My German class makes me tweak and want to die (not rly but it’s getting there)

I am a hard night owl, never a morning person and never will be. I like staying up late because it’s extra quiet and cool and dark. And the best part is ending my lovely chill alone time with sleep. My German class is at 9am so I wake up at 7am usually to get ready and so I have enough time to drive to school. Today I woke up at 7:30am with 6 hours of sleep, skipped breakfast (bad idea) and took my adhd meds (also bad idea). I get to school, get to class at 9:01am, most of the seats are filled up except the closest ones (I am not going to walk around the classroom looking for another available seat especially when class has already started) that are open are these two seats next to this one kid. I’ve sat next to him before, he smells bad. Today it was no different, except lowk worse. Like I tried to casually scoot a little bit away to not make it obvious bc like dawg I kept getting a whiff of YACK AND EUGH. Another thing that sucks about this class is that the teacher constantly has us do these practices by having us stand up and ask other classmates the questions in German. I’m an ambivert, I have no issues with going to parties for a while, or partaking in school events with friends. However, the quickest way to drain my social battery, is talking to new people. To add salt to the wound, a lot of people in my class are grown dudes who are probably in a range of 30s to 50s. Same with some of the ladies, a good amount of them are older too. Then there are some kids who don’t even bother hiding the stink with deodorant. I know some people struggle with showering due to depression and other factors but I highly believe this kid just doesn’t shower. And when I say kid I mean the kid I was stuck sitting next to is 15 years old (I’m in a community college). But yea this class sucks ass because it kills my social battery in the fucking beginning of the day and for the rest of the day I feel like this sad, shriveled husk. Luckily today I’ll make some more cookies when I get home so my dad and my mom can have some :postwhore:

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