[9.4]

hello everyone it's McNugget here! ik i haven't posted a blog in a few days but i couldn't figure out what to write till today so i'm happy i figured it out and can share my thoughts rn.

yesterday i found out i didn't get the job at Costco. i'm currently a little disappointed but i'm also looking to the future. the best i can do is keep looking for a job and hopefully find the one that will hire me. good part is they held onto me for a few days till deciding to choose someone else for the job which means i was considered pretty heavily, i'm grateful for that and the fact i at least put in the effort to leave my house and do it. 

a few things that have happened lately are my meds getting adjusted and my goal to exercise more. in the last few months i've become a NEET and almost close to a hermit. i've been avoiding becoming a hermit though as i've been getting out of the house to hangout with friends instead of staying by my computer all day. i feel a sense of accomplishment and belonging in living again as a while ago i was questioning the idea of existence. ik now though that life is a beautiful thing and i have the opportunity to grow and live a long time till i leave this earth. 

currently i've been working on my writing and my reading journey as i want to read more about the world and more concepts for my inspiration. ik that writing will take a while to really settle into being a constant and fluent also consistent thing again but writing these blogs is really helping me with putting down my life and thoughts if that makes sense. 

today is a little long for a blog ik but today i wanted to also choose a quote from a author that means something to me today that i read. 

"life is never fair, and perhaps it is a good thing for most of us that it is not." -Oscar Wilde

why i feel a connection to this quote idk but the reason i wanted to share it is because i believe this author is right. life is never fair and maybe is really is a good thing for us that is it not. but that doesn't mean anyone should give up and that also means to persevere through life in my opinion. 

- McNugget