do you hate me do you hate me do you hate me?

do you hate me? are you ignoring me? am i overthinking it again? do you hate me? did you see my post? my note? my repost? do you hate me yet?

i'm a maniac trying to figure you out while i break into pieces.

I try and compose myself and put them all together while i still look out for you, it's not fair

you can't act like you're the only victim here because you're not

I didn't do this because i felt like it or even liked the idea of it. you're not the only stubborn one. you're not the only sensitive one. you're not the only one holding onto us. 

tell me, do you hate me now? do you want to spit on me? break me? punch me? not see my face ever in your life again? am i being too dense and you're trying to detach already? no, you're not supposed to. 

I'm holding on to you because you're holding on to me. maybe i misinterpreted? was i dumb enough to think it like this?

i need to know. you're not being fair. i'm bawling my eyes out and barely sleeping because of this. i'm barely studying and barely on myself. please. can't you see? is it hurting you so much you're ignoring me now?

 i'm desperate. if i didn't want to talk with you i would've unfollowed you, i didn't. i want you here, i need you here.

do you hate me now? do you hate me yet? i'll clinch to you until you destroy my finger bones and even then you'll have to destroy my heart to finally erase me. 

you're sad, but i'm here, i swear i'm here, i'm not gone, i'm right here and i'll be sad with you but please talk to me. talk to me, i can't take it. not like this. i need you to talk to me. please hate me all you want, spit on me, break me, destroy me, take all that you want but don't detach, don't try, don't go. i'm right here, i'll always be. 

06th May 2026