FIRST BLOG :)))

Woah, this is my first blog 🥳🥳 This is kinda crazy because today marks another day where the world tests me and tries to give me signs to talk to my ex because like, ok, this takes a bit of prior context but basically she controls the weather and there have been some pretty bad storms lately and the lightning has been CLOSE so basically she's out for blood now BUT, after the storm passed the sky turned yellow which is also my favorite color sooooo basically she wants to talk to me but I blocked her everywhere awhile ago for a reason idk if I'm even allowed to share online anywhere 😭 idk, nearly everyday since i've blocked her the world has just been giving me the loudest signs ever to go back to her but she kinda lowkirkenuinely sucked and everything sucked and it was just strange and weird and ew. I still miss her though, even though everyone tells me that she sucks and everything sucked, it didn't suck all the time. 

But also, I had color guard practice today and it was awesome but surprise surprise, I still can't stop thinking about my ex 😭 I'm going to a new school this upcoming year (a car can't stay in one place for too long) but she was like, kinda the captain of the old team I was apart of and the choreo that she made for our routine was the best choreo the team had ever had and then she quit by the time we actually started preforming it and also kinda when we were all still learning it so some of it has a bunch of bad parts but the parts of the choreo that she did are so beautiful and feel amazing to do and they give you a taste of just how graceful she was whenever she did color guard. I'm so sad that we broke up and I'm so sad that she quit. She had so much passion and talent but the team really was too small of a cage for her, nobody listened to her other than me but the things she said and the ideas that she has were just as amazing as her and I could listen to her forever and it always shocked me that nobody felt the same way. Dude, i miss her so much but she SUCKS, UGHHHHHHHH, BRO

How to get over your ex, no glue, no borax