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feeling this way too much right now, cant even get therapy but i doubt that would help at this point, it sounds kinda pathetic but i want someone to come along and change my life. just sitting around getting worse though |
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Thats why you use opioids, cocaine, Xanax or any other upper can do! Energy is artificial and is snortable! Future wins but past needs stuff we cannot give. thats not even artificial energy thats just making yourself too stupid to process anything Exactly, if you dumb yourself down feeling sad would be too far away to realize, but then you need more and more and you have less and less money until your homeless or a criminal but mean if you add another 5 months before the high is gone and its all bad youve atleast lived long enough to maybe find something to live for by ☆°•TRUTH•°☆; ; Report |
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honestly at this point i dont think there is any real "help", like sure i can go to therapy and pay someone to hack my emotional network, but that doesnt change that we feel like this for a reason to begin with. truth nuke by xX.maxmelodrama.Xx; ; Report |
i get u. sumday ur gna find that person but ur gna find that its less them changing ur life and more them changing u enough 2 change ur life urself. nd idk who that is 4 me, bc its happened b4 and then they left nd i wuz left lower than when i started, but it iz gonna happen sumday 4 the both of us. js hang on until u see the day where u wake up & u think maybe evrythings ok.
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