For context,I am officially done with high school…yey.
Ngl even though I’m extremely glad I’m done with all bs I put up in that school and I’m somewhat free for a bit I feel extreme guilt about a lot of things
I feel really useless,I really had awful grades n shi and I barely gone through it..and I even though I know somewhat what I gonna do next I still feel lost
I feel like everyone already knows everything around me,they know what to do and all and yet I’m stuck feeling always same,I feel stupid.
I wish I was a better student and a better person,I feel like my mentality is making me unable act like a normal human being,and unable to study properly.
I know I shouldn’t be excusing my idiotic mind and I need therapy but my parents really don’t seem to care,even though they allegedly do.
Oh well the only thing I can do for now is realising what’s wrong with me and help my own mind and soul…
LudAk out!!!Peace✌️!!!
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panthera
this is exactly how i feel and there is nothing wrong with you trust me all the people who act like they know what they’re doing they dont most of them are like that cause their parents have probably already planned out everything for them and they didnt really get a say in it nd dont worry about being “normal” cause tbh none of us are and studying the thing is humans were never made to just study over and over all day everyday like yeah its good to read or whatever but reading the same useless things that wont actually help us in the real world over and over again theres no way were made to do that were supposed to be working with out hands and actually doing physical things but obviously schools and government want to control us to the point we sit in a classroom 7 hours everyday not being allowed to talk eat or go toilet anyways literally just see where the wind takes you and in afew years i really hope you look back and think how far youve come after thinking how lost you felt before<3