teeny vent but i freaking hateeeeee living in a super rural area because i literally can't do anything dkshbvfjkdj
i can't get service for my number in a place this isolated and i need my phone number for a bajillion freaking things like my bank, my therapist's office, my PSYCHIATRIST'S OFFICE, my doctors and my local clinic and its genuinely almost impossible to reach me so by the time I get word of anything it's way too late.
I've been trying so hard to make money so I can leave but I can't really do that when I need a call for everything ithisdiadjnshjxcnm
I went through so many providers but they're all a freaking dud I'm sick of this >:( :'(
not to mention grocery and RENT is so high in my area how can I ever expect enough stability to relocate. I am also mentally ill so that's only another obstacle.
and everyone eats all of my shit when its for MEEEEEEEEEEEEE<<<<<<<<<<<< like the gluttony of it all irks me so bad because I NEED IT to gain weight because I'm almost dangerously under but if I speak up suddenly I'm a problem 😃
genuinely when does this end because I'm way too stubborn to end my own life and I don't know how to stick things through until it gets better :(
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bro i’m so sorry. is there any way you can access wifi calling instead on your phone? that could make things a bit easier. turn on wifi calling and go to places with wifi (whether it be home or a store or a library if you have one near by) and make your calls using wifi. i’ve never lived in a rural area but i do know that it sucks ass because you get what you get and ya don’t get upset. i’m also tryna do some brainstorming here.
you’re doing great, though. this sounds incredibly damn frustrating to have to deal with especially in your early 20s. it’s a good thing you’re too stubborn to kys because that means deep within you something knows that there’s still hope and there’s still moves that can be made. don’t give up gamer.
if there’s any way you could also potentially look into federal or state resources (if you’re in the US), do you access your psychiatric care using insurance? there’s possible ways to get financial assistance if you’re in a certain bracket and have insurance but it depends on your state.
you’ve got this, either way. ^___^
yayyaya, i've been seeing a therapist (out of town every few months) and IK its not the BEST way to see one but it's what is affordable for me :) i've been doing a lot of self-work in between appointments and she helps me figure different things out but again i have a few more weeks until i can talk her.
if i DO move it'll be somewhere more accessible to service because omfgggg the lack of it is driving me insane😱 my therapist's office works closely with some kinda housing groups so hopefully i can get something done there eventually (cuz the waitlist takes forever)💪💪
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skyeberry
if you have a car and a license then go to the closet city near u for a couple days and get everything set up and if you dont have a car then go on the bus and if you dont wanna go on the bus take an uber and if no money for uber then ask someone to give you a ride to the nearest city maybe? idk im brainstorming
or get a portable wifi box or go to any chain restaurants as close as possible if there are any and ask for their wifi
also for housing you could maybe find someone you trust to room with maybe but if you dont want to i know theres like apartments and programs that help people with rent and stuff if you make under a certain wage
also dont end your life because if you end your life youll die only thinking about what it couldve been and not what it wouldve been if you wouldve kept pushing so yeah
I'll keep some of these in my notes....✍✍
thank you for writing to me! this does help give me ideas on what to do ^^
by cadey; ; Report
no problem!
by skyeberry; ; Report