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bro i’m so sorry. is there any way you can access wifi calling instead on your phone? that could make things a bit easier. turn on wifi calling and go to places with wifi (whether it be home or a store or a library if you have one near by) and make your calls using wifi. i’ve never lived in a rural area but i do know that it sucks ass because you get what you get and ya don’t get upset. i’m also tryna do some brainstorming here. 

you’re doing great, though. this sounds incredibly damn frustrating to have to deal with especially in your early 20s. it’s a good thing you’re too stubborn to kys because that means deep within you something knows that there’s still hope and there’s still moves that can be made. don’t give up gamer. 

if there’s any way you could also potentially look into federal or state resources (if you’re in the US), do you access your psychiatric care using insurance? there’s possible ways to get financial assistance if you’re in a certain bracket and have insurance but it depends on your state. 

you’ve got this, either way. ^___^

if you have a car and a license then go to the closet city near u for a couple days and get everything set up and if you dont have a car then go on the bus and if you dont wanna go on the bus take an uber and if no money for uber then ask someone to give you a ride to the nearest city maybe? idk im brainstorming

or get a portable wifi box or go to any chain restaurants as close as possible if there are any and ask for their wifi

also for housing you could maybe find someone you trust to room with maybe but if you dont want to i know theres like apartments and programs that help people with rent and stuff if you make under a certain wage 

also dont end your life because if you end your life youll die only thinking about what it couldve been and not what it wouldve been if you wouldve kept pushing so yeah