made a joke about it??? like...she died on the table. Shes all good now but I'm mad as FUCK at him. And we don't even know if she can get 100k. She deserves much more than that. Anyway I'm just kinda shocked and wanted to share that. YAYAYAYAYAYYAYAY » Continue Reading

REHAB

i feel like the amy winehouse song right now.i've signed myself up for rehab a few months ago, and i'm entering in 4 days. i'm scared that i have made the wrong decision, leaving my friends, work, school... i want to reach out to anyone who has been in rehab, maybe one of you guys have any tips??????? I'M SCAAAREED  » Continue Reading

feeling: 95 degrees F

hot as balls here what do you even wear in this weather when you like to accessorize » Continue Reading

I like the newer LPS

Especially those sweet and sour ones, it’s unfortunate they changed the white to blue, although I think that’s for the better, there was definitely a lot of white colored pets that were changed to a more teal or blue hue because of this, and my dog the best recolor example I’d give is the white bunny having its base color changed to this baby blue color, I’m sorry but the white bunny was actually hot ass, the blue looks better » Continue Reading

myalgic encephalomyelitis sucks

this exhaustion is something i have never experienced before, it pops up at the most inopportune times and then i do have energy whenever it is not needed :( i'm just so sick and tired of being sick and tired!!!sometimes i don't even need to sleep, i just have to close my eyes for a bit. ugh.  » Continue Reading

I don’t want to be human anymore

Get clickbaited. Although I’m kind of serious about it, after all who wants to do laundry? It’s also pretty embarrassing to do something a younger person would do. Not only that! My mom wakes me up to do stuff and it annoys me a lil bit! I don’t want to think that someone is going to insult me for how I look. I don’t want to look at my face sometimes, I don’t like how my hair looks, I can’t even manage it correctly. I kinda don’t want my face… I don’t want a body, I don’t want a physical appeara... » Continue Reading

the worst day of my life but the best night ever

my chemical romance just closed the uk leg of their lltbp tour and i went :DD !! genuinely the greatest night of my life but the journey there was horrific and me and my mum genuinely could've died.okay so we leave at 1pm right, we have a heatwave at the moment so it was really hot out. the car drives fine and we're listening to a playlist that i hand crafted for hours (i was really proud of it) and then we hit traffic.A small light comes on to indicate that the car is overheating, we assumed it... » Continue Reading

I h4te summer

kill me already, i feel like zombiebeatz2000 but like ugly, and not schizo and stuff. like ive only hung out with my friends like three times and I think that my boyfriend thinks I hate him. Like people say winter depression but its more like summer depression. but whatever, school starts in 46 days so that's close enough!! » Continue Reading

yap T_T

I don't get super super upset a lot of the times (kinda meh) but I've been really anxious about my therapy appointments because (AGAIN) I have heard zilch about a date or a time for my travel and like not being able to have control of my own punctuality really makes me feel like I swallowed something bad. I've been having a lot of fun with my hair (pink now :D) and its like a good distraction but I still have this heavy sinking feeling that's been building up since the last time I went (home is ... » Continue Reading

honestly wish i was a e-kitten or something

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Story time! Preceded by a quick note.

I've been a little less creative of late, and have asked my fellow Rewinding Friends what sorts of blogs they should like to read.One suggestion was for me to write about what the 1980s were *really* like.Another was a call for more personal anecdotes, life events, and all.I'm mulling over the possibilities! Both of these suggestions cater to a potential wealth of writing! Trouble is, the topics might be too big, And I haven't cleared the muddy waters enough as yet to focus on WHAT to write abou... » Continue Reading

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Lonely

How I wish that I have my own person, whom I can tell all the happenings in my life. But I’m afraid that’s not possible. I am not a fool to trust a person that much. I can feel that my life’s falling apart, but I have no reason but to continue surviving... The life that I didn’t choose to be in, life that I didn’t ask for. I hate it here. But how could I tell that to my Mother’s face when I know that she did all her best to raise me? I hate to think that I’m being all selfish here, but what I ha... » Continue Reading

i got my nails done!!! ☆

they are hot pink black french-tipped duck nails with different animal print patterns and with diamonds (yes, diamonds) on the tipsthey are so cunty i love them ☆ » Continue Reading

i feel like such a chud

my entire family has been complaining about me doing nothing but being in my room all day on my pc and my phone and i agree with them i have nothing to do anyways, all the plans me and my friends make get cancelled last minute. i hate being inside all day doing nothing but playing stupid games and doomscrolling :( i havent seen the outside world in about 2 weeks now #idontlikethis!! literally my entire life ever since school has ended has been play games, sleep, call with friends, sleep again, l... » Continue Reading

awake whether i like it or not

my cat woke me up, i had to pee anyway, but i awoke to see that lindsey graham died LMAOall while people are speculating about mitch mcconnell, like, go join him!!!!! mitch!! you bozo!!! » Continue Reading

Hi!!!

Hey there,This is my first ever blog on friend rewind. Lemme introduce myself (not too much coz i don't wanna tell to much).. I wanted a space where i could talk about my life without my friends or family finding it out :))xoxominmun_ » Continue Reading

I hate horror...wanna see me play it???

Okk so I wanna make a lil chanel talking and doing stupid shit, I see ppl (the algorithm) especially like seeing ppl suffer and I HATE playing horror games, .... So naturally for clicks if enough ppl interact and recommend free horror games I'll play them and freak tf out on camera for ur enjoyment (I hate jumps scares so do with that what u will) only thing that bothers actually me is sa/rape stuff that like shows it or u hear detailed dialogue. Implied is fine tho wtv and phycologal horror is ... » Continue Reading

Hello little Ziggy where have you been even!!

Hi lol I'm alive!! I haven't been very active lately.. I've mainly just been in my head. I went to band camp and I've been drained ever since. Senior year is coming up, and it's been messing with me really bad. I'm scared adulthood will somehow rip away everything I enjoy. I want to keep up with all my friends. I want to move, but I don't have the money to do it. And I haven't been able to bring myself to do anything, really. and it makes me feel gross. I've figure I'm quite happy single, and th... » Continue Reading

meet Dzik Stiglitz (intro)

here's some music to keep you company while you read:)  even though i have already put quite the bunch of information about myself on my profile i figured i could give a larger list of interests that i did not put in thereso here it is.. an introduction! for anybody who doesn't know me  dis me (kitty's fine, she just doesn't like unexpected kisses)i'm mainly known as Stiglitz, and i'm a mexican-polish guy who wants to move to the freezing norway even though i've never seen snow in my life (if an... » Continue Reading

I hate myself

I hate the way I look I hate that I'm so big and not skinny I need to eat less to lost weight I need to lose weight before high school starts but I don't know how to because everytime I try to * myself I always go back to food and eat food and I've been called fat before in school so that should make me wanna eat less right? wrong. I hate my face and how chopped I look and how my left eye isn't focusing straight anymore because of a surgery I had on it this is so annoying I'm doing so shitty if ... » Continue Reading

THIS WEBSITE IS AWESUM

I LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS WEBSITE SO SO MUCH!!!! PEOPLE I DONT EVEN KNOW WERE WISHING ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY A WEEK AGO OMGGGGGG >////////<YOU GUYS ARE Genuinely SO SO SO SWEET AND I LUV UUUU » Continue Reading

i love to swim and to plaayyy

got really drunk and went out to the beach!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! picked up a huge fucking mussel  wift my toes and ate a zillion hot dogds im gonna PUKE and its been HOURS!!!!!!!!!! wetn out so far into the water until it was dark out so many stars since theres not a lot of lightit was really pretty. everytime i go outside everyone is like What are you Doing! because all i want to do is play with their doggies and look for bugs and cool rocks and look at how the sun reflects on the water  wvn when im ... » Continue Reading

a blog about changes and starting over

"i don't do well with change" has always been a funny thing that people say. pretty much everyone says it, because none of us do well with change, but the sentence implies that others do, and not doing well with change is abnormal. we all want change, but dread it at the same time. but why are we so afraid of change?in february i moved back home. from dc back to colorado. i ended a long term relationship this year and moved back to the hometown i got away from after 5 years. when i was moving fr... » Continue Reading

humanity is difficult

the one thing i hate about being human, is the humanity. what comes with humanity is caring too much what others think, relying on a text back, or even just overthinking. i don't want to rely on others to make me feel happy. i want to be content with feeling alone and being my true authentic self » Continue Reading

Im Bored

Brooo I'm soooo bored. I've been doom scrolling all summer and barley doing anything. And there's like nothing to do unless I drive 100000 miles or pay like a billon dollars to do something. And I cant even go anywhere because I don't have a car and my mom is always working. Im sooooo bored. I need to get out of this house before I go insane and take a grippy sock vaca! » Continue Reading

fragrantica

i loove making fragrantica moodboards heres a few of them i made » Continue Reading

i wish i was a normal teen

i hate living in the middle of no where bcuz i cant sneak out and hang w/ friends. this sux >:[ » Continue Reading

i'll never forget this day lmaoo

Flashbacks to that one time like 5 or 6 years ago when my dad bought one of those squishy balls for me, yk the ones with those net thingss around... and then we were at this really good bakery-restaurant place just sitting there waiting for our food and then my dad yk decided to squish that thing. long story short he squished it so hard it popped and the balls inside went everywhere and flew into people's food and cups. we IMEDIATELLY left. i reminded him of this a few minutes ago just to see if... » Continue Reading

Non-Lethal Weapons

Before proceeding, note that neither my wife nor I are gun fanatics. We've both faced the business end of a firearm, so we know the terror a malicious gun-wielder can instill. Yet as psychologically traumatizing as those encounters were, we both realized the distaste we had toward guns only served to render us helpless in a city where violence is woefully common. With the above understood, please continue reading. Thank you.⩤ The Beginning ⩥A few years ago, my wife and I wrote the following to a... » Continue Reading

it's hard

throughout the day when I was helping carrying stuff to the storage truck all I can think about is what my mom said when I messed something up, she just groans and shouts. and gets mad pretty easily. my mom is so so stressed all the time and I wish I could always help her, but even just being there makes her irritated and that's the last thing I want to make her feel, I'm glad someone else was there to make the situation simpler but it still hurts knowing how useless and slow I am, that's all co... » Continue Reading

I cant wait for when im fmaous

Im gonna model and act and im gonna try to be in EVERY commercial. Every single one. And every photoshootYou go to walmart and im the model on the tag wearing the brand of jeans you are buying You drive home from walmart and see one of those billboard ad things. Im there tooYou go home and watch a youtube video. You immediately get an unskippable 20 second ad where i am the main actressYou click away and decide to turn on the TV, switching it to your favorite show, and they introduce a new chara... » Continue Reading

sometimes I wish I was a boy so I could go out more.

I see all these boys playing outside on the skate park and some just playing outside, it reminds me that one of the reasons I can't go out is because I'm a girl and that people will take advantage of me, (I'm pretty slow but I'm still aware of my surroundings) but besides that, they don't have a care in the world thinking nothing could happen to them, and I know things happen to people vice versa but I just wanna know how it'll be like in a teenage boys shoes outside.  » Continue Reading

i feel like im losing my faith

ive been feeling this way for a while now i mean i grew up in a christian household and was raised up into that religion. when i heard stories of god from my family and talks about him in the bible i was always curious and confused but i believed in him. we always went to church on saturdays. but then over time when i heard stories about heaven and hell i just think why does it have to be this way? why does hell and heaven have to exist or why does sin have to exist? or why is there even a god? ... » Continue Reading

been lifting so much weight today and it was hot asf omg

I was helping my mom and a friend of hers putting boxes and stuff in a truck so it could be in a storage, we're supposed to get all out stuff together before the first of August, its gonna take so much time.. and we still have much to do tomorrow, I just hope my calves don't hurt, god it was so hot today and I hated the bugs I also got free a slushie today at seven eleven today so that's a good thing.and some friesand some ice cream sandwiches In the freezer.....god I feel so guilty today for on... » Continue Reading

i'm tired.

im getting worse again. im just so tired. im too tired to take care of myself. i'm tired enough that taking care of myself is no longer a priority---in fact, taking care of myself takes enough energy that the priority is to neglect myself. purposefully? i can't tell anymore. i don't even know how to talk to people anymore. i'm tired and nauseated all the time. i can't eat anything because anything is too much. i can't do nothing because doing nothing means gaining weight---but if i don't eat any... » Continue Reading

drama

So much has happened this school year. The one that made me really mad is that my close friend dated my ex 2 times just to date him a month after we broke up and then cheated on her girlfriend twice after saying she hates cheaters and after that dated a guy which hes nice not a bad person and broke up with because she thought she only likes woman to than a month later have a new boyfriend which she is still dating. and shes just such a bad friend she started liking the guy i liked after i told h... » Continue Reading

I’m so freaking boreddd

I’m so boreddd I wanna go shopping and go to the beach I wish I lived anywhere but Florida there is nothing fun to do and school starts in a month kms someone talk to me I’m soo boreddd anyway byee :D » Continue Reading

e coli water

There was a boil order for water in my city due to high levels of E coli for like 2 days but they saying its all good nowdo i trust 🤔🤔🤔 » Continue Reading

FIRST BLOG ENTRAYYYYY

yo this web is cool af !!!!!!!11 hi guys its me donniehonestly i kinda just wanted a cool space to talk about my OCs while artfight is going around but tbf i couldve just done that anywhere so if ur interested on reading abt them u can go ahead and do dat :ptoday i went to go see obsession that movie is actuakly insane when u watch it for the second time 'round  » Continue Reading

im luckiest and unluckiest person

theres a super bad thunderstorm and lighting hit my house but like right on my room and my power went out but it could have lit striked me #blessed to be alive  » Continue Reading

HEEYYY

Today i went to the aquarium with my best friend and it was so cool and we bought matching sharks keychains and rn i really want to go to ikea for some reason ;-; » Continue Reading

ROMANIA, YOU AMAZED ME ( ⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝)

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happy asf to constantly look a mess 😂

no im fine for sure.no wait actually im not, i want to die.actually.. i can't feel anything sooo im fine again.it hurts, i sleep.no im not okay again, more sleep should fix this.that's been my life for a whileee..now, im well aware nobody reads this bs but hey, i enjoy it so who cares.back to the topic at hand of course,heartbreak.or, maybe not just heartbreak. it could be many things and we'd never know.im still in contact with my ex and well.. we broke up very recently so it hurts like actual ... » Continue Reading

Big things coming.

Called the hotline and they left me on hold. I don't even have $25 to pay for my next therapy appointment.I should get a job to fund the gas and hotel room for a beach vacation. » Continue Reading

My favorite color!

i now have an obsession with pink. it’s crazy because when i was younger i hated it and girly stuff, now i am what i hated lol » Continue Reading

Splatfest, Art Fight, and a Scary Story

The Speed vs Power vs Tactics Splatfest has officially begun! I chose Team Speed because I main dualies and I like speeding around the map like a lunatic, but after playing for about 7-8 hours I think team tactics is going to win :< I did win a couple of 10x battles, which made me feel pretty great. I think I actually did pretty decent considering my losing streak yesterday. If anyone reading this owns splatoon 3, pleaseee join team speed and help us win. A few other random things. . . I finishe... » Continue Reading

My time in the forest (as of July 10th from 7pm till the morning)

I told a friend of mine on here about my story of the previous night and they stated that I should write about it. It is nothing too big but, since I was bored, I decided to walk around the forest I live by in the late afternoon. I enjoyed it a lot and it made me very relaxed for the while. I fed some of the birds and deer that I saw and it truly calmed me even more. However, by eleven o'clock, I felt very tired and decided to sit against a tree. I did not really plan to sleep the night in the f... » Continue Reading

Places I'd Visit (If I had unlimited time & money)

If I were to go outside the country, I would love to go see Norway or Ireland mainly for their weather casualties. It's usually foggy, it's rainy, & it tends to snow a lot during winter seasons. What is there not to love? I would love to visit during the winter or late fall and stay there for a few weeks, even if it is not living up to my expectations. The views there are so nice & pretty, I am covetous of people who get to see the scenes every day of their lives.However, if I were to visit anyw... » Continue Reading

Question for Nerodivergents (and others too if it applies)

Does anyone else get so annoyed when someone asks you to do something and it’s like the most obvious thing?For example, my parents keep telling me to do scholarships so I can get help paying for college and it’s like, duh?! And they keep repeating “Keep doing scholarships cause it can’t be that everyone is able to get scholarships and not you” I’m irritated shut up  » Continue Reading

My day SUCKED so far

We went out to breakfast and it took them literally an HOUR to bring a couple of pancakes and they weren't even that good. By that time, it was almost lunch already anyways so I wasn't even in the mood for pancakes anymore by the time we got it. And THEN we went to this mid ass library that didn't have anything good. I just had my whole morning wasted. » Continue Reading

i went to ikea for the first time!! (+ cool thrift i went 2)

soooo ive been kind of pestering my mum about wanting to go to ikea but its like ages away from us so ive not been too bothered about not going but we planned a day out for me, her n my brother to drive around our city and (first and foremost) go to ikea!!!! we was driving up and then we started to get closer and i saw the sign... magical...... my brother was being all "its just a storreee" but come on let me have dis!!!! it was like soo big we parked and i got out and looked up BIIGG not as big... » Continue Reading

waiting to go outside!!!!!! (((o(*°▽°*)o)))

guten abend freund!!!!  (´• ω •`) today is new day! and is a special day... my outside time! so i am ecstatic of life!in japanese term.. i am "引きこもり" .. in broad american terms, i am a shut-in with severe fear of people . sometimes i can go many month without stepping outdoors for more then.. 4 minute. but is ok, this is how i want to live life . people are scary.. and world is scary , to. as of recent , i have been going outside more.. but not for very long , just for necessities .my room has b... » Continue Reading

I was too lazy to get my journal so ur getting a blog

I think my problem is that I kinda want to do everything and that's stopping me from doing anything. I've seen a thousand videos about it and gotten more advice than I needed and nothing really sticks but I'm scared to fail and I'm scared to be nothing. but idk I tend to be really optimistic which contradicts an entire slice of my personality. some part of me wants to give up art, and film, and creation and just wants to ball up and die and the other parts are screaming that I CAN do it all I ju... » Continue Reading

My mother.. a vent ig?

So today’s my mother’s birthday she’s currently out rn getting coffee. My stepdad woke me up saying my mother was very mad and upset. I had planned on getting up early and making her a cake and setting up stuff for her but my alarm clock is a million years old and hates me so it didn’t go off. So I’m rushing to set stuff up she’s crying and shit and she says “just forget it, forget my birthday it’s like any other day” and she says she doesn’t want me to bake her a cake..should I still bake her a... » Continue Reading

My ultimate dream in life…

My ultimate dream in life is to have a Scott Pilgrim themed game room. The first step is to stop being a fucking chud and get a life house. 🥀 » Continue Reading

He thinks of himself as some martyr lol

He's not a fucking saint because he's as bad as I am. That mentality is going to put me back in that damn ward. I hope he knows how bad that sounds, he was the cause afterall. For trying to set me back... look where I ended up lol.I have a strong sense of justice, all I'm seeing is how he's giving up on this life when we still have unfinished business. If he feels so fucking mindless all the time then he should just let me do this for him. Mostly for me, he can't take this away. He can't ever fa... » Continue Reading

falteralterfalteralter

nothing can help me if i dont allow myself to be saved. deep down in the pits of hell awaiting for me, i do. i do want to be saved. i dont want to fucking die. but my lack of purpose and my lack of will, will get me killed. i know that. its always been like this. ive tried looking and searching and busying myself with things even i dislike but the feeling never goes away. it lingers, crouched at my peripheral. and never means forever.its not all bad. my lack of determination could save others, y... » Continue Reading

Random things i hate

1. coconuts and anything* coconut flavored (*exept bounty bars)2.fizzy/sparkling drinks. I just cant stomach them urgh!!!3.salty/salt & vinegar chips4.math.im not elaborating or this entry would be long af5.team sports. im just not good at them and i suck at PE in general6.my old middle school. it was torture i tell you7.asparagus.8.people who take up th entire sidewalk!! like bro! move!9.beverly hills by weezer...this song is so buns like i dont even listen to weezer but this song.10. my brothe... » Continue Reading

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i know if you look for me i'll look you in the eye » Continue Reading

gender is so ahh i hate thinking about gender

gender is so weird because WDYM I feel like everything and nothing all at once :') petition to make shape shifting real pls » Continue Reading

heyyyyy i'm sorry i didn't blog yesterday!

i was at the club again and took the day to relax with my friends ☆ » Continue Reading

officially awake

been up since 1am-ish but officially awake now. don't have much plans for the day other than get stoned af and talk to my friends and play videov games ~     » Continue Reading

stupid boy

there are easier ways than this. a warm bath and a lasting offer from the bottom of your right wrist, for starters  » Continue Reading

Fuck this bs

I abandoned them. They don't get to leave me, I fucking did it first. I'm the one who left. This shit is on my terms, always have been, and they won't take that away. Everything's been taken away from me but that. Fucking whatever bro I didn't need them anyways. Sylvia was taken away from me right when I needed her. I have a use for her at the moment and the opponent seems all too familiar. I'll ruin everything for them. I'm full of loathing and I'll show that I fucking loathe them. I'll show th... » Continue Reading

Trip to Somewhere.. and some extra information

Today I'm going on a trip to somewhere. Now, listen, I love the airport. I'm a person that enjoys buildings like offices, hospitals, libraries... and by that list, I'm pretty sure my reason for liking them is self evident. They might seem boring, but they comfort me a lot.And I'll try not to focus on the diseases that could potentially swarm there, and my disgustingly paranoid fears about Hantavirus and bombs... Being on planes are scaring me, too. Ever since I decided to choose a plane scenario... » Continue Reading

I'm pansexual!

this is a kinda weird blog, but i was thinking about my sexuality...and now i realized that i'm more of a pansexual person than bisexual myself. I have been a bisexual for like 3 or 2 years by now, and i think i'm more comfortable with labeling myself as a pansexual this time!       (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)Also, i apologise for any odd wording and misspelling that might bother you guys ૮◞ ‸ ◟ ა » Continue Reading

night thoughts 7/11/26

y'all i just saw a woman smoking a joint through her stoma, what a wild world we live in 😭up l8 doing lines 🐎 can't sleep, watching american dadamerican dad is vastly superior to family guy and i will die on that hillthese sour kiwi gummies are bomb asf » Continue Reading

WAHHH Hai :3

Ahhh I guess here is one of my blog posts... LOL!!!I should be asleep, but I can't rlly sleep. I'm gonna hang out with a friend tomorrow, though! We're gonna get lunch, then walk around a strip mall, then go see my neighbor totoro!!! its playing in theatres rn, because its the ghibli film fest happening!!!i skipped hanging out with my other friend earlier this week to spend time with my dad. :( but its ok!!! ill hang out with him next week, and then ANOTHER friend the day after that friend.... g... » Continue Reading

Super Hungry (Kinda Vent?)

EatingOk so I don't like being bleak or like sad or anything but I just kinda feel like I had to talk about this. Just shout it out there.So yesterday I was on call with one of my friends alllllll night! It's summer so it doesn't really matter all that much. What does matter is that when we hung up at 11 I stayed up playing games and watching dumb videos until 5 am. I realized this when I was on Animal Jam for so long that the log in screen showed up again. After seeing that I realized that I ne... » Continue Reading

overstim

speedrunning my health class while listening to music and watching yt and just feeling like this for no reason at allalso about that last blog, I don't have walking corpse syndrome and I don't think I'm actually dead, I was just writing what I felt like and a fantasy I have of what would happen after I die » Continue Reading

Pt 2

So apparently now since I got this app, I've been talking to a person I just met online, MIND you she's a girl and we were just yapping then I was calling with my BF and I was sharing my screen and I show them the messages since I was introducing him to this app and he saw that I showed a photo of myself just because I wanted to know this person and all so he get mad at me. What should I do now? » Continue Reading

😡

My bf hates me so what should I do  » Continue Reading

yo

wut is up taco bell!!!!! » Continue Reading

SHIT

I SAID SOMETHING SO EMBARRASSING I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT!!!”I ACCIDENTALLY MISREAD WHAT SOMEONE WAS SAYING, I WAS LIKE “No it’s (ANSWERS THEIR QUESTION)” PERSON: “That’s what I said”IM ENDING MY LIFE!!!!!!!! » Continue Reading

maybe I don't trust people enough

i've always had issues with telling people how i ACTUALLY feel about things. it makes me feel so fake, and i suppose i am from lying so much, but at the end of the day, i just think its better then telling the truth. people can be sensitive, especially people online. its better seeing people enjoy my company then to make them upset. i don't blame people who are sensitive, don't get me wrong. i'm a bit sensitive myself when it comes to certain things. i just wish i could speak more of my mind wit... » Continue Reading

bday gal

happy birthday to me xD eeeeeekkk!!! totallie 15 now :p  » Continue Reading

Should I cut off my friends?

Ok, so I’m thinking of cutting off my friends. Not because they’re necessarily bad people or anything, it’s more like their mindsets, if you know what I mean?Basically my friends are kinda like average teenage girls who have drama and talking stage and what not, but they’re also kinda sexual and it makes me pretty uncomfortable sometimes. Like, they’ll make jokes (and we all do), but sometimes they get to much. Plus when it comes to boys it’s like that all they care about. Most of our chats are ... » Continue Reading

7/10/26 being trans at the family function is not for the weak

im in texas rn, about 13 hours away from home for my cousin's wedding. i was NAWT built for this heat omg when we showed up it was about 103 farenheit and i was wearing black jeans which was nottt a good idea but in my defense i didnt know it would be THAT hot. texas and family functions were invented to torture me specifically lolzzz. and dont get me wrong, i love my cousins and aunts and uncles but they're all., yknow. from texas and very traditional. i swear i couldnt count on my hands and fe... » Continue Reading

self-conscience calamity

my worst enemy isn't anyone that's alive. my worst enemy is isn't anyone that's dead, either. i've came to the conclusion that my worst enemy is indeed none other than myself. specifically, my mind. when i'm already feeling emotionally depleted (which also makes me physically drained), my mind doesn't seem to have an "off" switch. it keeps on thinking about thoughts i don't want to think. i wish i could be content with being alone. i wish i could care less about what others make of me. if there ... » Continue Reading

promiscuous animosity

i don't think I'll ever be normal after this summerhell was I ever normal?if I was then this probably wouldn't have happened to mesuch a stupid fucking mistake ruined my lifeI fucking larped my way into depression I'm so fucking stupidbut maybe it would've gone like this no matter what i didI remember in elementary school there was this program called Moby max that gave you harder problems based on your skill level. I was ahead of all the other kids, doing cross multiplication and shit. I starte... » Continue Reading

finally switched browsers

I finally switched browsers after putting it off. For some reason, i thought switching from chrome to vivaldi would be a good move - but that only lasts for so long... Got on my PC today & uBlock was removed =_= so i finally switched to firefox. idk why i didn''t sooner... i'm switched to it on all my other devices?? i confuse myselfBut like, it pisses me off how I don't hear much of an uproar against chromium having a policy against adblockers now. Like is that not super alarming to anybody? is... » Continue Reading

"_" Crystal Failure! "_"

I'm bored so I decided to make this blog to talk about how bored I am. I had nothing to do and decided to go to friendrewind to post a blog to talk about how bored I am. And that's it, bye! :P » Continue Reading

hello freaks!

i'm always up for new and cute social media sites, but maaaaaaan, does this one feel like a real throwback. vampirefreaks vibes. i want to make friends! as long as you are not some sort of bigot or zionist then we can hang!my man is working on his warhammer terrain and i am just hanging on the computer smoking some weeeeeeeedif you're reading this - have a good night <3 » Continue Reading

I'm bored asf

This summer has to be the worst summer I ever experienced.All I have been doing is being cooped up in my room dreaming, yearning for a single ounce of stimulation or excitement than just staying at home.I don't have a car, I don't have friends in my neighborhood, there's barely anything to do where I live, my favorite band was touring in a part of my state I can't get to.On top of that I have a busted phone that I had for almost 5 years, I can't call anyone without my audio breaking up or becomi... » Continue Reading

there is nothing to do over the summer holidays

i live in a VERY small rural town 2hrs away from any city,,, genuinely what am i going to do with myself over the next 6 weeks?? I’m going to my mate’s house to watch football and write some music tomorrow but aside from that I have nothing planned. Trips into the city are v time consuming and also very expensive and I’d rather stay local, but there’s nothing to do besides walking and reading… any ideas? :> » Continue Reading

I had cookies n cream ice cream

Yeah. Thats all ;P » Continue Reading

i hate my mom's new boyfriend

my parents have been separated ever since i was 4 so its no shock to me that my mom would later find someone new. over the years my mom and dad themselves never knew how they felt about each other or what their relationship status was other than separated. my mom has been away from us for about 2 years doing something i dont want to share (it's not bad or anything i just dont want anyone to know) but she's finally back and she came back with news. she told me she got a 4 bedroom house that has a... » Continue Reading

eate 12: "ego and the entries untitled"

7/10 midday. song of the blog is god cum poltergeist by crisis sigil / rook // what is up with family members and being assholes???????????? just because we share blood does not mean I won't hesitate to beat the shit out of you!!!!! I would go as far as to even KILL you DO YOU THINK I CARE!!!!!! all they exist for is to be an INCONVENIENCE to EVERY DECISION YOU MAKE. i cant do SHIT in this house without WEIRD LOOKS and ULTERIOR LIGHT in EVERYONES EYES AND TONES. dont even SPEAK to me dont LOOK a... » Continue Reading

Anti feminists

I was thinking about how ridiculous it is how some women would be so excited to get rid of their rights just because they think feminism is hating on men😒for example, i saw this one video of a girl saying that feminism is a trap and its better to be a trad wife??? It just doesn't make sense to my eyes because women from everywhere would fight for years just to get the right to vote and actually speak their own opinions without their husbands speaking for them.It just actually baffles me everytim... » Continue Reading

im bored :P

I'm trying to be more productive and not lie in my bed all day watching movies now that I'm on vacation, but I don't know what to do anymore :P I already swept my room, folded my clothes, took my dog for a walk, washed the dishes, read for a while, and now I have nothing else to do :P I think I'll mess up my room just to clean it again :/ hehe, and the worst part is that none of my friends are online so I have no one to talk to, im sooooooooooooo bored, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im boreeeeeeeeeee... » Continue Reading

TikTok is so trash nowadays :/

I hate how I can’t go two fucking scrolls without seeing an ad or some ai generated bullshit on my feed, I also can’t stand all of the losers who eat that slop up. I had some ai generated mason bro tell me to off myself because I left a mean comment on some other loser promoting their shitty ai song. I’m so sick of how normalized and praised being a disgusting hateful piece of shit has become on that app. Every year more and more racist, homophobic, transphobic and ableist troglodytes keep invad... » Continue Reading

Backflips

I think everyone should do 100 backflips a day bc it’s they are so kewl uh.. » Continue Reading

my day today!

Today, my family and I went to the Quick Stop featured in Clerks (1994) and then went down to Jay and Silent Bob's Secret Stash!I bought...A Quick Stop stickerA Quick Stop postcardA Quick Stops comicA Clerks shirtA Silent Bob dealer cardA bundle of View Askew postersWe took a bunch of pictures and we talked to this one guy in the Quick Stop who was actually in Clerks III (2022)! He was really nice.We also stopped at the Evil Clown of Middletown, but I'm scared of clowns and refused to get out an... » Continue Reading

Staying at home alone

I have two more weeks until my parents come back home from their trip in Hawaii. I recently just finished my gen ed online class for my summer semester, and I kind of just been sitting at home alone all day. I do not mind, mainly since I was able to deep clean, eat and bake whatever I choose, walk around at night in the forest near by, play with my bunny, and even started using this website.But I am not sure what else I can do. It is quite boring and even though I do not mind sitting in my room ... » Continue Reading

School

Doing colleges classes as a highschooler is SO BORING and time consuming but ig it's great for resumes.😒🥱 » Continue Reading

Vent (1/??)

uhhh first vent out in public I'm kinda scared!! but its not like I need advice or anything, I just wish to get it off my chest. don't feel pressured to comment or reply advice.-----So for context I was in a 8 month relationship with someone, I loved them dearly, they are the best possible person ever in this entire world, no one could replace them..But they suffer from some mental issues, as do I, but their case is much more severe, and with their problem, it makes them spiral and think of many... » Continue Reading

unsent shit

im going to have to savor these next few months. thats what i would say if i had plans, but really i dont know what im doing lol. im mindless. dont know whats stopping me, but i know its not hope.my impulsivity is whatll do. itll come around, i know it. it has to. my future lies on that bathroom floor. the tiles will hold me from falling further, and while im posed fetal, itll feel like im back inside my mothers womb. give birth to me again so i can be better, more alive than ever.tomorrow. mayb... » Continue Reading

can't wait for halloween

guys i know it's july and it's summer for some of us but UGHHHHHHHH i can't wait for it to be august so i can soft launch halloween and fall celebrations. my local theme parks start their events the first and second weeks of septemeber so im literally SOOOOOO EXCITED. i can go every non-busy night now since im in uni. it's still gonna be super duper hot over here but idc it can be hot as long as i can be in the halloween vibe. AHHH I CAN'T WAIT » Continue Reading

disaster begins

sooo i'm gonna be collectively eaten by some arts universities for two weeks almost in a row:'3 the start is tomorrow and i feel that nasty feeling of numbness and powerlessness... because idk what topic they'll give to depict in the work and i can't predict it. this feeling is pretty pointless, but still presentalso dk how will i get through this time, but understand that it just has to be done and further definitely will get betterand gonna share a sketch of vena which i like veryvery much as ... » Continue Reading

freshly broken up & dying inside; let's talk about it.

everyone is asking me if i need anything, of course i do, the world, a gun, you know- the usual.im like totally emotionless but full of sadness at the same time ? no smiles even when i find something funny or cute. not even kittens helped ! unbelievable, i know.the worst part ? we're still in contact and he told me he knows i can move on and find someone better.and im like "uh no? lit all ive evr wanted was u since 1st laying eyes on u !"so then he's all leading me on still telling me to eat and... » Continue Reading

I’m so scared idk why (with update)

It was my first time putting a tampon in and it was genuinely the scariest thing ever I was crying and it was rlly hard for me to relax I knew I should learn how to do it tho bc pads felt a little gross for me personally but I put it in and idk why I’m still so scared I’m shaking and I start crying again when I have to sit for some reason. I feel it and it’s like actually terrifying idk why it just is. Ig I don’t like the thought of something just being in my body. I feel it and it doesn’t hurt ... » Continue Reading

my sexuality is a delicate topic for me, romance in general

controversial(?), sad, personal..I've known long before that I wasn't exactly straight, I've always labeled myself as bi, but I've never directly had a boyfriend, I think it's because I've been too scared to have one..I've only had crushes on girls in the past or had relationships with them. I think it's because I can't love a guy romantically. idk. to me liking a guy is just another idealized fantasy. it feels good to not behave or act the way I did when love was all I could think of, and when ... » Continue Reading

life lately

hey! recently things have been chanbging quite a bit, im in a kind of limbo and as such dont really know what to do. i want to hang out with mhy friends i absolutely do but i havent been invite to any of the hangouts for a whileee now idk, i know i should try to find other friends or just get comfy hanging out solo but it feels so pathetic because its not by choice. anyway, i thinkn this website is pretty cool and could be a non-doomscrolling way to pass the time. i deleted tiktok so im one step... » Continue Reading

sports day! .✦ ݁˖

this was so damn shit!okay, yes I was happy and did do two races but.. IN THIS HEAT?holy shet,after I won the 200m girls race yeah, everything was saturated and there was black around the edges.I put purple and silver glitter on my hair and drew the lithuanian flag one my cheek teehee!on the relay, I was fourth leg, okay, first leg was my friend, she is slow but it’s okay <3, second leg was this girl, idk if im her friend I just talk to her a lot but she actually was so damn slow, then third leg... » Continue Reading

Does anyone know where to get scented plushies or toys?

Like the title says, when something smells nice it really helps to calm me down. I would preferably like it to be a plushie squishy or any toy in general. Maybe even stickers or clay? Slime? Anything. If you know how can i find any on temu or aliexpress (preferably temu) that would help a lot. I dont like the smell of perfumes i like the smell of scented toys perfumes smell gross to me. Or how can i scent some of my toys using like shampoo or soap or a candle or something i already have or is ea... » Continue Reading

I'm learning Japanese!

I kind of came back to learning it after abandoning the app I was using to study after like, 2 weeks. So now, I'm just repeating words in Japanese until I can remember them! I listen to common Japanese phrases to sleep to whenever I go to bed so I can practice them. OH and I'm planning on going to Japan next year with my family as well so might as well get a head start but we don't have passports yet so we still aren't certain if we're gonna go yet. Anyways, if anybody knows any Japanese learnin... » Continue Reading

Another update!

So basically my grandma is now in a hospice facility ima go see her today. And my girlfriends profile isn’t on here anymore because her nosy siblings found it and she had to delete it:( and my bf texted me last night but still can’t text a lot :( » Continue Reading

bbblllaaahhh

I have no idea what to say but hi ^^ » Continue Reading

HIIIII

So I migrated over from spacehey cuz I heard this could be an alternative :> I don't post very consistently just whenever I feel like yapping about it, I'ma repost my blog entries from Spacehey over here lol » Continue Reading

pillies

my pharmacy keeps sending me refills and i have barely gotten through my first batch of iron pills like geez louise😓😓😓 you aren't even supposed to take them that often (3x a week) but i already have three full bottles that i barely made a dent in. and i have like ten more refills to go.i had like three iron infusions so you'd think that'd be enough but omfggg these pills bro i HATE PILLS i hate them😡😡😡🤬🤬i think i'll get my blood done sometime soon just to see what my levels are at because i don'... » Continue Reading

hey so i LOVE red and it's pretty obvious

it shows in EVERYTHING i do and EVERYTHING i like and it's EVERYTHING i am..shadow the hedgehog.. kasumi yoshizawa.. akame.. kasane teto.. ren amamiya.. kurome.. celestia ludenberg.. kaguya shinomiya.. kai(ninjago).. peko pekoyama.. yor forger.. kana arima.. ruby hoshino.. ellen joe.. sho kusakabe.. yowane haku.. just a few of my favorite characters..my blanket and pillow are red, the bracelets i wear are red and black, my chair is red and black, one of my favorite artists' (Jane Remover) hair i... » Continue Reading

777

you told me, in your words, youve killed God summers ago. you found drachmas rested between your knees, you made them kneel for you, you were who they pray to when the wells crack in drought. you were the one to make them come true in times of terrible fires, it was all yours. all yours to abandon. wishful thinking will become old-fashioned death for all of us. your incompetence sickens me, even suicide waits for you.you killed God summers ago and bathed in what he carried, what he was lashed an... » Continue Reading

...

I just burped so fucking loud I wanted to share that » Continue Reading

mail updates ^^

most of my mail for my hair dye venture has come in! all i'm waiting for now is my developer. i've been really happy to have the real proper equipment and the dye smells soooo good like candy :'(( i'm planning on doing streaks! maybe in the future i'll learn how to do cooler/creative patterns with different colours...🤔i also bought a needoh and i haven't done anything but put my hands on it.. i've been thinking about getting some more stim toys and i have my eyes on this squeeze tube thing that ... » Continue Reading

i miss my step kids

im not sure if it is appropriate to call them my step kids anymore because im not with their dad. but calling them my ex's kids feels so impersonal because they were so much more to me than just that. they were my babies. i miss patting their backs to sleep, rocking my baby boy. making them food. playing with my princess and her having the biggest smile on her face as she tells me she's so happy. that she loves me too. how i wish i could hear her say my name again. to ask me for ice cream. to he... » Continue Reading

Blah blah blah

God I miss my boyfriend so bad ugh. Also I loveeee this site eeekkk! :) » Continue Reading

QnA!! Ask me stuff 4 a vid

Video was made! Use link below to watch <3https://friendrewind.com/vid/video.php?id=2736Heyy!! So super informal blog post lololBut I just realized I'm almost to 100 friends! I was already planning a regular smaller QnA from a bulletin, but for 100 friends I thought I should post a video for that instead! Blog posts seem to reach more ppl than bulletins too lololAsk me anything! How I do my hair, my favorite colors, something existential (CupcakeCannibal...), literally anythingggHere are the que... » Continue Reading

Night poem???

I sit here at nightTrying to get the feeling right By why is my chest So tight? » Continue Reading

thoughts (kinda vent but not purposefully)

(sry if this/i sound weird i dont know what wrong w me, also sry its really incoherent, im not good at explaining my thoughts n feelings)its so weird to think im a real person and im living a real life with other real people, sometimes i forget that things r real n life isnt some simulation, not in a conspiracy way but like i feel like im jst playing a game n im a character and eventually the game will end n i can go do other things but then i stare at my cats or friends n have the realization t... » Continue Reading

first blog!! ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡

hello friendrewind peeps!! (*´∇｀)ﾉ you can call me tomo, i go by she/they. welcome to my diary!i dont really have much to say right now, so ill just share a bit about myself:i like cute things a lot!! i love chiikawa, my favorite characters are rakko, hachiware, usagi, chiikawa and kurimanju. i also like sanrio and my favorites are pompompurin and gudetama! lastly i love gloomy bear i would risk getting killed just to hug them.i dont play many games online but i like to play tomodachi life, fnaf... » Continue Reading

Hope y'all don't mind me being delulu rq

So basically, I think of being a model in the future, and before anyone goes to look at my photos to see how I look, ALOT of those are olddd, there's only like 2 recent ones on there so don't judge me off those, mkay? But as I was saying, I really feel like it's my calling to be something big, like a model or singer or maybe even an actress! I would like to think other people think I'm pretty (but idgaf about what people think) and I genuinely believe it myself! Any ways, Imma go manifest being ... » Continue Reading

happy birthday to my little sister Vivian!!

IT'S HER BIG 17 OMG » Continue Reading

TODAY'S MY BIRTHDAY!!

It's my birthday and I'm 17 now <3  » Continue Reading

school holidays can be even lonelier:diary of a problem 3

The holidays arrived, I got rid of having to put up with my damn happy coworkers, but I feel even lonelier. This wasn't what I expected. I traveled and it was amazing, but being with my family I realized something: the mall we were at was full of friends hanging out. Uhh, I feel like an emo who gets depressed whenever she sees friends being happy. I don't want to seem like that, but I can't deny my envy. To make it worse, the house I was staying in belonged to my parents' friends who always comp... » Continue Reading

penpal?

Does anyone wanna be penpals??? I have one penpal already, and I'd prefer we use global penfriends or contact me on Pinterest (I have a post made Abt penpals) cuz my parents don't know I use this! Looking for 12-15, preferably not in the USA because I like to learn abt diff countries, but if ur in the USA, its fine, contact mee!!!! Also msg me on here for my glocal penfriends or Pinterest!  » Continue Reading

help

I feel horrible, I feel like a disgusting pig, I ate two big plates of pasta with tomato sauce and when I went to the kitchen to check there were no more trash bags. It's like I can feel the fat twisting inside me, like worms, now all I can do is exercise and hope it was enough. » Continue Reading

;w;mosque...

I don't wanna go to mosque tonight!!!! So my family is Muslim but I'm notttt and I genuinely hate going to mosque! I have nothing against Muslims (or at least ones that are good and not misogynistic), but I genuinely get so uncomfy! And Im rlly sensitive to loud noises and it super duper loud!! + I just finished crying cuz I'm super anxious 2day! Sighhh I gotta get my anxiety med dosage up.. hopefully I can skip mosque! » Continue Reading

its so hot

oh god... the heat.... its killing meee.... AGHHHHH!!! I went on a walk today, nothing too special, i went to the libray but i didn't have my libray card because i was just going to the bathroom since i was a bit too deep on it, and god it felt like i was in HELLL!!! AHH!!! WHY DID I HAVE TO BE BORN IN BRITAIN!!! WHYYY!!! At least we have count binface... » Continue Reading

Live Laugh MRI

(っ╹ᆺ╹)っYesterday I had an MRI. You know, the one I've been waiting since April for.For anyone who has never had one, imagine you're being placed in a futuristic washing machine with a tiny table that has a head prision. Then on top of that you're being asked to lie perfectly still while the machine auditions to be the next DeadMau5 circa 2011.I was told it would be only 30 minutes. That is a long time to be stuck perfectly still and without my emotional support playlist. If you didn't know the n... » Continue Reading

Diary entry 1

Pancakes for breakfast get tiring after the 5th bite, healthy chocolate chips shouldn't be used for eating, and flipping them are the worsstttttt. » Continue Reading

I miss simply plural 💔

I wish simply plural wasn't being shut down,,, it's been so hard to find another app that actually works for me. Cuz like simply plural was very simple and easy to use, I could use it offline, I could add ppl, it just was so much easier. But now having to find a new app has been such a struggle. I wanted to use pluralspace but since it's a website and not an app I can't use it cuz I need smth I can use offline and I don't have mobile data so I can't use online things while offline. I'm currently... » Continue Reading

New member

I migrated here from heyspace after...well, no one was socializing with me, and this place looks pretty cool, I'd like to have convos if anybody wishes to talk to me abt anything :) feel free to talk abt anything!I like music(black metal or rock), Outlast(game), reading, and anything under the umbrella! » Continue Reading

idk

I lowkey wish i had been born a boy. Ive had this feeling for about five years now maybe longer. Sometimes i think about how things might've been different or better for me had i been born the other sex. I just think i would have been happier as a boy. Looking like a boy, sounding like a boy, living like a boy, etc. idk what to do with this since there's no way im ever telling my dad. he`s a republican and leans kind of maga. Ive also heard the things he's says about trans people. I mean i love ... » Continue Reading

Tired

Today is gonna be a short blog cus I really don't feel like writing. I also like of forgot to write yesterday, but yesterday we had another project at school,  it was about traffic accidents and such. It was pretty okay. Today I stayed home from school and was just doing chores all day, read a book and packed my bag since I'm going to a festival with my friend this weekend. I'm tired so this is gonna be it for today. -Angel » Continue Reading

I fucked up

I accidentally lost all my 3ds games while trying to install a cool keyboard.I was following a deleting instruction, but got something wrong and the system kept crashing, so i did a few CTRtransfers and forgot to get my games one time.Also that means i lost my Sudomemo account. I got a new one, it's with the same name, Vances. But... fuck man. » Continue Reading

eheheheheehheeeeeee

i'm so happy today :D » Continue Reading

Overthinking about absolutely nothing 💀

Is it stupid to overthink and freak out about hanging out with people who you literally know and care about Bcuz I'm literally freaking out about hanging out with my friends bcuz I can't carry a conversation for shi and we're probably gonna end up in awkward silence but I wanna be around them 😭Chat what does one do in this situation do I just say fuh it and go hang out with them or do I procrastinate for another hour 💀sobs » Continue Reading

hot summer,,,

honestly,, as someone who doesn't like winter that much, i miss the cold,, it's so hot out these days 😵‍💫!! fall is my favorite season, mainly because it's usually the perfect temperature out, plus all of the pretty warm colors around on the trees!! why can't it be fall all the time,,? 🍁 » Continue Reading

It’s gotten out of hand

As someone who usually HATES the winter, I can’t believe I’m saying this. But I really miss the Winter air. Everything was cool, and if it got too cold you could go inside and warm up. THERE IS NO ESCAPING THIS HEAT AND I HATE IT! » Continue Reading

I just want it to rain already

Isn't it great whenever it rains? The sky is all dark, you hear thunder from outside your window. It's just so peaceful, I wish it was like that all the time. It's even better when all of your lights are off and you're just chilling, reading a book right next to the window, listening to calming music on your record player, cleaning up around your house while you hear the pitter patter on your window as the rain gets louder. It's just so healing.Calming rain ASMR » Continue Reading

Daydreaming (๑ᵔ⤙ᵔ๑)

Heya everypony ◝(ᵔᗜᵔ)◜!!! Anyone else maladaptive daydream?I've been doing this ever since I was 10 & it's my creative outlet to make up stories for me. I have different stories that I switch between.My first ever story I like to add on to it still. Basically, I have a persona that is me, but isn't (if that makes sense) & they live in what ever media universe i like! They have a map of universes & they are able to go to different media. So for example: my persona's hometown is the Clover Kingdom... » Continue Reading

MOVIE NIGHT !! 🍿

Had a really hard morning so I've decided to treat myself to some short films and horror movies ! Might make some snacks later as well:) » Continue Reading

Laughing at mistakes to be prouder of successes

I'm at a point in my life (and have been for a long while) where I find it difficult to be proud of myself and the things I create, but I want to feel proud again. So now I'm taking pride in the mistakes instead of the successes, and laughing at my mistakes so I know it's not that serious, and that it's okay to not be perfect. Which, in turn, actually seems to be helping me feel proud of the things I do. Instead of beating myself up when I do something 'wrong', I smile and laugh at it because it... » Continue Reading

THURSDAY, 9th JULY

OMGG HI GUYSSS… i was offline A LONGG TIMEE I KNOWW.. i had bad time but im okaayy noww.. How are u guyss? idkk what to sayy 😭 well i have a holidays noww for 2 months and thenn im going on NEW SCHOOL. IM SOOO FCK SCAREDDD.. I started to be gyaru and I LOVE ITT. I just did my nails, makeupp, hair and these stuff and i am in lovee. Like u know im going to new school, new style, new people. Thats all i will tell u noww bcs i dont actually know whats going to say butt tmrr will be better blog i PRO... » Continue Reading

I GOT MY EXAMS RESULT (spoiler: I did good)

I DID IT! MY EXAMS ARE OVER, AND I GOT GOOD GRADES!! Which means that I will get rewards from my parents! Here are the ones I know:-Ice cream-money-MIKU EXPO LET'S GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :> » Continue Reading

:3

i genuinely miss that stupid ass even though he doesnt want me » Continue Reading

is it wrong for me to be obsessed with this one girl who was my enemy?

Disclaimer: i am simply writing about my own past experiences and this is purely half the truth and half my own. Both my truth and lies bleed into this girl. but if i put my obsession and jealousy before friendship, does that even leave it as a friendship anymore?I am not someone who you think i am. in real life i'm a conventionally confident person, and i kinda think i'm not shy either. i am not self-glazing or anything, trust me, but i'm quite popular too. all the teachers know me and everyone... » Continue Reading

The pain...

Got my braces on Wednesday 1:34 pm, and all can say " the agony...", I heard from my Bf and friends that it takes and week or 2 to get numb from it. Bleh, and I'm starting my period too.Yikes.Anyways, Bye peepsFrom, Shane the Best » Continue Reading

Why do ppl want to be "problematic?" [RANT]

Napo Ver | Neocities Ver | Click for background music DISCLAIMERThis blog may come off as harsh. Please be aware before reading, thank you! Recently in the retroweb space (Napo, Spacehey, FriendRewind, & somewhat Neocities) I've noticed a lot of edgy teenagers in the scene saying stuff like "I'm SOOOO proplematic!" or just saying generally edgy, or just straight offensive things. I've even seen these teenagers just say they are a Nazis. Some just do it to look "cool." (Just a tip, it makes you l... » Continue Reading

in the heat

why are people so fucking angry?I think its the heat personallyI wish everyone was like me » Continue Reading

idk

Well, I've been on this page for like... three hours now, so it's time to talk about my mental problems, yayyy *2019 tutorial music*. Let's get serious. I've had an issue with food for a while; sometimes I tend to get rid of it after eating, it's disgusting and I never wanted anyone to find out. One day my mom started to suspect and took me to a psychologist without telling me why, not even the psychologist knew, until because I felt suffocated by my mom wanting me to stop doing it, I ended up t... » Continue Reading

Sleep is my enemy.

I barely could sleep today and I know I would probably crash later and wake up in the middle of the night lol. I planned to work on some slenderman designs this evening though, thinking of putting him on a mortician's wardrobe. Or simply a funeral mourner's with like a veil over his (lack of) face, that'd be awesome as fuck. But considering my more-than-fucked sleep schedule, I'll probably work on it super late.I ate some nasi uduk for breakfast and motherfucker, it tasted like a scam. There was... » Continue Reading

Ranting about my ex boyfriend (sorry for the whining)

Let me start by saying that we were both each other's first partners. We're the same age, him being a year younger than me. We weren't good for each other, and I was not stable enough for a partner at the time. While together I ended up in the mental hospital from a suicide attempt and my family went homeless, which was likely traumatic for both parties involved. The two main reasons for why I left him was because one, I felt HORRIBLE for the fact he had to put up with me. I was clingy, desperat... » Continue Reading

AWAY WITH WORDS!!!

Theres only 2 more days till the show and im stoked!!! ill post photos in my photo album when i get home after!! » Continue Reading

FLUTTER ROD™

Thank you so much, Spencer's. You have no idea how much joy and pleasure the FLUTTER ROD™ gives me.The butterflies may flake off up there but LORD, she gets the job done.Shop Spencer's for all your pleasure needs. » Continue Reading

I wish I was normal

why am I so mad at people all the fucking time? like can t I just be normal and not weird or a freak like I wanna jump off a building right now and be dead so other people can be happy without me fucking up everyone's life and fucking everything up in general I hate this so much fuck my life bro no one try and stop me I'm so done » Continue Reading

Non-Crisis Resource

In light of our fearless leader adding crisis resources to our dear website, I wanted to throw out a non-crisis resource as well — warmlines.Similar to hotlines, a warmline is a number you can call when you just to need to talk to someone with no emergency undertones. Feeling lonely? Maybe mildly anxious? Try calling a warmline to hear a friendly voice.This is not the same as 988. This is not the same as 911. This is similar to calling an acquaintance and sharing some small talk. Please do not t... » Continue Reading

You know what Hisses me off? part 2

https://www.youtube.com/@RealwolfhatfactsNot this guy, he's great. Shedding light on the "Culture" that continuously spreads hate, racism and destruction. » Continue Reading

my first blog :0

hi guys, honestly I don’t really know what to say for my first blog, so I’ll introduce myself :3, my name is nina, I turned sixteen on July sixth (I know my profile says I’m nineteen but I put that because I thought I couldn’t register being underage hehe) my first language is Spanish, I’m from Spain, I love vintage stuff and things from the 2000s, I sleep a lot and sometimes I’m a little lazy hehe, I’m a girl, my favorite color is white (even if it’s not a real color hehe) and light yellow, wel... » Continue Reading

metamorphisis

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My mom

Bro my mom genuinely makes me wanna kms because stop rubbing in to my face my mistakes and every little single thing I did wrong » Continue Reading

Nice summer day with my friend!

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Step dad again

He’s over here talking about me like I can’t hear 🫩 complaining and bitching like normal » Continue Reading

Parents🫩

Bro my fuck ass step dad is acting like he’s been in my life dawg u just some random who showed up. And he maga 🫩 holy American starter pack. He pissing me off and he favors my brothers because they are boys✌️😐 anywho byee » Continue Reading

true love

I genuinely think I won't find true love one day because of my bad experiences with guys. I'm always patient and focusing on myself, but sometimes I wish I wasn't alone as I am now. I always think it's my fault but idk anymore.  » Continue Reading

quick rant

the job market is mediocre in today's economy. that's all i can think about right now » Continue Reading

summer life

this summer i am redoing my room cause i wantes to try a 2000s style room. i'm also collecting vinyls or cds this summer, like radiohead, tokio hotel, britney spears, and the smiths. i'll be going to coney island and rockaway beach.. 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 » Continue Reading

like a cold a release from a sharp sting

there are a few instances when sudden shock struck upon me, like discovering something surprising, feeling like there's a dead-end, or inevitable trouble incoming. first it pricks you in the chest, like a drop of holy water or a dirty bloodlet crashing swiftly into a glass pane, abrupt impact then finally the fragments of glasses are shattered across the room. these days, this phenomenon keeps happening and i'm getting tired of it, sure, this feeling happens for joyful, exciting events too but r... » Continue Reading

work

i lowkey hate my summer job i sign up for it thinking i was gonna help kids paint right? WRONG i sit around and do nothing. that doesnt sound bad but..the lady has me listening to GOSPEL and its ai to.. and she makes us pray before me and my coworkers start work mind you this wasnt on the job listing at all!! i wouldnt had signed up for it if i knew that because im not even Christian! im spiritual...its makes e so uncomy i tend to keep my eyes open durng prayer and not pray at all :/ this job is... » Continue Reading

Eczema

I have eczema but it's not really bad or anything, I have bug bites that itch more than it but it is slightly annoying. Especially when it's like super present, had it on my face, arm, and leg all at once It was an itch fest. Still have it on my arm actually but in a different side of it. I really hope it doesn't get worse though because I don't know how I would focus like that, I didn't used to have it all when I was young and it's only a recent thing. The worst place I've had is like the foot,... » Continue Reading

Dinner 🐾

hi 15 friends of mine, my dinner currently is nugs, tots with a mountain dew. laptop is at 93%, my phone is at 8% and my ipad is playing hsr currency wars.. #awesome setup honestly » Continue Reading

this was so fucking funny LMAO i'm stll crying over this

SO LIKE I WAS AT SCHOOL AND IT WAS LAST PERIOD YK,AND THE MATH TEACHER LET PPL WHO WANTED TO LIKE GO DO THE MATH PROBLEMS HE GAVE US OUTSIDE GO OUTSDE. EVERYONE EXCEPT ME AND LIKE 2 OTHER PPL WENT AND THE TEACHER ALSO WENT OUTSIDE. SO THIS ONE KID WHO WE'LL CALL "A" STARTED PRETENDING HE WAS A TEACHER 'ND STUFF SO HE STARTED TO DO SOME RLLY FUNNY SHIT LIKE UH A LLITERALLY EXPLAINED WHAT VORE WAS VIA DRAWING. BUT THAT'S NOT THE TOPIC BUT THE TOPIC CAME RGHT AFTER HE DID THAT. WHILE ME AND THE OTH... » Continue Reading

Found old makeup my mom tried to throw out

When I was organizing my stuff when I was packing I went downstairs to drink tea and I found on the counter laying my old pallets and old makeup bags, at that point I knew my mom lied to me about throwing them out (are we surprised). but anyway I found some of the makeup after looking in the bag in the trash that I got from pr, I cleaned them so hopefully I they are still useable since the weren't fully open (and the trash was clean I was relieved) I might do a tour around stuff in my room again... » Continue Reading

Some stuff I got (Journal entry 16) 7.8.2026

June 8.2026 (Wednesday)So today I went thrifting and found some cool stuff. Here’s the stuff I got :GTA IV (4) for windows Jackass 3 (uncut version)I got these two together for just 6 bucks so that’s a win ! Besides that I was skateboarding and then went to the woods.Song of the day :  » Continue Reading

Friends.

Okay. One of my bestest buddies, Lethal, has D.I.D. Me and Laine [my OTHER best friend] have been aware of this for a while, but yesterday, one of her alters fronted (?). ZoZo. They were pretty nice, and, reminded me of. Me. In a way. Anyway, me and Laine got on VRChat with ZoZo for support since they're meeting up with an old friend called Harlo.ZoZo liked me. I think. They called Laine fat and smelly and so they don't like them, but they said that I'm their buddy now! So. Yay!!AIKO also came o... » Continue Reading

An oridinary blog!

Bring back the art of blogging! It's free gossip, and I'll know what makes you tick.https://intothefire777.blogspot.com/?m=1 » Continue Reading

how are yall doing

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Update for anyone that cares

My grandma has 2 weeks to live..we’re having troubles with our house. I’m worried. My girlfriend still hasn’t been on I’m really worried about her too her name is Ajax her account isn’t on here anymore so if anyone has seen her on a different website let me know please. » Continue Reading

wish me luck

I have a really important exam tmrw morning but it's kinda weird that I'm not as nervous abt it as I should be tho cuz I barely even studied :/my irl friends say I'm good prepared but I don't believe them lol anywaaays please wish me luck, I'm gonna be needing plenty of it... » Continue Reading

Let’s chat

Guys I’m sooo bored let’s chat pls  » Continue Reading

i havent been here in a whle

sigh guys ive been really busy lately with life and such, like ive been (unsuccessfully) seeking for a job ever since high school ended and im also lowkey out of it lately. ive been having an existential crisis for a while also so fml. anyways i hope life is going well for yall-XOXO, ST4R/PIXIE<3 » Continue Reading

Fun times!

I just spent the last 6 hours doing my profile oml ( – ⌓ – ) » Continue Reading

lmnop

i have therapy again in a few days (if everything goes as planned) and i've just been nervous about if things are actually gonna follow through because the program that helps me with it had a dramatic cut this year. the system is kinda literally falling apart so i am keeping my hopes at a reasonable level. i really count on it but the whole uncertainty aspect is really making me a wreck. i like to think that i'm a regulated person but i haven't gotten anything about any dates or times and it's t... » Continue Reading

new here

TOO LAZY TO DESIGN MY PROFILE FURTHUR..But I PROMISE I am cool.. » Continue Reading

sometimes i surprise even myself with my own stupidity

cuz genuinely who asked me to write 3 DIFFERENT PAPERS IN A DAY??? IN FOUR HOURS???? ALL LAW COURSES???? THAT REQUIRE LIKE SIX PAGES TO ANSWER HALF OF THE REQUIRED QUESTIONS AT LEAST???? lord take me already, my idiocy is to much to handle ouggghhh i'm thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiisss close to kms » Continue Reading

July 2026 🚢

FRAE0 Throughout this month, I'll be adding stuff to this blog post :)July 6th:It's been a while since I had an excuse to bake something for someone, and I learned that a wonderful new friend of mine (who I met at dancing class yay dancing class) loves strawberry shortcake, and I do too of course. So before my trip, I got to see her at the park and we ate the whole thing 😵‍💫♥️And then after that, I had another hangout with another lovely person. Here was my outfit, what do y'all think?July 8th:A... » Continue Reading

JOIN ME

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YOU LIKE ME, DON'T YOU? ☆

I'm your favorite hit! ☆ » Continue Reading

rambles

hiya kitty cats! i finally got my laylout to start cooperating thanks to ur guys' help (especially u chunta ur explanation made it sm easier) and while there are some aspects i need to tweak n add a little in terms of visuals and graphics, i'm happy with it so far :3yesterday (it is 4am as i type this..), i went out to eat breakfast with my grandmother n once i got home decided it was a movie chill day, unfortunately, i forget what chill means so i decided to watch a doc on sid vicious n nancy s... » Continue Reading

deep thought

i more often rather than not find myself in deep thought about my past actions towards people. good or bad. idomt know why my brain can't seem to just forget these moments  » Continue Reading

Why I Like France?

Hello, I'm Noctelle.Three years ago, I fell in love with France. I became fascinated by its language, culture, literature, and so much more.Since then, I've spent time learning about the country: its history, traditions, language, and famous people.Today, what I love the most is its literature, its elegant writing style, the cafés, the French accent, and almost everything about France.In the future, I hope to visit France someday—to walk through Paris, Lyon, and Marseille, enjoy a cup of coffee,... » Continue Reading

The smallest unit of freedom I know [personal essay copied from SpaceHey]

The school I went to sat in the middle of a farming community: corn and tobacco and soybeans, with pine trees crowding the edges of everything. They lined the roads, pressed up against fences, filled whatever space the crops and kudzu did not take. The landscape was beautiful in the way enclosed things can be beautiful, which is also the way they can suffocate. You could drive for twenty minutes and feel, at the end of it, that you had not gone anywhere. It was not exactly flatness. Flatness at ... » Continue Reading

the longing

my dreams often mirror a reality that i want to live with a person who exists only within my notions. and, every-time i awake, i realize how truly alone i am, while everybody experiences the feeling of being loved by that of a significant other. that's why sometimes, im afraid to sleep. dreams often show the things that im afraid may never happen. but, there's duality to it. sometimes i'll be happy to live in a place completely up to my interpretations, because then i'll dream of finally being w... » Continue Reading

7/7/26 i feel so weak sometimes

today was pretty average but there were a few standout moments. i spent the first half of the day on my laptop watching youtube, adventure time, etc.. then i went to my dads house (divorced parents, i know, shocker) n got sum stuff packed for a trip im going on tomorrow. my little brother has been really into boxing lately and he told me to come outside so i could watch him box our dad XD. it started out fun to watch but then i started thinking yo maybe i could have sum fun hitting my brother li... » Continue Reading

Ofc the same day I'm trying to prove to my friend that I haven't had alc in a while my mum buys alc I rlly like

I haven't touched alc in like 2 months, this is the longest I've been sober from that in a long time but ofc the same day I'm making sure my friend actually believes me that I haven't been drinking, my mummy buys an alc I rlly love. I almost went to drink it but started freaking out and now I lowk just dk what to do, I hate feeling tempted every time I open the fridge » Continue Reading

QUESTIONNAIRE

1) time and date u started this? 10:20pm on jul 7 2026 !2) asl? is this abt sign language >.> idk sign language.. i plan on taking a class for it in the future though!!!!!!!!!!3) opinions on musicals? used to love them as a kid. i used to be a theater kid lolll4) favorite snack? candy and popcorn!!!!!!!!5) have u ever been in love? yes i currently have a big fat crush on a friend ( ˶´ ᵕ `˶ )6) favorite pokemon? sylveon!!!!!7) mario kart main? i dont play mario kart. but the one time i did play i... » Continue Reading

orlando ppl hmu

hello my floridians if you are near the orlando area hit me tf up!!!! over 21 dni tho lol :3 » Continue Reading

everything is overwhelming

Don't you ever get overwhelmed by so much bad news? By so many flawed arguments from large groups of people? I feel sad, drained, stressed. I hate this era. » Continue Reading

i learned a new trick!

guys i just learned how to do a 560 on my bmx!! shoutout mason for helping » Continue Reading

Feeling dysphoric about my name (╥﹏╥)

I don't even know how to identify how I'm feeling its like sadness and grief, like i don't hate my name and i have been confused for a boy when they only heard my name but I'm like 90% sure they misheard it as something else. Like when i introduce myself to someone my parents will never talk about me to(I'm never coming out to my family so not taking any chances) i call myself lin or lyn since people can never say my first name right (like seriously maybe five people i have met have said it righ... » Continue Reading

Is it wrong to resent a friend for acting a specific way with you?

Mentions topics about sh scroll if you don't want to engage I've been having this friend for while now since freshman year and it was okay for a while until they started showing signs of being dependent on me or clingy, another thing is that whenever I talk about my issues they always make it about them or just tell me about how lonely they feel. At some point when I said that I don't even know if I'm gonna have a home for a few months when we're trying to move from our location and she said "oh... » Continue Reading

BESSSTTTT DAYYYY EVERRRRR

I MET MY FRIEND AL!!!!! we have been online friends for more than a YEAR now and I've always been DYINNGGGG to meet them!!! they r this super cool friend of a friend who my ma was hesitant to let me meet bc they r seventeen (they r a childhood friend of my friend from school, kya, known eachother since kya was a tiny lil baby) We went skating and to the food hall, I got chocolate ice cream!!! it was super fun, my feet hurt a lot tho! ALSO the skating rink had HUGE buckets of giant pickles. it wa... » Continue Reading

autism

well yesterday I got diagnosed with autism specturm disorder or ASD and it still doesn't feel real like I had a feeling that I had it but actually being diagnosed with it is so overwhelming not in a bad way obviously but like its not a bad thing but now that I'm really thinking about it I'm thinking like what if people see me different or treat me differently then I was before and it also says in the paper work that I should be monitored for anxiety and depressive symptoms which I think is gonna... » Continue Reading

Escape Texas (opinions)

    I hate the Texas weather, traffic, politics, and education system that runs through the entire state as a whole. As someone who has lived here literally their entire life, it gets to a point where you can't wait to get out of here. The only things that I would be leaving behind tho are the good things that appear, like my community, family, memories, and niche places I may never find anywhere else. At this point in time, I am about to become an upperclassman in high school, and that usually ... » Continue Reading

My favorite addiction..

I wanna know what his skin feels like to be on mine, feel his teeth make marks across my body, use his ink to take ahold of my blood stream, my mind is full of visions of his face.. » Continue Reading

woah !

this place is awesome! who wanna be my friend Yay yay » Continue Reading

Yippie! I love this..

Slowly but surely losing passion to do stuff I like! We love this everlasting cycle of torment!  » Continue Reading

ME WHEN IM #JOLLYMAXXING

I got off of work like an hour ago and im finally in my room im so jolly right now im so happy and happy to eat tacos and be in bed and hojme alone and on my laptop whos is up jollymaxxing with me rn??? im legit laughingat everything cuz im SO JOLLY » Continue Reading

Moved here from Spacehey

Hii I just need more friends on here👻 » Continue Reading

so boreddd

i get rlly bored most of the time like yk i watch anime, tv shows, play games and hangout with my pets when i need a break from stuff or just listen to music that's my usual day to day life. it gets really lonely not having anyone to talk to. im usually the one to reach out to people but i kinda stopped doing that now cuz if someone was interested in talking to me they would go out there way to talk to me yk and actually be into the conversation but yk it's whatever. i go to college, go back hom... » Continue Reading

I want friends (っ╥﹏╥ς)

I would LOVE to be friends with  anyone on here ٩(^ᗜ^ )و ´- ! Sadly I haven’t made my account nearly interesting enough for ppl to see what my interests are LOL (I still don’t know how to use this app sorry:( ONCE I KNOW HOW THOUGH ILL MAKE MY STUFF COOL)  but literally I would be friends with anyone on here. So if you are interested pls pls request (and above 16 years old!)  TANK U :DDDD » Continue Reading

youtube what the fuck

so uh....youtube just reccomended me an "x viewer" asmr video of blue from the among us show... even though i have literally NEVER watched a video like that... youtube why did you reccomend me this O_O" is it because i watched like a million videos about the show???? is it because of the hundreds of polyblue (blue x basically everyone on that spaceship) vids i watched???? » Continue Reading

People who SH for attention are just as messed up in the head as you are btw/Pessoas que praticam SH por atençao estao ferradas da cabeça igual a vc!

IN:Hot Take!Not trying to be Captain Obvious here, but seriously, since when do you negate someone else's pain just because they are literally HURTING themselves for attention? I know it must be kind of frustrating to see someone doing that just for attention, but don't you think it's bizarre that the motivation for someone to be HURTING themselves is just for attention? Like, how mentally needy must that person (usually teenagers/young adults) be to put themselves in a situation like that? I ho... » Continue Reading

True Crime, Cancer, And My Mental State

Do you ever think about what media you're consuming and how that must be affecting you? Years ago I used to listen to true crime for probably 8+ hours a day while I was working. Eventually I was so anxious and depressed (for other reasons) that I decided feeding myself a constant stream of horrific things probably wasn't what I needed. Now I work with cancer patients and was thinking yesterday that even though I'm not bothered by the sad things we see here, my subconscious HAS to be taking note ... » Continue Reading

Hot Take!

INIt's not nice to make videos humiliating someone you refused to date or mocking and making a fool of the person you cheated on!People, where's your common sense? I'm not saying you should accept dating someone you don't like, because that would be awful too, but humiliating and mocking someone's feelings, like, what for? What do you gain from it? You don't seem "cool" or "superior," you just seem like an idiot. And the worst part is that in these videos, there's a mass of people agreeing or sa... » Continue Reading

today i went out for smoothies ☆

sorry to all my fans that saw me that wanted autographs and stuff my hands were full ;; i also got smoothies for my friends so yeai'd be happy to make a smoothie for you though ;)☆ » Continue Reading

Elder Emo Opinion

I think it's cool that the Gen Z group wants to dress how we did and listen to the same music we grew up on. Hopefully they will never know the struggles and bullying we went through for dressing that way and listening to that music. To parents and teachers at school, we were just being defiant and wanting to rebel. We had to sometimes fight and barter with our parents to even step foot into a Hot Topic or Spencer's. Because back then the store wasn't how it is now, then it was dark and gloomy w... » Continue Reading

✩✩ I graduted from college! ✩✩

Date: 7.7.2026Mood: HAPPY!!!!!! I GRADUATED!! I DID IT!!! I GOT MY BACHELOR DEGREE!!! Something I always though was impossible for me... WELL I HAVE IT NOW!! I graduated from pedagogy college :)) Meaning I can now work with kids in preschool 🌸❤️ I applied for second degree so I can teach elementary kids from 6 to 10/11 years! I kinda see myself more there then in preschool, but I cant say I dont enjoy teaching there too :) Every teaching practice I was in was amazing experience.The best moment I... » Continue Reading

Updayt.

I've been focusing on my little slenderman project so I've been neglecting my actual blog for a bit hhahah. I don't really expect anything to come out of it though, it's only to fuel my... lack of productiveness over the holidays. But yeah, hopefully I don't abandon it like every other project I do.  » Continue Reading

Welcome to The Amazing Digital Circus!! OwO

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IM GOONA LOOK LIKE A NERRRDDDD

So sad news for me, I'm getting braces tomorrow... AAAAAAAAAA!!!! THIS SUCKS ASS because this means I'm gonna to have braces during junior year TO SENIOR YEAR T-T Which is hell for me because I'M GOING TO LOOK LIKE A MEGA CHUD NERDDD, because I already have the glasses, acne, and kinda tight short curly hair: doesn't help because I'm kinda fat too. BUT DON'T GET ME WRONG, I LOVE NERDS, AND CONSIDER MYSELF TO BE A NERD (I like to be at school and learn) but DAMNN BRO. » Continue Reading

Learning to live

Since I was very young, life has been very cruel. Yet there I was, trying to find the light in all the darkness. Fast forward: I attempted... took it as a sign that I am meant for something bigger. Stopped partying and drugs, started therapy/medication, and went back to college. I gave it my all... mingled, joined clubs, attended events. Then life started testing me, but how could I handle all that without my vices? I'm stone cold sober, feeling the weight of this sadness. I kept going, thinking... » Continue Reading

pt2 of the weird guy that keeps following my friendgroup

okay so i know probably no one saw pt1 but you can look at it if you want to ANYWAY so today was sports day and while me and my friend (the one the weird guy probably likes) were walking to the place where it is with our form and the rest the weird dude was kinda following us too, and i assumed he just happened to be behind us but when we moved because my friend was feeling uncomfortable around him he STARTED FOLLOWING US TO WHERE WE WERE GOING. she also told me that he asked if they can be frie... » Continue Reading

Healing is so hard

Bc wdym my scars are almost gone and I didn't think about relapsing for the past week but then today came and it's all I can think about.  » Continue Reading

mother

it's like I can't get her words outside my head. and I'm literally older enough to start going on my own. i know for a fact I'm not gonna look back on these years, but I just want to have normal teenage moments. and I can't even have that my mother has no patience at all. she will immediately be mad at me whenever I just want to check out here and there, always thinking if something happens to me, she makes it out to put the blame on me because I can't take caution around myself. is that not a f... » Continue Reading

school (again)

can some one plz help me i can not make any friends at my school. like how do u guys just talk to randos i find it so hard pleas3 gimm3 som3 tips. » Continue Reading

adults

I feel like the only people I'm surrounded by are adults and I don't know if it affects meI mean yeah only being centered around people who don't even know the real me and don't take me seriously half of my life has to contribute to the social anxiety (that thankfully slowed down) over the years, but just overall made me scared to do any outside activities on my own outside of school without a parent even tho I'm capable, but at the same time I don't like being around people my age because its a... » Continue Reading

five. hundred. blackouts

it be fucken raimdy outside folks, and the lights do NOT like it.on sunday, yesterday AND today we suffered plenty of blackouts due to rain and wind, the first few times it was understandable since it felt like the sky was falling with full force on us, but now every single light is giving up for literally any reason."oh, there was a tiny gust of wind? well FUCK YOU, BLACKOUT FOR THE REST OF THE DAY"they say patience is a virtue, but at this rate it feels like a punishment by the amount of waiti... » Continue Reading

Stole my friend

I brought my friend to church camp with me and she got super close to my best friend. At first I was happy because they were getting along like really well, but now they talk to each other more then they talk to me. So now my 2 best friends barely talk to me anymore. Fucking great I love my life. Can we talk about the fact that both of them forgot that 3 days ago marks a year of my best friend dying? and instead of talking to be at all the whole damn day they were on ft with each other.  » Continue Reading

i think this is not ok...

i feel gross and awful for saying this but i think no one has the right o touch a girls chest, or anyone (male or female) cant touch anyone else (male or female) inapropriately.My mom says that if a girl is to scared to say no she consented. SHe hays "is she doesnt say yes but doesnt say no either its consent" and i disagree with that and i feel so sorry and guilty for disagreeing with that she yelled at me so much rn bc i said i think thats gross and no one has the right to touch someone in ina... » Continue Reading

idk what to do... help plz

i will keep it short, i was hanging out iwth a friend and then he grabbed me and pinched me by the stomach i thought he was just being silly, he then moved his hand upwards under my shirt i was confused, i didnt think he would do anything weird but i hoped he wouldnt move his hand up above my stomach but he did. He kind of touched my chest a bit and i was confused as hell and didnt know what to do. I thought i should wait and see if he wants to touch my chest or not, if he wants to he would, and... » Continue Reading

Writing blog

I don't know if I should tell y'all about this BUT I started to write a book recently and I hope I will write it to the end this time :DDD Also, I think I mght stop reading people's blogs for awhile because they are making me emotional and that makes me a little depressed T-T I don't really relate to the things they are saying but every single time I read one of your blogs my empathy kicks in :(Maybe I'm just overreacting but I feel so bad when I read your depressing/sad stories.Also, I'm really... » Continue Reading

Addiction

We had a project about addictions today. We mainly just learned about how they develop, what the biggest factor is in developing one, how to help someone with it etc. Wish I could say my day was boring but it was actually just miserable because my friend who's been mocking my addiction for a week or so had been very adamant on making sure I feel her mockery. I'm pretty certain shes attention seeking, (aside from mocking me) with it. And I get that people who do stuff like she does, even just for... » Continue Reading

UGhhh why why am i like this

so today i gathered enough courage to tell my mom how disgusting my sister and cousin were treating me. like always she was on their side and called me a brat. I feel so guilty for everything i did. She said everything they did to me was my fault. I feel so awful. My sister is always like this she was even saying stuff like how i am always playing the victim and always wanna be the center of attention and that i am a liar who only talks bad stuff about her non stop. I cant lie being the center o... » Continue Reading

Rant

Is it just me or do you hate people that think they are better because they are prettier? Like no, just because you're skinny and blonde or popular DOESN'T MEAN YOUR BETTER. I really think some people need a reality check when it comes to pretty privilege. » Continue Reading

My dad is so kewl

This is so random but my dad is so awesome he got me my switch 2 he's really funny and got me into the Game Grumps I'm about to go to his house play Mario Kart World with him and eat stuff :P » Continue Reading

I womder if i should reactivate insta

I deactivated my insta less than a week ago bc 1. I tweak out every summer and would rather save myself from the embarrassment by not having an insta that my insanity could be documented on and 2. It was driving me crazyyyyyy to compulsively check my messages on there just to see 0 notifications because wdym the entire world doesnt revolve around me 😮‍💨 and finally 3. an ex friend and admittedly also just ex. that i thought i was gonna be friends with. unfollowed me (again 😍) and im kind of craz... » Continue Reading

i was in the er (storytime)

sorry i havent been really active recently, i was in the er a bit ago and it wasnt very fun (storytime)so this was either last week or smth idk. so i woke up and all i could taste in my mouth was my own stomach acid, and ik what it taste like cuz yk this is an ongoing issue (for thoes who dont know, its like ur throw up, but a lot sweeter and more sour, its so gross) and yk i felt ill so i moved to my living which gets wayy better airflow than my roomim otp with my gf and my stomach starts just ... » Continue Reading

Looking for friends!!

I’ve recently joined this platform, and I’m looking for some friends 14-16, pls look at my page b4 adding/asking to be friends » Continue Reading

honk shoo mimimimi

I'm tired asf but I cannot be asked to sleep rn. That's all.Nyx out! » Continue Reading

Hi! >_< New here

I am soooo bored. I wanna talk to new people! Let's not waste our summer. » Continue Reading

no way i'll be socializing when i have a job because i'll be a disc jockey

i always get a weird squeeze in my belly when people say along the lines of "you know you'll always be working/socializing when you enter the workforce" but heres the problem; my workforce might not be your idea of workforce. i dont wanna work in a cubicle! or a corporate environment or anything that involves organizing schedules or pushing numbers from one to zero and another!!! aaaaaaa!!!! i dont want to work in typical jobs! but sadly the reality could be writing a different story than glitte... » Continue Reading

Trying to make friends is hard 😭

When ever I see someone who I want to be friends with I just stare at them 😭 I don’t know how to ask them to be my friend because I’m to scared to  » Continue Reading

hello

hello! » Continue Reading

Bleh.

Woke up earliest I've ever been.Can't tell if that says something more about me.....😳 » Continue Reading

My experience with CAMHU (kinda like a child psychward but very friendly)

So in march i was gone for like a whole month. reason being? I was i CAMHU. sorry guysBut hey it wasn't all bad. This stuff is gonna get deep in a vague way, but dont worry im alright! So i went in for a number of issues. second biggest issue i'll list was that I was sometimes psychotic but always extremely loony and paranoid, like to the point that i avoided all my friends had breakdowns by the river and thought everyone was out to get me and was put to live near me to collect information off m... » Continue Reading

First blog heh.. work tomorrow... #killme

Gulp I have work in about 5 hours... I spend ALL DAY on my laptop and doing my stupid profile... #worthit tho. I am soooo hungry.. I do wish I could sleep normally tho #wtf » Continue Reading

I'm not myself.

It's actually more because I don't know who I am. A lot of people call me "she," and even though it doesn't really make me uncomfortable, I'd honestly rather be called "he," ngl.But sometimes I do feel like "she."And sometimes I don't feel like anything at all.ARGHHH, I hate this 😭 » Continue Reading

How 2 get long hair????

So recently my hair's finally gettin' all nice and thiiiick again since it got thinned the FUCK out in march and its got me thinking: How do I get long hair? See, the thing is, I typically grow bangs before anything magical happens in the back, n usually that's when my folks decide to start bugging me about getting a haircut. (everyone thinks I look like a stud whenever I get my hair looking the way it was when I was 12 for some fucking reason). So I've never really had the opportunity to see if... » Continue Reading

THINGS MY KIDS AT WORK DO WHEN IM ALREADY OVERSTIMULATED

I work at a daycare, and here’s a list of things the kids seems to do as soon I get overstimulated Pull down their pants and try to take their diapers off. Throw toy cars at their friends heads Climb up onto the shelf’s and stand on top of them. Go into the bathroom and fill toy pots with water Go into the bathroom and play with the toilet Cry because I won’t let them wash their hands for the 15th time Cry because they fell…after running around the room when I told them not to Scream…absolutely ... » Continue Reading

smart moves by me

oh my god I've got to read The Handmaid's Tale in TWO WEEKS for my English Literature class, and write an essay on King Lear in the same time frame, UGHHHHHH HOW DID I GET IN THIS SITUATIONNNNNN » Continue Reading

The creepiest thing just happened.

This just happened. I just heard my sister from her bed, go, "yea! I'll have the...I'll have the..." then she proceeded to walk over to my side of the room. She pulled open the curtains that separate the room we sleep in, and she eyes were like, red! Not lobster red, but red as in she looked like she'd been crying. She then walked over to my bed, and sat down. I told her to go back to sleep, then she just made a funny face, like she always does, but it was so weird. Then I told her to go to bed ... » Continue Reading

I HATE HEAT SO MUCH

It has been hot, humid, and dry somehow, all at once , in every area of my house. Absolutely nothing has been spared. The back of the house, the front, the basement- EVERYWHERE FEELS LIKE CRAP! We have acs and fans, and neither are doing their job because it’s just that hot. AND DONT GET ME STARTED ON OUTSIDE- I feel awful and sweaty and I hate itBottom line: SUMMER SUCKS! I can’t wait for fall » Continue Reading

My Fascination with Starscream

There's something about media that humanizes inanimate entities and gives them sentience. It's always been my favorite thing. Especially machines. Machines in general. I used to adore them, like, a lot more than I do now... I still think they deserve to feel. They're very beautiful to me. They're like aliens. Have you guys read that MIT book, Robot Ethics? I shouldn't even be using the word "robot"... sometimes I'd like to imagine it's a slur for them. Well, onto Transformers, I wanted to talk a... » Continue Reading

EATE 11: Ego and the Entries? more like Ego and the Voice Acting

7/6 song of the blog because music is neat "what we are inside goes through open wounds. what you see when you look into my eyes is true: I am not alive, I am only what lives in you." - I am not alive, cum songs, by THEE rook // vlogged (ish) a couple of Ego and the Renditions today. there were 2: Ego and the EDM + Ego and the Voice Acting. I settled on the va segment since Ego and the EDM, though with a catchy title, came out as a bit of a mess since I suck at recording or trying to make music ... » Continue Reading

marinas and eucharistic adoration

Today I went to go to confession. Except that I had  went on the wrong date. There's a silver lining in everything, and that manifested in Eucharistic Adoration being hosted right next to us. I spent time in there, for the first time, and it went as everyone would expect it to go: really peaceful. I admire the architecture in that room. The colored windows were placed high above where the afternoon sunshine poured in, almost like God himself was staring at me. It was really quiet, as it should, ... » Continue Reading

Idfk anymore X_X

I was like… I don’t know planning on dosing or like taking a bunch of pills n stuff. like ever since in HS (highschool), MS (middle school) no one ever liked me or found me attractive. I never really had friends or anyone like me either.. I was just there with myself… like a fucking stupid ghost but an emo one. my grandpas dead and everything is going to shit! everyone from HS, MS, ppl from TIKTOK, INSTAGRAM AND YOUTUBE ALL EQUALLY HATE ME! I used to be bullied throughout middle school then high... » Continue Reading

I’m a little worried I may be falling behind

I’ve probably said this before, but I spent a good portion of my childhood mentally sheltered. I had a really hard time with people on account of bullying in elementary school, Covid in middle school, and just general life stuff from that timeframe. I would go on to make friends from 7th-11th grade, but none really stuck. There’s always been this lingering fear that I’m more tolerable than I am likable.And as I get older, I fear I’ve missed out on key events. Parties, hang outs, dates, activitie... » Continue Reading

sobbing my eyes put holy shit

okay so i got banned permanently for NO reason, and theres a second owner and im so upset im sobbing so uncontrollably  » Continue Reading

i just tried to open up about how i felt with the cousin --- she is texting her bae instead.. » Continue Reading

my cousins are on the phone ignoring me. I know what theyre up to. » Continue Reading

america

As much shit as I give to America I don't really hate it at all. I actually love this country so much, I love all the people, I love the culture everybody brings, and I love being able to live in this home. The nature here is beautiful and I think there's something truly special about this place. most of what I say about not liking something is usually to the oppressive and corrupt government we have, it is, inherently, classist and this has caused most of the hate you see on the television. I m... » Continue Reading

Tired of phones!!!!!

I know I sound like such a granny saying this, but it feels like teens my age don't gaf about anything anymore. No one is well educated to have a decent conversation that isn't boderline baselevel or shallow (to be fair, teens are known to be especially shallow, but still this feels spectacularly so), everyone has a hilariously low lack of empathy to the point of not even processing anything remotely upsetting in a normal way, people are incredibly close minded, no one goes outside to parks or t... » Continue Reading

I am brown

bro I am a super leftist child of immigrant parents from Mexico and we are contractors who are lower middle class. Times are getting scary to say the least, especially when I am SEEING people I KNOW getting wrongfully deported or arrested. its SO annoying too whenever I see other fellow hispanics want to be white and try to force their way into the white place in society, in either far right parties we have in ts hellhole of American politics. I also hate it whenever some people in the Democrati... » Continue Reading

jobs

at my big age (17) I have a job. I am EMPLOYED!!!!!! I GET A PAYCHECK (eventually). I think in this day and age being unemployed is seen as a joke and is generally frowned upon. now that I'm working I highkey do agree with this. if you are physically and mentally able to hold down a job, YOU SHOULD! even if you're just working part time like I am, it's been a lot better for me physically and mentally to start working instead of bumming around all summer.the job market does suck ass rn though esp... » Continue Reading

3 weeks since i left my abuser. I am exhausted and it’s still never ending harrassment. (with receipts) / ramble #22

Hello. I feel like this is all i’ve been writing about lately and i apologize for that.. i’ve been doing pretty bad and finally leaving my abuser has totally gotten to me. If you haven’t been keeping up, i’m documenting my journey to becoming “normal” again since leaving my abuser of 5 years (i have older blogs that’s document the whole story.. check those out for context)Genuinely all i can say is that i’m exhausted. I just want to finally have my abuser, his gf, his friends out of my life but ... » Continue Reading

birthday party theme

okay so i want my 18th bday party to be 2008 themed (the year i was born) and i need some inspo on what to do... i dont usually throw parties either so...im trying to get inspired by pinterest and the pantone color of the year, but pinterest is mostly just showing people drinking and emo people taking cool photos and now actual inspo for what to do helppp » Continue Reading

I wish i could accept it and let go

I would love to elaborate or give context but my past experience with venting makes me think its a bad idea so vagueposting it isI guess the shortest way to put it is, if youre not sick of me yet, just wait a minute lmaoo my family is right, hell everyone is right and i have trouble accepting that so i kinda just piss everyone off, like omg why is she here. still.sorry for being so emo guys 😞🙏 better out than in desu heh » Continue Reading

heyaa!

First time using FriendRewind, kinda nervous... (JK, i just hope the people here are nice) » Continue Reading

fuck this "stop being a lazy slob" thing i said...i give up....

forget what i said yesterday about not being a lazy slob anymore i give up i really don't have the motivation to start doing anything right now </3333 i'm just gonna stay rotting in my room with my computer and my phone and stuff or whatever ig.... » Continue Reading

these mood swings crazy asf

I feel so silly I want pancakes :p » Continue Reading

FUCK

DEAR DIARY I WANT FRIENDS BUT THE THOUGHT OF TALKING TO A PERSON TERRIFIES ME WTF DO I DOBurps » Continue Reading

Makeup + facial care

I know everyone knows this, but makeup made me realize that I can’t just look at my face in the mirror and go to sleep. Ever since I started makeup, I have to put so much more effort into caring for my face. Especially now that I’ve gotten into face paint lol. I usually just wipe the makeup off and call it a day, but now I’ve used more skin care products to make sure my skin doesn’t break out while I sleep. I feel like this is actually beneficial for me because I used to never put effort into ma... » Continue Reading

EEVEEE ^^!!!

My favorite Pokemon is Eevee since I can't pick and I like to imagine when I grow up and actually fully get into the series or just change I'll find an Eeveelution that becomes my favorite instead of just normal Eevee and it'll be like me evolving<333 I think that'd be cute and when I know I'm fully cool with myself and my body ^^-𝑨𝒗𝒊𝒔⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 » Continue Reading

7/6/26 im too emo for this heat

ive decided to use my blog as a sort of journal/digital diary bcuz ive got a dissociative disorder n would like to keep track of things + it just sounds fun lolzzz :Pi woke up around the usual time today (like 11 am) and decided i need to redye my hair (which i just did and it looks AWESOME SAUCE) so i left the house to buy some hair dye and GOOD LORD IS IT HOT OUT. like okay maybe i didnt have to wear black skinny jeans but i guess sweating is just a small sacrifice for fashion LOL. anyway,,, i... » Continue Reading

work (pt. 2)

Today was my first day!! I was kinda nervous but it turned out ok. Kinda boring but that's to be expected, other than that, it's been all good. I'm also having a sleepover in a couple weeks so in hopes I get my paycheck before then, I'll have enough for the things I need and I'll save a little :D. » Continue Reading

My dad's kicking me out (for the second time)

So, for context, on January 9th, I was sitting in my room, and my dad came in yelling at me because I hadn't finished the dishes. I said right away that I'd do it, and he said it was too late for that now, and he started hitting me with one of those wooden crosses that you put out in the yard that says Jesus saves. He hit me with it until it broke, and the shrapnel hit and broke my guitar. I got super mad at him for all these years of taking abuse, doing nothing and saying nothing, and I hit him... » Continue Reading

queer joy checkpoint

i feel like theres a lotta scary news about stuff involving queer people is pretty stressful right now so if you (YES YOU!!!) are a queer person reading this this is your mandatory queer joy checkpoint.so my queerplatonic partner got me a gift for pride month and it was supposed to get here like ten-ish days ago AND IT CAME TODAY WHILE I WAS AT WORK!!!! LOOK!!!!!!THEYRE SO CUTE I LOVE THEMMMM okay like i said this is your MANDATORY queer joy checkpoint. if you (yes YOU) are reading this please s... » Continue Reading

slowly beginning to love life again

i'm listening to my favourite song right now (Pork and Beans by weezer, its on my profile too :P ) and i'm beginning to realise not all is bad.i have a gorgeous tattoo of a cherry blossom branch across my neck line.i don't have instagram on my phone and i deleted tiktok + my account last year.i use youtube with an adblocker and a 2011 ui theme, bringing it right back to the 2010si use an mp3 player (HiFi walker h2) for my music with an aux lead off skullcandy's and soundcore headphones.my phone ... » Continue Reading

My fuckass mom (I love her

Omfg I mentioned to my mom. 'i rlly want an 8 ball' Take a second and think about what you first think of when you hear that. The toy you shake and it tells you an answer? The pool ball thingy? SHE THOUGHT I WAS FUCKING TALKING ABOUT CRACK  Its APEARANTLY a term for measuring crack or wtvs and she thought I was fucking with her cause I joke about stealing her cigarettes (she doesn't know I actually do SOMETIMES)PS I would like to emphasize that my mom doesn't do crack she had a hard highschool e... » Continue Reading

I kinda died today but didnt?

So i dont wanna talk much abt what happened leading up to it but just know I stuggle severly with self love and I often have suicidal thoughts (not that I would ever actually do it tho) and today the strangest thing happened to me. call me crazy but if other universes exist, I def died in one of them. I felt the effects here tho It took incredible effort to move and I tried to make noise to show that I was still alive but all that came out was weird gurgling and groans. and when I was finally ab... » Continue Reading

some people need to learn how to scroll.....

*insert rarepair post*the comments:"Oh i prefer *insert more popular ship*" "I don't like this ship!" "Don't let *insert another character who's part of a more popular ship with one of the chars in the post* see this!!!!"OH MY GOD NOBODY CARES!!!! IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT JUST SCROLL FOR GODS SAKE!!!! NOT EVERYTHING IS ABOUT YOU!!!! ( i genuinely saw comments like these under a purple x brown post (yes the ones from the among us show) like AUGHH I DON'T SHIP THEM BUT AT LEAST I KNOW HOW TO FUCKING S... » Continue Reading

practiced driving today, nerveracking as FUCK

im a beginner at driving but how the hell do you ppl drive knowng you have to pay attention to a million and one things on the road bruh 😭 like im decent at that but even then i think im being generous abt that cuz i can only hardfocus on like one thing at a time and i can never know when i do lock in on one specific aspect whether it be checking the mirrors or looking at the road. ik i need more practice i js wanted to vent ts out sorry » Continue Reading

BOR3D

pls people talk to me- i need more emo friendz esp to help me make this page kooler! » Continue Reading

still getting harrassed by my ex abuser and his friends, what do i do??? / ramble #21

It’s been maybe around 3 weeks since i’ve left my abuser.. i haven’t interacted with them sense and i’m blocked my them anywhere where i haven’t blocked them first. i’m sick of being harassed by my abuser and his girlfriend and i don’t really know how to approach this. (if you want to hear the full story of my abuser for context, check my old blogs)Even while me and my abuser were still bestfriends my boyfriend and i were definitely being harrassed as well for being a “lesbain”… they were upset ... » Continue Reading

How are you guys today?

I had the house to myself for 4 days. I ordered take out twice and cooked for myself without anyone asking for my food, it was great. I made a tres leches cake, yummy » Continue Reading

Trying to go out more lol

Today im just yapping, because not much "drama" is happening during vacation. Now that im home again im going to go more outside and actually talk with people outside my fam. I already have plans with one of my friends, and one hangout in the making where we are going to see the super girl movie!! Which if anyone has watched, was it good??It just suck how there is almost nothing to do that dont cost money and I can't have friends at my house every day, it will become boring. Im thinking on going... » Continue Reading

Suicidal ideation summer

My favorite 😻 » Continue Reading

Why are parents like that?/Porque os pais sao assim?

IN: Why can our parents be so unpleasant when we're not what they imagined we'd be??Let me explain, my mom was super loving towards me before I came out or started having my own tastes, and she was SO caring, to the point that I really thought she would accept me as a trans guy, obviously, I was wrong, she didn't accept me and said the phrase that's still stuck in my head today: "I'd rather have a mentally ill son than an LGBT son." Nowadays I can't show her anything I like, because if I do, I'l... » Continue Reading

just yapping... yappatron 5000

found this website and its super cool so far, might completely change up my theme again cause I'm super undecisive lolI hope I can make like a lot of friends on here too, I kinda go AWOL often so Ill try my best to check in and stuff :)uhmmmmmm I dunno what else to type so bye bye  » Continue Reading

restarting life at 25

when i was 19, i threw most of my belongings in a couple trash bags and left my parents house for the first time. i moved in with my boyfriend at the time; i had never lived anywhere else before. i remember that night my best friend asked me to come over to smoke, and i asked my boyfriend for permission to go. he was so appalled i had asked LOL.from then on i hadn't lived with my parents. from his place, i got my own apartment in my own name and lived there 2 years. then i lived with my sister. ... » Continue Reading

Emmm..... hai!

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A Love Letter To Small Joys

Question of the day: What tiny things made today 1% better? Lately, life has felt harder and heavier than usual. Some days feel like I am carrying around a bag (or a leg, maybe an arm?) full of bricks. But even on those hard days, my small joys keep showing up.(｡･ω･｡)🌹Coming home after a long day to the biggest hug and kiss from my favourite person in the world - this keeps me going.🌹The sound of Bast settling into her most comfortable spot on my chest.🌹The sound of Cooper's loud purrs as he acc... » Continue Reading

Hiya! c:

hii everyone! i hope you are doing okay. finals are over, finally in vacation, and i'm in a much better place now :3!it's been soo long since i logged in on here, and honestly it's kind of amazing to come back, even if i don't post much and all. life is going great now that school is over, except for a few things but this is thriving girl summer so i don't really care. plus, i've got an amazing best friend by my side to bitch on people's behaviour.happy summer! xoxo <3 » Continue Reading

Selfies

Posted some selfies for people to know me :3 » Continue Reading

Back results

iam so nervous for July 20th, for my back results, my back spine is deterring and its due to my disability. » Continue Reading

Summer Shudders

I feel like I am wasting it all right now. I know I'm not, though. I have been to a few shows already, gone out with friends, and I have two jobs so. I've also been staying up until the sun's up and sleeping until the moon is. My best friend in the whole world has been gone for three weeks now, maybe that's why I feel so empty. Overall, I know I'm not wasting my time but it feels like it?? I don't know, I just need to stop bedrotting. Supposed to learn six songs for my band's rehearsal soon, hav... » Continue Reading

Motivation

I, as with  most people, seem to have an increasingly more difficult time with feeling motivated to do things. Obviously its a spectrum, some days I feel so out of it and hazy, i don't get out of bed until almost noon, some not at all. Some days i go around and just haunt my room until i feel the drive to do something tangible and propel myself forward. Its not I'm uninterested in things, actually I have that exact opposite issue. I enjoy things maybe too much. I like games so i play them too mu... » Continue Reading

I don't have problems I am the problem

what if I don't want to get better?what if I don't want to fix problems with my family?what if I don't want to lead a better life? » Continue Reading

So gross

It's horrible, I'm finally cleaning my room after 5 years being too lazy. I'm doing small at first because I'm still too lazy but it's was starting to disgust me. Like i couldn't even reach my window without tripping on some random shit on the floor. The worse is that my family make fun of me for having a messy room, but they never notice when an area is finally clean.Does anyone have advice on how to clean efficiently ? » Continue Reading

WHY IS THERE 0 FOOTAGE OF ME MOSHING FOR THE FIRST TIME

the show i went to on 7.2.26 was my first mosh experience ever and i only have one low quality vid of me moshing for a few seconds </3 i NEED to find this footage now. I think i moshed to icaruskissedthesun or solace in bloom i dont remember well but one of the guitarists kicked me in the back ^_^ » Continue Reading

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hi i know its cringe but idc soo happy 6.7.26 !! » Continue Reading

ʟᴜɴᴄʜ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴏᴍ 6.11.26

ᴡᴇ ᴡᴇɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜɪꜱ ɴᴇᴡ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇᴇɴ ʙᴇꜰᴏʀᴇᴏ(≧∇≦ᴏ). ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴇʀᴠɪᴄᴇ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴍᴇʜ (ɪᴛ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴏᴜʀ ꜱᴇʀᴠᴇʀꜱ ꜰɪʀꜱᴛ ᴅᴀʏ ꜱᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴡᴀɪᴛᴇᴅ ᴀ ʟᴏɴɢ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ ꜱᴇʀᴠɪᴄᴇꜱ ɪꜱ ᴀʟʟ(,,•᷄‎ࡇ•᷅ ,,)). ᴍʏ ᴍᴏᴍ ɢᴏᴛ ʜᴇʀꜱᴇʟꜰ ᴀ ᴍᴜꜱʜʀᴏᴏᴍ ʙᴜʀɢᴇʀ (ɪ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ) ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ɪ ɢᴏᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴀᴄʜᴏꜱ ᴡɪᴛʜ ꜱᴀʟᴍᴏɴ. ɪ ᴡᴀꜱɴ'ᴛ ᴇxᴘᴇᴄᴛɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴀʟᴍᴏɴ(•⤙•) ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ᴛʀɪᴇᴅ ꜱᴀʟᴍᴏɴ ᴀɴʏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴏꜰ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴ ᴡʜᴏ ᴄᴀɴ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ᴛᴀꜱᴛᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ ꜱᴍᴛ ɪꜱ ᴍʏ ᴍᴏᴍ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴇʀ ꜱɪꜱᴛᴇʀ. ɪᴛ ʟɪᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇꜱ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɴᴛʜ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ, ɴᴏᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴡᴀᴛᴇʀ ʙᴜᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɴᴛʜ. ... » Continue Reading

ᴋɪᴛᴛᴇɴꜱꜱꜱꜱꜱꜱ 6.5.26

ᴍʏ ɴᴀɴᴀ'ꜱ ᴄᴀᴛ ᴡᴏɴᴛ ꜱᴛᴏᴘ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴘʀᴇɢɢᴏ  =͟͟͞͞(꒪ᗜ꒪‧̣̥̇) ᴀɴᴅ ɢᴀᴠᴇ ʙɪʀᴛʜ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇʀ ᴛʜɪʀᴅ ʟɪᴛᴛᴇʀ(ﾟ口ﾟ;)//. ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴏɴᴇ ɪ ɢᴏᴛ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴇᴇ. ᴛʀʏɴᴀ ᴄᴏɴᴠɪɴᴄᴇ ᴍʏ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴏɴᴇ(˶>⩊<˶) (ꜱɪɴᴄᴇ  ꜱʜᴇ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴍᴇ ɢᴇᴛ ʀɪᴅ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ᴅᴏɢ(੭ ˊ^ˋ)੭ ) (ɪ ᴍɪꜱꜱ ᴜ ɴᴀʟᴀ.·°՞(¯□¯)՞°·.) » Continue Reading

ʟᴀᴛᴇ ʟᴜɴᴄʜ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅ 5.26.26

ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴏɴᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ꜰᴀᴠ ᴛᴇᴀᴄʜᴇʀꜱ ᴀʀᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴄʟᴏꜱᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ ꜱᴇᴇɪɴɢ ᴀꜱ ꜱʜᴇꜱ ᴀᴄᴛᴜᴀʟʟʏ ʀᴇᴛɪʀᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ꜱʜᴇꜱ ɢɪᴠᴇɴ ᴍᴇ ᴍᴀɴʏ ꜰʀᴇᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢꜱ, ᴡᴇ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ɪᴛ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴏᴠᴇʀᴅᴜᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ᴜꜱ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ʟᴀᴛᴇ ʟᴜɴᴄʜ. ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀ ꜱᴄʜᴏᴏʟ, ᴡᴇ ᴡᴇɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴀ ᴠᴇʀʏ ᴘᴏᴘᴜʟᴀʀ ᴘɪᴢᴢᴀ ᴊᴏɪɴᴛ (ɴᴏ ᴡᴇ ᴅɪᴅ ɴᴏᴛ ɢᴇᴛ ᴘɪᴢᴢᴀ, ᴏʙᴠɪ). ɪ ɢᴏᴛ ᴀ ꜱᴀʟᴀᴅ, ᴄʜɪᴄᴋᴇɴ ᴘᴀʀᴍ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴄʀᴀɴʙᴇʀʀʏ ᴊᴜɪᴄᴇ. ɪ ʜᴀᴅ ꜱᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ꜰᴜɴ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴇ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴛᴀʟᴋᴇᴅ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʟɪꜰᴇ. ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ᴀʟꜱᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴀᴍᴇ ᴛᴇᴀᴄʜᴇʀ ᴡʜᴏ ɢᴀᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴄᴀɴᴅʏ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴋᴍꜱ ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀ ᴀ ᴠᴇʀʏ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ, ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ꜰᴇʟᴛ ᴄᴏɴᴠᴏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴀʏ. » Continue Reading

Beach day 5.24.26

ɢʟᴏᴏᴍʏ ᴅᴀʏ (ʙᴇꜱᴛ ᴛʏᴘᴇ ᴏꜰ ʙᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴅᴀʏꜱ) ᴏɴ ᴍᴀʀᴛʜᴀ'ꜱ ᴠɪɴᴇʏᴀʀᴅ'ꜱ ʙᴇᴀᴄʜ!! ᴡɪꜱʜ ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ(ᵕ—ᴗ—)! ᴛʜᴇꜱᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴏɴᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴍᴀɴʏ ᴘʜᴏᴛᴏꜱ ᴍʏ ᴍᴏᴍ ꜱᴇɴᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴍɪꜱꜱɪɴɢ.(¬_¬) » Continue Reading

ᴅᴀʏ ᴏᴜᴛ 5.19.26

ᴀ ꜰᴇᴡ ᴘʜᴏᴛᴏꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢꜱ ɪ ɢᴏᴛ ᴀᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ꜰᴀᴠ ꜱᴛᴏʀᴇꜱ (ᴏᴄᴇᴀɴ ꜱᴛᴀᴛᴇ(ᵕ—ᴗ—)) (ʀ.ɪ.ᴘ. ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴏᴄᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ɴᴇᴀʀ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴄʟᴏꜱᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ꜱᴏʟᴅ ᴀʟʟ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ꜰᴀᴠ ꜱɴᴀᴄᴋꜱ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ɴᴏ ʟᴏɴɢᴇʀ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀᴄᴄᴇꜱꜱ ᴛᴏ (╥‸╥)). ɪ ɢᴏᴛ ᴀ ᴅʀɪɴᴋ, ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ʙʏ ᴋɪᴅꜱ. ɪ ᴄᴀɴ ᴄᴏʟᴏʀ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴀɴ??( ˶°ㅁ°) ᴏᴍɢ ᴏꜰ ᴄᴏᴜʀꜱᴇ ɪ ʜᴀᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴜʏ- ɪ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ɪᴛ ꜰᴏʀ ᴍʏ ᴄᴀɴ ᴄᴏʟʟᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ (ᵕ—ᴗ—). ɪ ᴀʟꜱᴏ ɢᴏᴛ ᴀ ᴄʜᴏᴄᴏʟᴀᴛᴇ ʙᴀʀ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴄᴏᴄᴏɴᴜᴛ ɪɴ ɪᴛ (ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ɪ ʟᴜᴠᴠᴠ ᴄᴏᴄᴏɴᴜᴛ (っ´ཀ`)っ) (ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜʟʏ ᴀʟʟᴇʀɢɪᴄ ᴛᴏ ᴀʟᴍᴏɴᴅꜱ ʙᴛᴡ⊙▃⊙). ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴠᴇʀʏ ᴇɴᴅ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʏ, ᴡᴇ ᴡᴇɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴀ ɴᴇᴡʟʏ ᴏᴘᴇɴᴇᴅ ᴄʜɪɴᴇꜱᴇ ... » Continue Reading

ᴍɪɴɪ ᴘʜᴏᴛᴏ ᴅᴜᴍᴘ 6/5/26

ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ꜱᴏ ᴍᴀɴɴɴʏ ᴘʜᴏᴛᴏꜱ ɪ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ꜱʜᴀʀᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ'ʀᴇ ᴋɪɴᴅ ᴏꜰ ᴜꜱᴇʟᴇꜱꜱ ꜱᴏᴏᴏᴏ ɪᴍᴍᴀ ᴅᴏ ᴀ ᴍɪɴɪ ᴘʜᴏᴛᴏ ᴅᴜᴍᴘ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴏɴᴇ. ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ ɪꜱ 6/5/26 ʙᴜᴛᴛᴛ ᴛʜᴇꜱᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴍᴏɴᴛʜꜱ ᴏʟᴅ. (ᴛᴇʀʀɪʙʟᴇ ʙʟᴏɢɢᴇʀ ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ). The photos with all the decorations is something that my school does especially for the graduating seniors :>. A few are from the schools garden when I had to take the plants for summer. » Continue Reading

why are people so fucking rude!!! >:[

yesterday I was walking home mind my own business when these lad from my school came up to me and they think there are road men ur not ready for this they told me to kys like what the fuck.  » Continue Reading

im so excited

im about to go to my anties place, i love going to her house she has so much things to do(july 6, 2026) » Continue Reading

minor rant, nothing too drastic

man fuck anyone and everyone hating on whimsical black girls, like sorry i don't look, speak or act like a stereotype. actually not just whimsical black girls, just black girls and women that aren't in or adjacent to the main black woman stereotypes. and it's even worse when it's coming from inside cuz wut the fucc vro 🥀i remember sometime in 2022 when i went to this prep class for my SAT and general college exams, and i really loved wearing frilly, flowy pastel dresses with cute hairdos and all... » Continue Reading

i wanna do so manny happy things but i have no energy

(plz ignore this if you just wanna have fun bc this post is not fun)i sleep well and have no reason to be sad but im scared and im too exhausted to do anything and i want to do something but like i forget what i wanted to do like after two seconds about thinking about it. My momory is getting worse and worse for months and i used to have really good memory, and now i cant remember what was yesterday, 5 minutes ago or a second ago. Everything is so blurry. I wanna do something and then forget. I ... » Continue Reading

Idk why im so sad when i do things that make me happy

(plz if you are lookint to have fun dont read this its about me being sad so dont if you wanna have fun plz)idk why im so sad and so out of energy even if i do something that makes me happy and i sleep well. Everything is exhausting to me and im scared to do anything. I am afraid to even write this. I feel brainrotted foggy exhausted and blurry. I am barely processing anything. When im happy it lasts for about a day and then stops for no reason. Everyone tells me tha "thats not how it works and ... » Continue Reading

Depressing room

I feel like not being able to cover up my windows along with the cloudy sky outside and with my stuff being packed up since we have to move soon, makes my room very gloomy, I don't mind it's better then the sun but the light outside makes my eyes hurt.. I wonder how much longer I'll stay in this house before I die  » Continue Reading

the problem with going scorched earth (a rant, kinda)

i feel like this decade's internet can either be extremely harsh or all too forgiving when it comes to the response to people's harmful behavior on the internet. on one hand, some people have been held fully accountable for the harm theyve done, to the point where discussion about them cant exist without the immediate mention of the harm they did. on the other hand, some people's misdeeds are never acknowledged despite being very easy to point out. and then you have this weird middle group: wher... » Continue Reading

Hometown

For those of you who saw my last blog entry, I am now officially together with that girl. I might have been a bit confusing in my last entry, but basically this girl and I confessed to each other before. We just both agreed it'll be better for us to not be together yet since I wasn't ready and it would be long distance. But we're officially together now. Now a bit about my day, it was just miserable. Today I went on a trip to my hometown with my school, but everything just sucked. First I forgot... » Continue Reading

Eu odeio a escola

Não aguento mais a escola ¡^¡Esses últimos dias não anda fácil para mim, tenho muitos trabalhos para entregar e n sei oque fazer! » Continue Reading

Send a request

Don't be afraid to send one. I accept everyone except: racistsHomophobesFascist"I love real gore" peopleetcThanks for reading, have a good day! Spread love gng :)  » Continue Reading

Lowkey freaking out

Dude i REALLY dont want 2 be a senior. I go back to school in like 6 weeks and then i'll be a senior and that is sickening to me😭😭😭because i feel like it will pass by so fast (my junior year went by like lightwork) and its already July💔💔i just kind of want to go back to when i was littler. I wanted to grow up so badly and for what? 2027 seemed so far away when i was in middle school, but so exciting. Now it's scary as hell and i dread it with every approaching day. Cause then after high school e... » Continue Reading

I'm so confused

I only got 3 hours of sleep today because I stayed up last night watching the England vs Mexico football match and I was also in the process of making my neocities website. I'm supposed to be delirious from the lack of sleep, but I'm more awake than ever and I'm nowhere near tired. » Continue Reading

being a teenager is so boring

first of all, you have nowhere to go. malls are dead, there's never fun activities to do (and when there are they're too expensive). all places are for either little kids or adults, and we're stuck between so no one thinks about us.also, there's no cool people out in the streets anymore. all the people that actually go out are either completetly braindead or extremely rude. everyone who might match your interests is online, and i fucking hate that.and for last, you have to go to school so you ha... » Continue Reading

I HATEEEE STORES THESE DAYS

can we talk about just HOW much qaulity has declined in general like i went to the zoo yesterday (i get in for free) and a bunch of the artwork was AI bro istg it pisses me off cuz the owner of the zoo is like a millionaire, and its not just the zoo its like all stores these days fashion,tech,basic things everything is so much lower qaulity like clothing now is all polyester while being MORE EXPENSIVE??? and eerything fits weird and the prints r just boring like stock images theres no more actua... » Continue Reading

fuck whoever leaked where i get my outfits btw

that was MY secret i was supposed to gatekeep that ONLY MY FRIENDS are supposed to know thatyou guys wouldn't be able to afford my fashion anyways ☆ » Continue Reading

Flea Market finds

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Preferred names

I feel lyk such a losr when I tell ppl I have preferred names… Like YEAH my name is Miles… BUT I ALSO LIKE FELI TOO ??? Aaaaaaaaaa (TдT) it’s SO embarrassingggghhhh » Continue Reading

do you ever feel like you're not an interesting person? i do

what i mean by this is essentially like limiting how much information you spill abt yourself like ur beliefs or hobbies to the point where ppl js think you're uninteresting, like you're nothing but a blank piece of paper. its to the point where i outright convince myself sometimes that im js a fucking bore. like there's so many things abt myself i want to talk abt so that way i can make friends but like i also forget that people be judgemental asf sometimes, so its like you're talking passionate... » Continue Reading

new year new me

hey yall first ever blog post !! this year I feel like I've changed a lot physically and mentally. something clicked in my brain at some point and I actually started giving a shit about how I present myself irl and my actual relationships outside of the internet. I don't just wear a band tee and hoodie every day anymore !!! only sometimes !!!!! I made so many new friends this year and I miss them all dearly ,, I remember last summer I had a really bad phase where I felt alone and depressed becau... » Continue Reading

Summer as a Teen

FIRST BLOG!! ShortI’m not sure if another’s can relate, but I feel like summer is one of the worst seasons for a teen. Not because of the heat or anything, but for the lack of activities and things to do. Especially when you don’t have a lot of friends or and friend group. Idk, summer just sucks. I stay inside all day and kinda just lay in bed or play games on my phone. And don’t get me wrong I have friends, but it’s like we don’t make plans to hang out, or just hardly call. Frankly I prefer bei... » Continue Reading

another gross boy

hi stupid guy back here again. this ones a bit of a short oneee!! lol! i have a HUGE issue with my hygiene. i suck at maintaining my body so bad and i feel like shit about but will i do anything? no!!! i struggle to get myself to brush my teeth when i wake up, i find it hard to shower every night, i just fucking suck!!! its getting worse especially since its the summer and i have no need to really do much. ill go days on end without even bothering to shower, but its just so easy to lay in bed, t... » Continue Reading

Hoping tomorrow is a better day

I feel shitty, I had made my ex block me because my friend suggested it, I had wrote a blog on spacehey hoping they'd see it then block me. They did then I wrote that I did it on purpose and they said "I had a depressive episode, you could've just told me" and I responded "I wanted you to have a reason to block me so I couldn't unblock you and so you wouldn't have the thought of unblocking me on your mind 😅" and they said "So you just care about yourself?" I didn't mean to make it seem like that... » Continue Reading

I love it over here!!

I've just got here since spacehey is down for me, I really like this place since everything here looks so good and better then spacehey, can't wait to blog about nonsense here ♡ » Continue Reading

skateboard idea

ive always wanted to start my own skateboard deck company. have a few designs, enough to launch maybe 5 deck designs. and it would be deck designs that look cool without being nudity or gore, while not being cringy or preachy. once we finish buying a house i think im going to go through with it. actually file the llc and trademarks etc and start it. » Continue Reading

randomly got a surge of motivation

I was just watching yt when i randomly got a huge surge of motivation to clean my room and organize my wardrobe :3 I just finished the wardrobe part and there's still the rest of my whole room to clean....T_T BUT I CAN DO THIS!!!!! i dont wanna be a lazy slob who spends almost the whole day in bed watching yt anymore!!!! » Continue Reading

Confessions

Random disclaimerrr: I was a kid and mega cringe so In 2020 it was quarintine and I had nothing better to do than be on my phone all day. On youtube, I happened to stumble across some roblox royale high music videos and my favorite ones were of the songs "ODD" and "God Save the Prom Queen" so I would make my royale high avatar look like the one in the music videos and I would proceede to recite the whole song in the game. I literally wrote all the lyrics in a note book that i can probably still ... » Continue Reading

Returning to the worst depression ever.. does anyone have any cheesy positive self-help advice for me. / ramble #20

i don’t really know the purpose of this blog. more maybe to get some general advice that i somehow don’t know. I mean typically, i am the preacher of mental health advice and i take it seriously, like i can normally crawl out of depressions like these in the matter of a week but this time i just CANT. i dont understand and i dont know what or why or how. does ANYONE have ANY advice that could help me? even little things idc. i love cheesy mental health advice im an optimistcontent warning?? (i d... » Continue Reading

:p

guys I love my dad, he's so goofy 😋 » Continue Reading

:(

a única pessoa com quem eu conversava além do meu namorado não fala mais comigo, e de novo, eu estou cada vez mais sozinho. Eu tô tão cansado disso, todo mundo sempre vai embora da minha vida, eu queria saber qual é o meu problema que faz ninguém gostar de mim... Eu odeio ser desse jeito, odeio ficar sozinho e eu não aguento mais isso. Eu nem sequer consigo me lembrar como é ter alguma amizade irl, e agora qualquer afeto que eu recebo parece errado e não consigo suportar.. Estou cansado de ficar... » Continue Reading

hallo

HALLO!!!!!! » Continue Reading

Parents Rant (July 5th 2026)

⚠︎ Warning: talk about depression, eating disorders, and parents being mean ⚠︎ I kinda like, hate my parents. (my mom, aunt and grandma) That’s terrible of me to say but it’s true. They do nice things for me and say nice things to me but within the same day, they’ll turn around and get mad at me for something as simple as getting on my phone or playing a game & then they’ll be passive aggressive to me for the rest of the day and it’ll throw the whole day off. Like I used to genuinely get beat fo... » Continue Reading

ohhhh noooo

God damn it I need to stop picking my scabs now i LOOK like I stepped out of a blood bath » Continue Reading

Report card!!!

I finally got my grades back from school, I almost got all A's. im pretty proud of myself so i thought id share  » Continue Reading

cloonser

add my fortnite and roblox ✪ ω ✪  » Continue Reading

Another face Another dollar.

This week has been a beautiful time, life got dark and money got really tight, plans got cancelled and work refuses to help, much more likely a backlash from an unpaid karma I'll retribute instead of 20 reincarnations as a fruit fly.For starters, I'm quitting my job, looking for something with more allowance, I was comfortable and I was known, I was needed and looked after at the place, but they got silly with money and I believe in my axioms as rule of life, "Clean Business, Long Friendships" s... » Continue Reading

hi guys

i lowkey just got here from spacehey because its DEAD as hell sadly (my profile took so much effort there 😭) » Continue Reading

Hot take >P

I think that is app being underrated is not a bad idea...if it was popular ,i could end up like tiktok or insta (╥﹏╥) » Continue Reading

i’m so angryyy

i can’t find any brown boots i like and i lowk need some for my outfit for a party!! » Continue Reading

hair problems

i lov my pink hair vry much cuz its like my favorite color n stuff but i wanna b blonde sooooo bad :// it kinda washes me out n stuff but like its totally adorable » Continue Reading

hair problems

i lov my pink hair vry much cuz its like my favorite color n stuff but i wanna b blonde sooooo bad :// it kinda washes me out n stuff but like its totally adorable » Continue Reading

TIME.txt

As time ticks,When you go, ohYoull be gone,For a peiceof peaceAs the structure breaks down,Trust and hopes, dreams collapse,From truth's catastasisoh you'll be damned, my childbut you dont give up on that - easily.you still have so muchpotential.child... » Continue Reading

I do hope i'll make it to the upcoming school year

the annual spiraling that i go through every single summer is kicking my ass especially bad this yesr actually im barely even able to talk to the people ive been friends with for years erm not that they care about that Lolbig fat epic apolocheese to anyone trying to befriend me rn just give me a minute #doingsuperbad #sory » Continue Reading

Cottage pt 2

i am back from the cottage and all my limbs hurt...but it was so fun!!!!!!!!! » Continue Reading

Introduccion!

Im Lunala/ Luna and from Spain,I hope i can make some friends here or be able to post so random sht (LOL)‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿and im 17, i have a lot of stuff abot myself but i did forget about//‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿‿I have a black cat called "PO" yes.. just P-O...and he's a black ragdoll ⚞^. .^⚟ » Continue Reading

This app is so underratted fr » Continue Reading

Garden photos - yes, a gardening entry.

What a surprise, a gardening blog entry.  I figured I'd post this before I fly out to Alberta for a week for work.  So far, so good this year.  Although always remaining vigilant for pests (fuck European earwigs, cabbage white butterflies, and goddamn pillbugs). Not pictured is the cilantro, horseradish, loofa squash, and the specific wildflower plots. Or the other fruit trees (pear, cherry, plum, hazelnut). May your gardens be bountiful. Yes, that is a flektarn wizard hat.  If anyone can name t... » Continue Reading

Frist blog :-;

Well I'm new to Friend Rewind Hope I make a good impression :3Bueno soy nueva a Friend Rewind,Espero que haga una buena impresion :3 » Continue Reading

Back in the day idk

Happy Sunday guys. I miss the 3 days when this website wasnt banned on my school computers so much, it was so fun editing my profile there :( » Continue Reading

Being 22 is weird....

I don't know how to explain it but it's like everything and nothing at the same time.You know what you want to do (sort of) but at the same time it's seems like EVERYONE IS IN NEED OF NEW STAFF BUT NO ONE IS HIRING so you're stuck...You're happy but also really sad, you see everyone or most of the people you know find things so you get paranoid into thinking you're not doing enough and so you do more but you get burnout, everything is expensive but you need to buy things, you're too old to still... » Continue Reading

Diary #4

Today I went bird watching at a nature reserve with some new friends. It's so cool to find friends around my age interested in just walking around, looking for birds and being in nature. I did feel very shy/anxious at times when everyone else was talking about things I'm not interested in and just having to sit and listen. We went to a pub after the walk for lunch and I had some mussels with chips.Then this afternoon I found my old camera that I haven't used since 2019 and found out it still wor... » Continue Reading

Recent thoughts

Recently I've been thinking a lot about my life and just what I'm trying to get out of it. I've changed a lot about myself and my life in the past year. New gf, new job, new place. I'm going to be moving by Christmas though which will be another change. I like the change because its all been positive, and moving me in the right direction, but I'm still scared. I'm scared to start a new job and be in a new place and I'm terrified I wont be accepted for who I am. I guess its ok to be scared about ... » Continue Reading

ode to my useless, helpless, hermit self

today, i had thought too much. i kept putting off reminders of my miserable self and all of the bottled feelings and concerns. cozying up in my comfort zone. i dont think i can ever truly get out. the escape door is just an optimistic belief buried within my hopeful heart but nonetheless its a concept i often cling to or hoped to find in my crazy delusional thinking that might or could. where do i reach out? who can i talk to? often when people slur their words, so much certainty in their voices... » Continue Reading

“Its still your father tho” go fuck urself (kinda vent)

literally everyone tells me ts as if him coming home late as hell, fully drunk and beating up my mom jst bc she asked to act like a father for once (plus infront of me and my sis) is something easy to forgive.Literally the most vivid memory i have of them together is them arguing in the kitchen, him smashing on the table a bunch of keys and me tryng to get them all from the floor cus i was scared my dog would eat them and now jst bc its been a lot of time family members and even MY MOM asks me t... » Continue Reading

first post I suppose….

manblogging is so radI love blogging…… » Continue Reading

It's coming back. Again.

Apparently, we're having a THIRD heatwave 😭Mind you, the previous two were awful, and I have no idea how I'm supposed to handle this one properly. I've consumed more ice than anything else during these heatwaves. » Continue Reading

to all the north eastern american states - im sorry for the weather rn

i'm a southerner who's used to this heat and i feel so bad for y'all rn. it's like when we had those winter storms that our cities weren't prepared for and it's like that with y'all and the heat. i hope you guys find ways to keep cool (swimming or ice skating or a cold drink) and make it through this. you got it 🙏🏼 » Continue Reading

【遅れて配信】コウタの「金曜夜の質問」第2回：好きな季節は？/ [LATE] Kota's Friday Night Questions #2: What's your favorite season?

🇯🇵 (JP):やあ！コタだよ！ 一年には春、夏、秋、冬の四季があるよね。 そこで質問なんだけど、みんなの一番好きな季節はどれ？ 僕の場合は、秋が一番好き。葉っぱの色が変わって落ちていく様子が本当に好きなんだ。 じゃあね、コタ！🇺🇸/🇬🇧 (EN):Hiya! Kota here!There are four seasons of the year: spring, summer, autumn (or fall), and winter.So I have a question: What is your favourite season?For me: My specific favourite is autumn, because I really like how the leaves change colour and fall during the season.That's all, Kota out! » Continue Reading

Growing up...

Lately I've been thinking about how fast time moves, how what felt like a day ago was actually a year ago. How I sometimes forget that I'm not a kid anymore. Growing is a bittersweet feeling. Some days I wish I could go back, to feel the past again, to pause time, to stop feeling the pressure of growing up. But there's also beauty in growing, because as time passes, I find more within myself. I carry the depth of all versions of myself I can be, for I can grow into the version my younger self ne... » Continue Reading

idk why and im sorry

please if you are here to have fun ignore this, im writing about stuff i struggle with, it doesnt make you a bad person not to read this, just continue and have fun please im not being sarcasticalso sorry for my stupid username i just wanna be as anonymous as i can i dont want someone from irl to find me somehow and afterall thats all that i will write hereim not promoting being sad as a trend i hate those ppl who do bc now no one takes ppl with actual problems seriously bc of themim so sorry if... » Continue Reading

Power outage and weather rant

I HATE THIS HEAT. I’m in New York’s and not only was the high 103 degrees a few days ago but yesterday we had a HUGE storm that actually *somehow* SET A CVS ON FIRE??? like it’s GONE. The back end is ashes. Anyway like 3 tree branches broke at my house and the power was out for about 12 hours. The only thing keeping me sane was my fall out boy and MCR cds (also mallrats and the killers) but man was that scary. 80mph winds too. Absolute hell. Power outages mean no ac and no ac means you’re sleepi... » Continue Reading

heat

its so hot outside im eating ice. » Continue Reading

idk how much longer i can take it

i wanna end it all bru i feel like everyone hates me and im a fucking disturbance to fucking everyone fuck my shitty ass life » Continue Reading

My day

Today was so fun! i wore a cute outfit that i actually felt comfortable in; a navy blue bubble skirt and a polka-dot vest with a cute cardi and legwarmers. it was such a girly outfit, i felt so myself in it. often, i think im too tall to seem girly. this time, it didnt feel like i was a man in a dress, you know?I met my bestfriend floss for lunch, a little lunch date at the pub her grandad used to own. it was renovated and super cute! we sat in a private little nook with really sticky chairs (ew... » Continue Reading

jul 4/ blog 1

ima actually blog for once so lets talk abt the past week!(i have sum cool photos so stay to the end)so i went on a camping trip with my family from last monday to yesterday, and it wasnt to existing so their isnt much to say. It was extremely hot so that sucked, and we also went to see this giant elephant ig?? i have a hat from that too so that will be at the end. anyways normal camping activities were done, fire pit, smmores, etc. it was mylittle cousin first camping trip also. thats rlly it f... » Continue Reading

i yearn to be a teenage boy

okay maybe not completely, and my view on them is mainly jus steriotypes of them that arent necessarily only available for one gender buttt, i would do anything to just be a by for one day despite being really feminine presenting. i do also think its apart of why im not fully secure in my sexuality, i often find myself wondering if i am attracted to boys or the idea of feeling like one, it also frequently intertwines with my attraction to girls (which i am secure in lol).i feel very teenage boy ... » Continue Reading

I HATE THIS

Why do my parents always have to suck my happiness out of me?! I rarely feel happy or have joy. The last three days have been the best I had in more than a year but now they completely ruined it again. Why do they always have to judge me and my life choices? My hobbies and places like this is the only thing I’ve got otherwise I’m completely alone.  » Continue Reading

I NEED BDAY GIFT IDEASSS

Okay, to whoevers reading this and you dont know my friend groups lore all you need to know is that my 'friends' (El) bday is in october and that my friends like worship her. Anyway, her bday is coming up and ik its only july but im a crocheter and its lwk expected for me to crochet gifts + im a rlly slow crocheter. the reason im asking this is bc i lwk have beef with her but she also always has a sleepover after so it cant be too shitty since im most likely going since im still somehow in the f... » Continue Reading

How my fourth of July went!

Here are some photos I took yesterday on the 4th!And now the fireworks!http://www.kamtape.com/watch?v=YGXIlRw7EhAThat's pretty much it, bye! » Continue Reading

Story time?

When I was 12 years old I was standing on a window (For clarification I was inside not outside 0-0 ) because I was watching my uncle and his friends. But then they left so I was like WELL! might as well go back to my roomI was downstairs in the living room. To set the picture of how my living room looks like, there's a window facing the street. And in front of the window there's the table, but on the left side there's a big chair up against the wall. So instead of being a normal person and turni... » Continue Reading

people at my school

    some idiots at my school are making a girl with down syndrome cry. even when teachers put them in detention the still do it and no one seems to think it is a big deal » Continue Reading

SHOWA TIME WITH MENTAL ILLNESS:(

If you have any kind of mental illness, especially depression, you’d know that showering and keeping yourself clean is a hard task:( I personally have a hard time getting enough energy to shower most days. Especially after working at a daycare all day and coming home mentally drained. Luckily, after telling my bf this one day, he has started helping me with showers! I can just ask him to wash my hair for me (I hate doing it because I feel like I never get it clean enough) and he’s already gettin... » Continue Reading

Got #1 trending on a video site

worked on a small video for a while and posted it on Glomble (kind of a niche one tbh...) and it's been trading spots on the top 5 recommended for a while so that's pretty sick... the support on the video is also nice » Continue Reading

back from the club~

it was really fun i went with my friends!!! and NO, i did NOT do anything with my fansthe dj played my shit this time which was good on himjust wanted to let you guys know how it went ☆ » Continue Reading

HII

i just got here and idk what im doing soooooo :p gonna spend 500 years customising my profile i thinkkk » Continue Reading

My habits (most of these are from my autism)

I bite on the hems on my t shirts constantly, causing them to have holes in themI walk on my tip toes a lotI do not like eye contact. I usually stare at a point past their shoulderWhen I get angry I hit my surroundingsI do not have volume control :'( people say I either speak too quietly or too loudlyI do not like getting out of my comfort zone because I get too anxiousThere's a lot more but nobody is going to read this anyway LOL » Continue Reading

small rant lololol

today i was gonna go outside because my MOM keeps complaining about me staying in my room all day but NoOOoooOOoo thats not enough because NOW shes like "oh so your just going outside to buy headphones and a book but you dont NEED a book and you should ask a friend to go out" WELL YOU WERE JUST COMPLAINING ABOUT ME NOT GOING OUT AND NOW YOU HAVE A PROBLEM???? ITS NOT MY FAULT THAT IM TOO SCARED TO ASK MY FRIENDS BECAUSE IM SCARED OF THEM SAYING NO "oh but why dont you just tell her that" BECAUSE... » Continue Reading

Trying something new!! (Entry #2)

I've been wanting to get back into J-fashion for a while now since it's been... A year now I think? And I've been getting pretty bored of just doing my hair and makeup the same way so I'm gonna try out gyaru makeup B)I might post a video on here and on my YouTube of me doing my makeup once I've figured out what to do. Speaking of, actually, I don't know if I should do a full wipe of my YouTube channel </3 I don't really like my feed anymore... I wanna restart it !! I'll probably just post music ... » Continue Reading

Exploring/touching grass🙉

I really want to go and explore the whole world, but school is stopping me. It sucks, I'm stuck inside a room full of books without stopping.. no breaks or anything. I'll drag y'all with me once I get out of this cubeash room. I promise this🤕 » Continue Reading

Stretching my freakin ears.

I just tried to stretch to 00g and immediately torn my fat freakin lobe so now i have to size down to 2g again. To be fair I only waited like 2 weeks before sizing up but I just want to have cool ears NOW!!  » Continue Reading

Mediicine

THIS IS GONNA BE SHORT — BUT I TOOK MY MEDICINE LIKE I SHOULD AND NOW I CAN TASTE IT EVEN AFTER I DRANK A LITRE OF WATER! :(( I hate how it tastes tooooooooooo :((But at least I’m healthy (^з^)-☆ » Continue Reading

Happy birthday Technoblade

i stumbled upon a video by tommyinnit which he usually doesnt come up for mbut it was techno's birthday some days ago and he made a music videoand im currently crying but its oko7 » Continue Reading

What happened on June 5th 2007

Hey so uh this is like a series where I pick a random date and see what happened on that day so uh creds to that one YouTuber who also does this.First the former vice president I. Lewis scooter was sentenced to about three years for obstruction in a cia  investigation.second a category five cyclone made landfall in Oman and created winds that went 100 mph.Third us government decided to arrest ten people  including general Vang po for plotting to overthrow the government of Laos.Third the Nigeria... » Continue Reading

I think I'm jus a lil geeked

kay... hear me out. Nobody actually knows what's going on. We're all just pretending. We wake up, drink bean water to become functional, stare at glowing rectangles for eight hours, then lie down unconscious and call that a normal Tuesday.Also, think about sleep for a second. Your brain literally says, 'I'm shutting everything down for maintenance. Good luck.' And you're just supposed to trust that you'll wake up? Imagine if your laptop did that every night without asking. You'd return it immedi... » Continue Reading

My sleep schedule is horrible

it's literally 5 AM right now.... My body must hate me for having such a horrid sleep schedule... and i'm probably gonna end up waking up at like 6 pm tomorrow which will probably cause me to end up not sleeping that night and after tomorrow there's school again so that means i would probably end up sleeping in class and stuff aughhhh...thank god that the first class in monday is sports and the teacher barely gives us anything to do so we basically have almost the entire class as extra free time... » Continue Reading

4th of booly

my friend stayed the night at my house...the night was filled with heaven and a little bit of regret for the both of us...hopefully she gets better 🫩 » Continue Reading

05/07/2026 - a lazy sunday

hellooo everyone!☆today has been okay for a sunday — i am not a fan of sundays and therefore usually am not left in a good mood. today was nice though, i done a little bit more of the embroidery kit my best friend got for me. getting a singular thread out is incredibly annoying though... anyway, whilst i done some of the embroidery, i also watched some bookish/physical media vlogs which was nice! i like having something on in the background when doing something crafty. i also finished two sectio... » Continue Reading

these bugs in my room are making me go INSANE

every night when i go to sleep i hear them crawling... crawling...so basically im the kind of person who likes to stay in my room all day and go online (im a chud) and eat in it and keep it a lil dark and i dont clean it often (NO ITS NOT A TOTAL MESS I JUST FORGET TO DUST AND HOOVER SOMETIMES IT LOOKS CLEAN) and so these bugs kept appearing when i try to go to sleep, i think theyre called woodworms or something? idk. so its making me go insane because yesterday i found like 4-5 in my room just ... » Continue Reading

4th of july

buzz balls, jack daniels, modelo, im in heaven right now 😍🫶 » Continue Reading

things to pass time with

does anyone have any movies, shows, games, or books they like? i want to expand my knowledge on books... i also need to know which ones i should larp bc i'm expecting questions like "what my favorite book is" soon... i got to spend my time wisely... thanks in advance 😆 » Continue Reading

happy 4th of july !!

i spent 4th of july today with one of my bestfriends lunar, i love spending time with her !!!! we went and watched the fireworks, then we stopped at five guys and got burgers (they were SO good)🥹🥹🥹🥹today was awesome, i dont usually get invited to watch fireworks with anyone. the only bad thing was i came home to absolutely no power and had to take my makeup off + change my clothes in complete darkness besides a little light from a flashlight. we might not have power until wednesday (atleast that... » Continue Reading

I love secrets

were you expecting more..? mayhaps a hint? no hint𓁹‿𓁹 HEH. » Continue Reading

4th of july

heres some photos i took today on fourth of july! happy 4th to everyone especially the immigrants and natives and african americans that make this country beautiful4th of july makeupfireworks showmy new orchid » Continue Reading

Idfk atp

I don’t know atp in my life some days I just don’t want to wake up I go home to my mom in 3 days I don’t know if ima be able to hold it together my grandma is in the hospital again- I don’t want to leave my dad or stepmom I just wish some crazy shit would happen and I would have to stay longer..it makes me sick thinking about having to go home- » Continue Reading

4th of July

I enjoy the good firework once in a while, but lord living in a big city freaking sucks because they will pull out the most crazy shit and it will go on for hours multiple times a day 😔 it’s so exhausting and loud sometimes, then the air smells like smokes for hours too  I’m typing this on my phone and the reaction image looks massive LMFAO i dont know how to fix it 😭😭Anyways happy July 4th ig  » Continue Reading

4th of July yuh

Happy 4th of July chat, hope everyone celebrating today has a good time and enjoys the fire worksStay safe tho guys I’m already seeing so much dumb shit outside with people and fireworks😭💀 and fireworks are getting really loud omgYea have an awesome 4th of July :D » Continue Reading

Sla se alguem le oq eu posto

Gente do céu, faz acho que algumas semanas (acho que duas semanas) que eu simplesmente viciei em gyarus, só que foi em um nível absurdo mesmo. Quando eu fiz pela primeira vez a maquiagem, foi como se eu tivesse descoberto quem eu sou de verdade e como eu quero ser. Hoje eu fiz a maquiagem e eu me senti muito feliz com ela (tirando a parte em que eu nao sei colar cílios direito e colei errado, doeu muito p tirar mds e ainda saiu alguns cílios meus🥀) parece que eu finalmente me sinto pertencente a... » Continue Reading

Life + job update

They rejected me 😭. But gladly I got a interview at a sandwich shop. Also I came out to my mom as non-binary tdy,which she was surprisingly supportive about and I ordered a mp3 player it's suppose to come Monday ┌⁠(⁠・⁠。⁠・⁠)⁠┘Movie reviews: backrooms 4.5/5 it's confusing but it makes sense, also I love how it leaves space for ppl to make interpretations and theories about the film.      Paprika 4.5/5 also very confusing but once you understand the plot it a very very deep and beautiful movie. » Continue Reading

fourth of july

the sky is going boom boom rnalso first blog post hi there » Continue Reading

a rotting corpse. i used to be that man.

red is my favourite colour. has been a while.everything i own is purple. some old things i own are green. even a few old clothes are brown. (edit: these clothes dont even fit me anymore and i wish they would so bad this isnt related to anything but dude i had this really cute skirt and i wish it still fit)i think it shows who i was as a person, even if it just was my favourite colour at the time. whenever i go to someone's house, i truly never observe that much. my own room feels so much differe... » Continue Reading

Insecurities

I would say that I'm not that much of an insecure person. I find myself to be cute, I've never really had someone say the opposite. There's too many opinions and differing beauty standards to really give a crap anyways, why should I care what some random ass people I don't know think about my appearance. Obviously not everyone can just ignore it like that but I wish they could, why care what someone random person who doesn't care about you thinks or something randoms on the internet? You shouldn... » Continue Reading

260704 | happy 4th

started off the day with a shift at work. today was surprisingly chill! there was entertainment at 1:30PM for the residents which put them in a good mood :) plusss since its a federal holiday i get paid XTRA for working YAYunfortunately i have no freaking plans for today. was supposed to go drink at my bff's house but her mom said NO to having anyone over at the moment ughhand obviously the plan was to sleepover there bc under no way am i drinking and driving... so unless i want to beg my mom to... » Continue Reading

god fucking damnit

My mp3 player's battery died,i have only one charger that works with it and i have NO idea of where that charger is AGHHHHH just shoot me in the head alreadyjfskalhflahlfaeçeaihrçioaerhoetnjdsjbgkhy (っ╥﹏╥ς) » Continue Reading

hi.

srry for nvr being online uhhh.. yeah i never check this place soz!! msg me on twitter @ phandomeden :) » Continue Reading

i hate when people always talk about wanting to live in a diffrent time (spacehey blog from 6 months agp)

okay I know current times suck with this Brainrot and annoying people but these people who say "i wish it was still the 2000s because no one is cool anymore" sucks because instead of actually trying to enjoy yourself you talk about a year you were not even alive in or barely alive in. they are the reason that the 2020s are so bad they are so unbearable to hangout with and i know not everyone like this is bad because I used to do this but i actually tried to change it i stopped using TikTok and R... » Continue Reading

HEADS UP IM CAFFINATED AND THOSE IN HELL FEARS ME (rant)

330 MG of caffeine is flowing through my veins i feel unstoppable rn but i cant do nothing cuz its just a sleepover i cant just walk over, steal hardware supplies and build a castle in their front yard, thats not cool. You know? everyday i used to wish i could live in the woods almost alone, now i wish majority of people would disappear from earth, leaving like 5 people per city alive so we can all do what we want yknow? i could loot pharmacies for my meds, collect rainwater, own a pack of dogs ... » Continue Reading

fiscicles

pls ad me if u like darren shan » Continue Reading

frequent mourning keeps me a jax fan

so i was literally sitting down right and my brother cums up to me and tys to cut my hair and i try to stop him and he opes the scissors and cuts a hole in my hand (he cuta dent jk ) » Continue Reading

happy birthday america

yay happy 4th of july🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅 » Continue Reading

AWAY WITH WORDS (*^▽^*)(*^▽^*)

im so EXCITED for next saturday!!! Away with words is playing at the boombox in miami and i can't wait this will be my third hardcore show and my second time moshing ^_^^_^ » Continue Reading

Diary #3

Today was spent at home being productive in the morning doing things for wills. It's so hard to quantify a value on items that are worth more sentimentally. Like how am I supposed to price my plushies and Sylvanian Families?? They're never going to leave me 😭Rest of the day was mainly spent reading, with an occasional break for games/food. The book I was reading was Wild Seed by Octavia E. Butler. Now I've enjoyed some others of Butler's books, but UGH I HATED the MMC. I was surprised at how vis... » Continue Reading

I cried myself to sleep

But then I woke in the middle of the night. I did the daily Worlde. The word was fucking "pizza" That shit was so funny. I don't have depression anymore. » Continue Reading

me 0 vs heat 4

this heat has kept me from doing so much stuff, cause tell me why when my mom ordered me pizza I have two doors, screen door and then the door ofc, when I opened the door, the heat just HITS ME like i offended its whole bloodline, if you didn't get the pain of it, it's the equivalent when someone tells you Ryden never had tension I been wanting to dance to lose some weight and try practicing with my hoops and then BAM 81 degrees at night hope your happy Zara Larsson, I hate summer with a passion... » Continue Reading

Ignore

There are days where I ignore everyone I know and stay in my room sleeping all day. Well, I wasn't sleeping, but I most certainly was ignoring everyone the last two days. I'm not even sure why, I was just kind of fed up with everyone and everything. To be Frank I still am, but I can't keep ignoring all my friends and my gf. Well we aren't officially dating yet, it's rather complicated. but I do plan to officially ask her tomorrow. This is a really short entry. -Angel » Continue Reading

happy 4th of july my buddies!!! 🎇

im so grateful for everyone and hope yall an amazing day with yall friends and family » Continue Reading

i am NOT 24

I'm 15 at the moment! » Continue Reading

Quick Update!

First things first, this blog is gonna be talking about 2 thingsOne of them being my blog "July 4th", and also about my forum "SpaceHey complaints"1. So turns out my aunt is sick, so I won't be able to tell her about be being transmasc, but I will meet with her next week, and I still get to see fireworks :D2. After going through and reading some of the replies of my forum, I have come to realize that I've dodged a nuclear bomb by coming here instead of SpaceHey  =͟͟͞͞(꒪ᗜ꒪ ‧̣̥̇)Almost all of the ... » Continue Reading

Me as of a few days ago!

heres a more recenrt photo i took (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ) » Continue Reading

me!

if you wanna talk text me on instagram in my bio!!! 𓆰𓆪 » Continue Reading

sleepaway

i leave for sleepaway camp tmrw 0.0im very excited, im going for 4 weeks this year. i cant wait 2 see all my friends again! during the time im at sleepaway imma be inactive (although i may find a way to sneak onto the internet, we’ll see). im going to an art camp so when i get back ill share all the art ive made :> » Continue Reading

People tend to blur the internet with reality

I do believe that some people blur internet culture with reality. Take for example at how many "alt" people you see online, but the second you step into a local Walmart, they’re nowhere to be found. Or how left-wing ideologies may be heavily pushed across your feed, yet Trump still won the election. It’s all a massive optical illusion, but people’s brains are too fried by algorithms to notice.Social media doesn’t care about reality; it cares about engagement. It consolidates niche subcultures an... » Continue Reading

first post on here

Hello world! » Continue Reading

Happy 4th of July!!

today marks another 4th of July, in the book! Im missing my dad heavy again today ..it’s been 7 years since i spent a 4th of July with him since he passed. I miss u today. Seeing all the American flags , thank u for serving our country dad. » Continue Reading

I didnt mean literal “bullying” someone on the internet 😭. I meant maybe disagreeing with someone and kind of being a bitchabout it and them being nice… » Continue Reading

I hate when im calling someone when they dont speak. #Akward. » Continue Reading

OMG this place is cool.

Soooo I was looking for a new social site to meet people that wasnt minimalist and boring, found this one and its awesome!! Good to be here with you all! ^w^ » Continue Reading

happy fourth everyponi !!

and happy birthday to alfred f jones >< » Continue Reading

My bsf died a year ago 2day

And my new friend that im really close doesn't even care. I don't know if she even remembers, I told her tho. And instead of her tryna at lest comfort me a lil she's upset bc her bf is texting her. Wtf. And im stuck on a 6 hour car ride coming back from camp with her not even talking to me. And I'm trying so so so hard to keep everything together but it's so hard when everything is jst constantly all I can think abt is her. I hope you have a happy 4th of July to my Americans » Continue Reading

a little about my life

It's been a little over 8 months since I moved out of my parents house. Lately I have been in a rough time in regards of money, loneliness and adapting to my new life. In a happier note, I applied to a government funded institution that specializes in vocational training, I think they call this Technical Colleges in the USA. If I'm lucky enough, I might get chosen to study Mecánica de Precisión (google says this could be called precision engineering, precision mechanics or precision machining). ... » Continue Reading

Soy autista-Algo copiado de mi página web porq NO voy a volver a escribir todo eso.

El lunes 29/6, fui a la neurologa. Mis padres charlaron un rato con ella, yo también. Me hizo unas cuantas preguntas, sobre mi vida, de las cuales no recuerdo mucho ahora mismo. Mi mamá preguntó:¿Pero qué tiene? ¿Es autista o no?"No quiero poner etiquetas en ella, pero si, tiene sintomás del espectro autista, que cómo sabemos, es bastante amplio."Entonces, me empezó a preguntar si entendía lo que era ser autista, y se dió cuenta, no estaba preocupada. No estaba triste o algo.Estaba sonriendo.Le ... » Continue Reading

Vent (Religion Doubts and Suicidal Thoughts)

[GETZ ONLINE]do i even believe in Allah anymore?everyday, i dont pray at all. i never pray at all. i cant memorize all of the surahs or the niat during pray, all i think is "Just pray. Dont think about anything else" while I pray.im too lazy to pray.i start overthinking things, cus if i dont, it will happen to me sooner or later.i think im bad luck.everytime i join something, i somehow become the weakest or the worst member of the team and quit. or maybe when i join, the whole team starts becomi... » Continue Reading

On Anger & Resentment

This blog entry is more of a reflective statement for me in general than it is me waxing poetic, I guess. Over the past year or so, I’ve come to the realization that one of my family members is a genuine jackass; and that’s on me, because I feel like I’ve been hoping for a small chance that there was a part of them that cared. And maybe they do still care, but it doesn’t change the fact that they’ve gone behind my back, lied to my face about it, and previously terrify me the way that they did. A... » Continue Reading

Fourth of July Tarot Pull

Wow. Wow wow wow wow wow. I'm trembling a little bit while I type this lolI'll start this post off by saying that I saw tiktoks yesterday saying that our illustrious president (eye roll) was wanting to attempt to break some kind of record by giving the longest speech during the 250th celebration today. In 100+ heat. Fat fuckin' chance, right? He'll probably end up giving like a five minute speech, if that, and then retreat inside into the AC.But, if he DOES try to attempt this, I see this going ... » Continue Reading

how to open a bottle of wine with a shoe

its about 5 am when im writing this. its the fourth of july tomorrow and i get to see one of my buds for the first time, but i don't really care. i just got done hanging out with my girlfriend and gosh is it great. as dumb as it sounds, she makes me feel like im actually meant for things. like there's more to life then the display of my laptop, like there's more to life then this stupid house in high sky california. its such a beautiful thing, and i couldn't be more happier. in other news, frien... » Continue Reading

oh brother

does anyone's sibling js tell them to stfu and kys?? loll what the flipp he tells me this every time we argue and stuff over the smallest things but no matter how many times he's gonna say this over and over again, my heart will effin hurt, still.. then he'll act like it's nothing afterwardsi js can't comprehend how he could say such hurtful words so casually... » Continue Reading

Kurt Cobain and other worm food

Shocking title, I know. But it’s been over thirty years and he’s still dead. When you look at actual statistics, the “27 club” is a myth. Musicians die at all ages, but the tragedy exists none the less. Cobain, Amy Winehouse, Jim Morrison et. al. all left us at such young ages when they still had so much more life in them.Chuck Berry, famous for so many iconic songs in the late 1950s, didn’t have a number one hit until 1972 when he was in his late 40s. Gerard Way was about 29 when My Chemical Ro... » Continue Reading

just talking

im going to dye my hair today, my mom got me pink dye so ill use it later when she gets the bleach too because the hair dye didnt come with bleach. i think thats pretty stupid. all hair dyes should come with the bleach unless the color is black or something » Continue Reading

What do u want to be ?

I'm 18 soon 19 and I left school have no job and I still don't know what to do. I mean I have sm idea of what I want to be and that the problem how am I supposed to choose ? I love to learn sm and I love art and sciences, I want to be a biologist but a marine biologist too and astrophysicist but a nuclear physicist too I love art and nature so I want to be a photographer too and a florist I love animals so I thought of becoming a vet too and a doctor too even if Idk in what area yet and pharmaci... » Continue Reading

Having family over is so awkward.

broooo i was forced to draw something for my cousins AND ALL I KNOW HOW TO DRAW IS CATBOYS. broooo it was mad lame... going to cherry fest today... » Continue Reading

Exx bff Part 2

DISCLAIMERRRR!!!! i realized that the wording in part one was a little off. When i said she called him her "brother" i meant it as in "he was like a brother" my bad everyone. So after she told me i can have him i ended up kissing him btw this was a very innocent amateurish kiss it was dead a peck that only lasted 0.0005 seconds. Next day shes going around acting as if i was humping and making out with her man like damn girl it was just a fucking peck. Then she decides to just drop all this info ... » Continue Reading

How to get over someone

There's this one guy I've been crushing on for like 2 yrs, he actually is a rlly sweet person but sucks as a boyfriend. He had a crush on basically our whole grade except me. Hes gotten rejected multiple times. And all my friends tell me to get over him, but I don't know how to get over him. Any tips on getting over a guy » Continue Reading

US back to UK - a funny gem to Independence Day

This gem ist somewhat older, maybe 15 or a mere 20 years old. I often used it to jokingly mock the Americans on their most important patriotic holiday of the year and have adapted it from time to time to actual circumstances. But in light of the chaotic times nowadays with a decline in Britain's "glory" since the utter brexshit referendum and a totally running nuts clown ruling (and demolishing parts of) the White House, I see no sense in actualising.But nonetheless it's a good and funny to read... » Continue Reading

A 6 With My Words; A 2 If You Had To Meet Me.

July 3rd, 11:46 PMI feel so incredibly lucky to be able to feel all these new emotions and have all these experiences with someone like her, and she’s so patient with me; it makes me so happy. She knows how I am when it comes to these kinds of experiences and makes sure she’s not rushing anything. The most attractive thing about her has to be her understanding of me. Honestly, when it comes to new experiences and emotions I’m not familiar with, I've always pushed those kinds of feelings away fro... » Continue Reading

Must skate again back in SF!

Anyone know any cool skate spots in SF? Skating around the piers and around Japantown is sick and would recommend if your in the area » Continue Reading

random note survey thingy :P (feel free 2 copy and paste 2 do it urself! tag me if u want)

07/04/2005 2:59 AM Current mood: bored THE MYSPACE ABOUT ME SURVEYTELL US ABOUT YOURSELFname:: Jazzminnickname:: Jazi/Jazz/whatevahow old are you:: 16zodiac sign:: Capricorncurrent location:: PA baybeeeye color:: Grayhair color:: A weird combo from past dying it, its got sum gold, red, its oddhair type:: naturally curlyy but might straighten it soonheight:: 5’0....your heritage:: hispaniccwhat’s your middle name:: Elizabethshoe’s you wore today:: None..besides some flip flops for a few mins to w... » Continue Reading

July 4th

So, I've lowkey realized that it's the fourth of July, but I absolutely do NOT care about how it's the 250th birthday of the u.s yadayada whateva..Although... I will be hanging out with my aunt today and might tell her about me being transmasc. . . I hope she'll understand with her also being apart of the lgbtq+ community!(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)P.s - I feel the only good thing about the the fourth is the fireworks tbh, who's with me on that. » Continue Reading

birfday woes methinks

eighty one, flip it around!!! I'm not an American so having a birthday on July 4th ain't really significant for me nor any of my loved ones but I wish you all a good day today wherever you may be.😊I don't even know what I'm doing for my birthday, planning is tooooo much effort 🙄 » Continue Reading

how to regain motivation?

so uuhh idk how to make a blog i dont even know how to exist on the internet but like...howhow do I do stuff, how do I get the energy to get up and do it? I've been finishing some projects I had paused for a few months and trying to actually use my brain for more than just staying on my phone but like....school:/ so uhm my guitars has been untouched for like 5 months and ive never learned a full song so I guess I wanna work on that? And get back on drawing and stuff. So what gets you out of bed?... » Continue Reading

muh

i've been talking to a lot of my connections lately but i keep feeling like something's missing or i'm not there even if i think i'm being invested. i think i want my neurons to touch someone else's so there's no space but never physically, just the electricityit might be on me because i don't really tell anyone about my likes and super-likes but i'm such a loser nerd about things i feel like it's so annoying. i will keep keeping it under lock and key however. i don't like people to think about ... » Continue Reading

hello again

i'm going to the club again tomorrow night who wants to go with me??? » Continue Reading

i love my friends

hi first blogthe ppl ive been wanting to interact with a lot have started to invite me to do things with them recently and im so happy that i finally have friends that i feel comfortable with being around🥹🥹 theyre all so awesome and i hope i get to do more with themm ^^ » Continue Reading

Looking for more Christian church going friends, or just any new friends with good vibes!1

Hello!! My instant message is always open! I love talking to new people and making new friends!  » Continue Reading

Bams dni list ! ⊹ ࣪ ˖

Please don’t interact if you’re over 18 unless I interact first or we have mutual friendsIf you unironically say larp, foid or moidAi users, learn how 2 use ur brainIf you joke about pedophelia or SATransphobic, homophobic, racist, etcIf you’re purely just looking for a relationship, im not ur person 2 talk to, sorry :cIf you hate on victims or people who are struggling (sh, ed, etc)These aren’t really strict dnis u can still interact but I do block pretty freely !!!!!I am autistic and have anxi... » Continue Reading

i need more frinds

Gusy i need more friends immeditaly, i dont have very much irl ones so im desperate for online one, whihch lowkey soaunds bad but uhm idrc. i love shoppin, playing roblox, listening to muisc, watching movies, and etc. i really fun so you guys to to hmu 😓p.s. srry if none of this makes sense im drunk on the fourth but i love u guys; be my friend!!! » Continue Reading

Idk wat to do :((

Sigh, ive been talking to this dood for almost over 8 months now and i rlly rlly like him but idk what to do, we talk but not a lot and its a bummer since i rlly love talking to him, and he doesnt rlly show any affection towards me, ive liked him for like 6 months and i know he liked me at one point but idk wat to do #-# its so lame bc i feel like he barely notices me somedays, and most days hes not even busy and he js doesnt wanna talk:/ what shld i do???? » Continue Reading

Fireworks ugh

People are so fucking annoying. I hate fireworks, and the days leading up to the Fourth of July, I've heard fireworks every night for the past 4 days. It's bad right now because it's nearly the 4th, people are trying to sleep. I don't want to hear this shit, they're going to light up fireworks after the 4th too. » Continue Reading

some wind archer cookie images!!!

(Posted to r/waifuism)so here's some images of my boyfriend! we've been dating since 2021 (so about 3 years ), sadly i never thought to set the date we made it official.someone on tumblr had talked about being a waifuist (they where dating a cookie run character at the time), and that led me to becoming a waifuist as i now knew there was a community for me <3sorry for the image quality, i'm using a camera from like 2015 or so, so its not great.I have more merch too, but i didn't want to take eve... » Continue Reading

4th of july

NOT looking forward to all the fireworks that are gonna go off for the next day or two. I heard fireworks just now its not even the 4th of july yet 😭😭 I really dont understand the hype for fireworks theyre literally just bright colors in the sky with a REALLY LOUD BANG with it. I feel bad for all the animals (including my 3 dogs) because fireworks stress them out so bad. petition to uhhhh replace fireworks with uhhhhhh something that isnt so disruptive oh yeah also theres babies trying to sleep ... » Continue Reading

i hear the fireworks outside right now and it isnt the forth of july yet and its pissing me off this isnt related to the blog its just annoying

i've been thinking about that one blog where i said i felt more mature than people my age.god is it stupid.today i was scrolling (as usual) and saw someone complaining about people my age saying we feel more mature than our peers. and yeah. i guess. it is stupid. everyone my age says it.but it also feels invalidating in a way. not being more mature or knowing more isnt the issue. i quite frankly dont care. but feeling disconnected being boiled down to "common early teen stupidity"i get it. it so... » Continue Reading

FUCKINGGGG UTERUSES EWWWW EW EW FUCK ME!!!

I GOT MY PERIOD THE DAY B4 4TH OF JULY IMA BLOW MY SHIT CLEAN OFF UGHHH I DONT WANNA DANMIT I DON'T WANT MY UTERUS IMA RIP THIS THING OUT AND THROW IT AS SOMEONE WITH A FAT ASS GLOBBY SPLAT XP!!!-𝑨𝒗𝒊𝒔 » Continue Reading

decorations on website - help and thoughts!

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fw me bruu

i’m cool asf if u get 2 know me » Continue Reading

i need friends bru

im lonely asf pls add me bru » Continue Reading

any tips for stop being selfish and childish...?

well... i got a really dumb breakdown over my sister becuase i felt alone, and then i started screaming and i started to cry becuase she doesn't replied to my texts (i didn't even knew that she didn't had time to reply to them or she just doesn't want to until a extent) and i got like EXTRA ANGRY when my brother talked to me sincerely saying i was being so selfish and don't using my head to form a tought and i get angry over even a fly. how do i change this behavior? i feel bad over these situat... » Continue Reading

I noticed I need sleep

I’m speaking in ancient tongues now goodnight! » Continue Reading

Never a good picture???

Can never get a good picture of my face brooo, um I don’t know what else to say umm im stretching out on the couch right now, I do NAWT have any reason to be here unless Im a potential biochemist idk I wanna be one. I’ve lowkey spent a lot of money that’s a thing I did in the month of June what did you guys do? Grrr I have nothing else to sayyyy! I wanna go back to 5th grade I think I was trying harder in 5th grade, I was also trying in 7th grade too not to discredit, actually I’m gonna play cre... » Continue Reading

kinda odd

i keep having paranoia that something bad is gonna happenusually its in the car or late at night,i get hyperfocused and keep thinking that either someone's going to come in my house or im going to get into a car crashfrickin weird dude : / » Continue Reading

Got a new AC...

Awesome. My mom and her boyfriend we installing it in my room and my mom called the game i was playing annoying and told me to stop, but i didn't want to soz ofc she was upset any pissy like brooo leave me alone its my roommm... ik she was helping, but where the hell else am i gonna play??? » Continue Reading

idk

im bored my kitten bit me  » Continue Reading

𝑅𝑎𝑠𝑐𝑖𝑚 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑓𝑟𝑢𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛

Yes if you defend racists you ARE just as bad as racists. I don't care if they were 14 or 13. 12 is pushing it for me. Anyway, if black people were old enough to get raped by slave masters, then people today are old enough to know not to say that word. I'm so tired of everyone saying we should forgive racists. No, they can all die and I don't care if I get called aggressive for this. You can just unfriend me if you disagree, I don't want to be 'friends' with someone that thinks racists can walk ... » Continue Reading

do people get uncomfortable seeing self-harm scars on other people?

im talking about people who dont have the same problem. i wish i wasnt ashamed enough to cover them up, but i also wish other people couldnt see them at all. im afraid of making someone feel uncomfortable or of getting judged for it. i just wish it wasnt a taboo or whatever the fuck.some weeks ago i saw scars on my friend's arm and i genuinely felt my stomach sink, when i came back home i kept thinking about it and i felt so sorry for her. is this how my other friends might react if they saw my ... » Continue Reading

OMGOMGOMG

Just got here and ts so much better than insta or youtube » Continue Reading

Diary #2

Today I went to the zoo! it was a lot of fun seeing so many different kinds of animals. My favourite part was going into the tropical house, seeing coloruful birds flying around, and a sloth moving around the house on ropes! Other animals I enjoyed seeing were the dik-diks, giraffes, and the yellow mongoose. It wasn't too hot outside either so I didn't feel too overwhelmed.Then for dinner I ate at an Indian restaurant and had some delicious mango chicken korma. I also tried a dessert called rasm... » Continue Reading

Hablantes hispanos vs English speakers

English:I mean, I didn't know anything about this site, so I've been looking around. Most of the community speaks English. It's a little sad for me, but I think it would be really fun if more people spoke Spanish. However, this is also a good way to practice my English, so I'll be patient.Español:Quiero decidir, no tenia idea de esta web, y he estado viendo. Una gran parte de la comunidad son hablantes ingleses. Es un poco triste para mi, pero pienso que si hubiera más personas habitando en espa... » Continue Reading

I hate when im calling someone when they dont speak. #Akward. » Continue Reading

My little brother keeps saying odd shit

Here's a list of my little brothers odd shit'Zenith (our/my cat) looks like George Washington!'I'ma make a comment thread everytime he says some weird shit -𝑨𝒗𝒊𝒔 » Continue Reading

back to the usual

...but anyways, i hope i get this hollister job 😩 i love clothes » Continue Reading

MONSTER ENERGY GUN! (journal entry 15) 7.3.2026

June 3.2026Alr so today I decided to make my own Monster Energy gun because I love Monster and guns lol. Besides that I also went skateboarding. I made a video tutorial if you wanna make your own!Watch the video I made about it :Phttps://friendrewind.com/vid/video.php?id=2118 » Continue Reading

I need a bf thats NOT a fag

Okay so i havent posted it here but long story short- i had a bf who cheated on me w a guy and i got sent a picture of them fucking... i did not want to see my bf's ahh getting stuffed but OKAY WHATEVER. So hen i had another bf but he was boring so we broke up, and my ex kept begging me to give him a second chance so i was like why not. Oh god WHY DID I AGREE? Dont know.But alr we've been back together for like a month now and everything's cool but he did it again. Like alr you cheated but did y... » Continue Reading

Hehehe

Just found thi_ app I luv it sm » Continue Reading

Weird dude keeps following my friendgroup at school

So basically theres this lonely dude in my form, he kinda lurks around me and my friend group but doesn't talk to us and just says "hi" to me sometimes (and i say hi back because im polite). I don't wanna be the kind who's like "ooohhh he stood in the same place as us he must be following us" but my whole friendgroup is noticing too, i wouldnt say its stalker level but it is a little creepy. I also talked to him about demon slayer in my form ONCE so idk if thats important. yesterday my year grou... » Continue Reading

About Me blog

⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢ ﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉୨♡୧﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉╰─ ♡ about me:୨୧┇name: Ace୨୧┇pronouns: Any (She/He/They)୨୧┇age: 18﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍╰─ ♡ my favorite...୨୧┇color: Pink୨୧┇animal: Sharks୨୧┇songs: Emo/ Scene Genre (?)୨୧┇anime: My Hero Academia (僕ぼくのヒーローアカデミア)୨୧┇games:  Minecraft/Royale High/Class of '09﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍╰─ ♡ interests & more!୨୧┇likes: Learning new stuff, Inclusivity, sour candy, spicy food ୨୧┇dislikes: Bigots, People who refuse to learn, people who hate other people/animals୨୧┇birthday: May 31st ୨୧┇timezone: Central... » Continue Reading

Summer

omg I'm so bored this summer break its unreal. I mean I'd rather do nothing then be at school but still :/ » Continue Reading

blogs 0.0

before making an official blog I think this is a nice introduction in a small enough place. I have many things I'd like to talk about ദ്ദി◝ ⩊ ◜.ᐟ I recently installed a lace curtain to my door-less closet (willingly took them off and stuffed them in our garage). It makes the room look much more nice and makes it feel more pulled together like I was hoping ^^ my gloomy bear plush collection is growing as well. I was tempted to buy a $80 collectible plush from the early 2010's? I think the price i... » Continue Reading

4th (3rd) of July

I'm going to a friend's house for the 4th, even tho its a day early but we're gonna swim and light fireworks im super exciteddd i'll update when we're doneee ;> » Continue Reading

I feel like alot of people on this website try to be iconic so bad lol » Continue Reading

Do you ever bully someone on the internet then feel really shitty about it when rhey reply nice » Continue Reading

I wish my brows were even :/ » Continue Reading

tell us about urself

name: lesyanickname: mori/foxie/etcwhat's your middle name: i don't have onehow old are you: 16 almost 17zodiac sign: cancereye color: hazelnuthair color: dark brown, i wish i could dye themhair type: wavyheight: 167cmyour heritage: slavic + komibest physical feature: eyeshow many tattoo's do you have: none but want some small band/fav games related thingshow many piercings do yo have: one on every earlobe, want to have lip ringhow many things in the past do you regeret: a lot, but i won't chang... » Continue Reading

I'll be offline for a while...

So, I dont have a very good situation at home and me and my mom are gonna leave to a women's shelter kinda place. (sorry I dont know the actual name of it in english) Dont worry I think I'm fine but wont be able to log in for a while. » Continue Reading

Am i too woke??? (sexual assult mentioned!)

i think im getting a bit too woke. i have this cousin that i talk to, who btw is the WHITEST dude ik btw he is like a grown ass man too (18), he once said the n word and when i confronted him he said "My friend who is black gave me a free pass,''. WHAT.. also i get the biggest ick when someone says they separate the artist from their work. for example, melanie martinez who has gotten tons of sexual assult aligations and yet they still listen to her music and buy cds ect. like im all for separait... » Continue Reading

party.??

Im really drunk rn and my dads awake so like its super early. anyway on Saturday so tomorrow im gonna have my friends ovr like April Amelie and maybe this girl im friednwith her name is Sarah but its gona be soooo fun :). Amelie and April haven't met yet so it'll be cool. my dads awake rn cause him and his gf are going to this motorcycle thing in south padre and theyre coming back on Monday!! so im gona have a teeny party lols anyway when they leave ill drink a Little more probably. im really bl... » Continue Reading

Do people.. read.. your bio..?

Since joining FriendRewind, i've had 6/8 friend requests be from people who are 16 DESPITE the fact I have it in my bio DNI -17.Do you realise I'm 19..? I'm not interested in befriending people under 16 unless I know them irl + their parents. Leave me alone and don't add me.. It's so clearly stated in my bioNow I don't care if people under 16 interact on my blogs, that shits public and can't be twisted or edited to make me look bad without witnesses seeing what actually went down. But I don't wa... » Continue Reading

HELLO INTERNET

HOWISEVERYTHINGGOINGIHOPEYALLAREGOODOKIEBAI » Continue Reading

Oh em gee guys

SHE LIKES ME BACK HOLY FUCK OMG I WAS CONFESSING MY FEELINGS FOR THE 100TH TIME TO HER SND SHE SAID SHE LIKED ME BACK BUT JUST WASNT READY FKR A RELATIONSHIP AND I FEEL THE SAME WAY » Continue Reading

personals for the friends..

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Reinventing myself.

All the times I've spoken up about my problems, they all say the same thing. To be patient, that I'm better than this, better than them. Worse: if you're suffering now, imagine how shit would be like in the future. And allll the other excuses to blatantly ignore the issue at hand, because they really don't want to deal with this teen's burden. The teen is the burden, lol. Well, so far, It's gotten me nowhere and the guys won't stop until I fucking do something. How long will I let myself get bea... » Continue Reading

the sad truth

the feeling of having "loving" friends, but the way they love you is different than how you want to be loved by them...it hurts because sometimes I don't feel loved... » Continue Reading

remembering

just woke up in the middle of the night remembering there's endless pictures in somebody's phone of me being blackout drunk and throwing up in a rave party #reminiscing » Continue Reading

Competition?

I'm a day later but... Well yesterday was an interesting day. It was pretty okay until my first break, where we were given the awards for the english competition that took place a few months back. Technically I should have known my placement, the results were available for two months. Unfortunately my code didn't work and I didn't have a way to check my placement. So guess my surprise when I was called on stage and then the teachers suddenly tell me I got first place in my school and 3rd in my f... » Continue Reading

Fiesta en mi casa

Están todos invitados  » Continue Reading

YAY!!

MAKING MORE NEW FREINDS!!!!!!!!! » Continue Reading

Oww T^T

working out after a while rly does suck cuz then u deal with the soreness in legs all over again OMG T^T » Continue Reading

Friends??

Just made my first friend on here ?!!👀👀👀 » Continue Reading

This heat will worsen with every year

I'm aware I haven't done much more than general research, and this is more heated because I'm annoyed I've been hot since I woke up this morning (not to mention my sleep has been fractured because of said heat), but I'm growing concerned about two things. 1. This growing heat. 2. People disregard it, especially when it comes to people of color, often those in poorer countries. It's not news that many people don't care about issues until they affect them, nor that people are racist. Wow, how shoc... » Continue Reading

Summer!!

⁉It’s been super hot recently,and I haven’t done much of anything 🥹 » Continue Reading

life ꩜

Sometimes we think life should progress in a straight line. As if once we heal, we won't be sad again, as if once we overcome a fear, it won't come back.A spiral.It feels like you're returning to the same places. The same feelings, the same questions, the same longings... At first glance, you say, "I haven't progressed at all." Then you realize that you're not actually at the same point. You're just looking at that view from a little higher up.Something that devastated you last year only bothers... » Continue Reading

holy shit it is hot as the devil's DICK out here

what have I done for satan to unleash his wrath onto my fucking town jesus christ im dying pls helpIM MELTING » Continue Reading

qna

guys i feel lkeike my profile barely says anything about me because i enjoy a lot of things !!!!!!! ask me stuff pls!!!!!!! i like answering questions !! » Continue Reading

Sk8ting (Journal entry (14) 2.6.7.2026

June 2.2026I haven’t done an entry in a while because I had a lot of stuff going on. Anyway today I went skating, landing a few kickflips and all the other basic stuff and was happy about that. Can you believe this me being happy ?! The rest of the day I spend fixing my profile and editing my own website. Whatever see ya!Song of the day:  » Continue Reading

Why is Eng Considered a main/international language?

Yes if you google most spoken language, English will likely appear but it’s only because they forced it. with the English going and trying to make India their territory to much more….But to non English speakers they make English mandatory to be learned in schools all around the world like I don’t know why English specifically there are much more interesting languages than EnglishKinda ironic how I’m talking about this but I’m using English because most of the people on here mostly know EnglishYe... » Continue Reading

Bird brained

Mad bc I told you not to do something and you did it ahh way? Then going after ur hg/ex talking stage. This is straight up sad. But if her ex who cheated multiple times were to come back she would go running… birds 🐦  » Continue Reading

Some you bitches need to just smoke and relax. » Continue Reading

I have the FATTEST crush on my situationship

I’ve literally been loving this girl since like 3 years ago, and ik that’s not super long but she’s literally been my entire world, she’s helped me so many times and she’s so fucking cool and I would choose to be her friend or be with her in every life time, I’m so incredibly in love » Continue Reading

does anybody want some juicy couture perfume

i accidentally bought too much and idk what to do with iti hsve extra viva la juicy elixir and extra just moiso yea*this is a joke* » Continue Reading

bro i wish i was cool xx

i see sm cool people and im like OMG ur so cool but then im like bro i wish i was cool like no one doesnt call me cool or awesome and i lowk wish i was 🫩🫩 » Continue Reading

LETTISCHE CAMEL YELLOWS

IF YOU'RE EASTERN EVROPAN DON'T BUY THIS CIGARETTEAfter my orgasmic experience smoking a pack of Parliament aqua blues, i decided to try something new, being the nicotine enthusiast which i am.Unfortunately, after purchasing my pack from the lovely lady who didn't bother checking my ID at the convenience store, i waited a while, for romantic moment to no longer be a virgin to the camel brand of cigarettes. As midnight rolled around, i opened my window and leaned out, lighting up and taking my fi... » Continue Reading

Being a loser isnt cool nor hot.

Recently this year I have seen the rise of incels and femcels in mainstream culture. Well, it’s really just people dumbing down severe mental health crises into a quirky aesthetic. Or worse, weirdly sexualizing it. No Kyle saying, "I can fix her" or making being a loser your entire personality isn’t cool. You’re just trying to get clout and attention off of someone else's downward spiral.Though, actually looking at the systemic rot behind this digital alienation is hard. It takes actual psycholo... » Continue Reading

The ⭐️🪽 and toxic motivation “community” is total bullshit

as someone who has a very unhappy relationship w themselfs and their body i can 100% say that every advice or “motivation” given by that community is nothing but dangerous and leads to eating disorders & maybe even irreversible damage.Comparing urself (more likely a teen if not even younger) to a kpop idol wont motivate you to work on urself it will just create unimmaginable standards and make you want to “be perfect” in the fastest way possible to “not look like a pig” gaslighting you into thin... » Continue Reading

The only one.

i think it's timefor you to knowthe awful truththe truth about me, and the truth abouI'm the right one. On your touch-tone, touch-tone telephone. » Continue Reading

Any Czech people out there?

Zdarec, hledám lokální okruh, je tu někdo? 🇨🇿(resp. někdo z Moravy?) » Continue Reading

The Tiny Joy Archives #3

July 2nd 2026:The Tiny Joy Archives continue on to this beautiful day. I work very hard to try and choose happiness and kindness everyday. I live with chronic illness and chronic pain so it is very easy to lose hope are fall into depression. ANYWAYS. Let's get the tiny joys of todays started ♥(❀ˆᴗˆ)(•́ᴗ•̀✿)🌼My strawberry matcha latte turned out perfectly this morning🌼My little black cat followed me all around the house this morning while I got ready for work. He is just the cutest thing and my h... » Continue Reading

Im boreddd

With school ending and me obviously having like no irl friends i fond myself super lonely and having no one to talk to or hang out with i just lay around all day do chores and maybe play bedwars but still im always bored as hellll » Continue Reading

Diary #1

My first blog post & I've decided to just kind of write what I did during the day or some thoughts I've had. Might make this daily-ish depending on how busy I am.I had the day off of work, so I spent it at home doing some laundry, decorating penpal envelopes, playing Librarian: Tidy Up the Arcane Library game and a little bit of reading.This evening I surprised my partner by saying let's go to the cinema and watch Supergirl and I'll pay for tickets and snacks. The film was meh - at one point we ... » Continue Reading

so when is election day..

ok so like i kinda forgot when election day is, and i thought it was at the beginning of the year but like i js realized it hasn’t happened yet and this heatwave is killing me like yes even tho i have a heater blanket on and a fan blowing at me at the same time its still rlly hot were not gonna talk abt it okay? » Continue Reading

Talking about how I've been recently idk

Hi guys ^_^ ik that like nobody is gonna care but here's some stuff I've been doing !!So basically this weekend I went on vacation to Florida which was pretty fun :P I was in the pool a lot and I went to the beach once or twice but I'm not really a big fan of the beach so I mostly was just in the poolI don't really like the beach because of the sand and stuff and the salt water kept getting in my eyes which hurt and pissed me off so I had gone back to the house and I went into the pool with my f... » Continue Reading

since i'm not doing any hobbies , i need to post this before i clean my room

Hi, whoever is reading this, i think you're cool That's it. Sorry, I'm doing literally nothing. I still want to know people around me.  » Continue Reading

Let's talk-copycats.

Sooo... something funny happened to me recently. And by funny i mean weirdly familiar. Like, déjà vu, but with worse styling and no personality. Not naming names (bcs i'm so nice ofc) but if you think it's about you... it probably is.the transformationRemember when i started:-wearing mini skirts&shorts, low rise flared jeans, juicy tracksuits, voctoria secret's PINK collection etc-posting blogs on here (that one girl from my school- i know you're reading this, and yes, you should feel called out... » Continue Reading

im hot, and bored 😔

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joy joy joy

i finally got to see my favorite cousin!!! its been a year since ive gotten to see them but we got to hang out :-]theyre soooo kewwwlllllll,,,,,, also theyre pretty similar from how i remembered them back in middle school :-Ptheyre look a bit different but thats cuz they dyed theyre hair pink and purple and i think they look awesome with pink and purple hair :-Dalso theyre prolly staying the night too so thats awesome!!! » Continue Reading

Why are we STILL using c.ai

No because for what possible reason would you talk with ai, get freaky with it or have emotional connection with some robot. ''But it's fun to rp taking part in ww2 on it!!'' Girl, we all know you aren't roleplaying being in ww2. ''But i can talk with my idols on it!!'' That's even more weird because they are REAL HUMANS with feelings and you're turning them into some ai bots. And no, you are not talking with your idols. You are talking with a computer who pretends to have feeling like some damn... » Continue Reading

SOS, Internet!

There's this one person on here that my friend introduced me to, and I can't stop looking at their profile. It's soooo cool, and it even has my favorite character! We're both in the same group, but I'm nervous to talk to them! Their DMs are off, and I REALLY don't wanna look like a creepy cyberstalker » Continue Reading