hey yall its been a minute (rambling)

WOW I feel like I havent posted or been on here in forever, especially not anything positive lol. Winter blues or smth i guess. So i figured id give yall an update on my life to procrastinate doing my schoolwork! Ive started playing Pokemon Black again and its supa fun!! I've also started listening to vocaloid and even writing vocaloid fanfic again!! Honestly, these things give me liiiife. But I do feel like a bit of an overgrown child, since this was the exact stuff I was doing at 11/12. I guess my tastes havent changed that much lol. I'm also super excited for Christmas! Its my fav holiday and my neighbor is alr putting up decorations and aghhh yesss! But i dont really know what to ask for...I have basically anything I could ever want so my list is like...socks...and a new rug...and new pillowcases. I'm so serious. I'm so boring lmfao. I thought about asking for more plushies but tbh I have an ungodly amount already, like seriously horrendous, so maybe not. Most of my hobbies dont require like, physical stuff, so idk. I also saw these really cute posters at 5 below yesterday (Pusheen, Skelanimals, Vocaloid) and I was like I neeeeed but also my walls being cluttered gives me anxiety. I am such a difficult person lmfao. I wanna start crocheting but mY MOM WONT TAKE ME TO WALMART TO GET THE YARN I WANT AGH. She will eventually tho hehe. Also, I'm in this thing called SHRM Club, which is the most stupid and boring thing to ever exist, and theres a meeting today but I wanna go volunteer at the library instead, so im deadass quitting! I kinda dont like school, but its whatever. My major is stupid but at the same time so is every other major. Sometimes I wish I went into psych but I cant see myself having a career in that. I really should be doing my work rn, but I think I'm gonna redo my profile instead lol.

Okay, thanks for listening to me ramble!!