living alone

hey y'all , its been really difficult for me to find the words, still. But yeah ig im not feeling weel to live alone , at home and by that i mean my moms its really noisy,  kids everywhere and even if its not a famous city with a lot of ppl there and stuff i really miss it. Here is good too theres a lot of ppl and so much place to go but yeah its not the same

At the beggining of the week i feel really well bc im with friends and i get to do stuff but when im at home my thoughts start to get a bit dark (not suicidal dw) so i try to stay positif , keeping me busy to not really thinking about it but i cant cus im a overthinker and its eating me alive

ANYWAY im thinking to go see a therapist but yeah that means i need to talk to my fam about it aand explaining to them but they wont rrly get it so i'll get frustrated but thats not their fault 

feels good to put words on it tho :P