hallo freund, freundin (hello mrsurrealist!) thank you today, i was thinking about things a lot while watching old osomatsu show. its a old comedy show from 1966, i like watching it sometimes.. anyway, onto the socials of zations.
i have come to realize, am not very good at talking to people. when i am messaged a "hi! how are you?" i answer.. but then i just come to a blank ( ╥ω╥ ) "im good, how about you?" then friend answers...... and i just have nothing to say after. i guess is just a result of introverted anxiety.
working toward things is very hard, trying to make friends now.. is hard, too. i will keep trying to be social when friends message, but i doubt conversations will lead any where (°□°;)
i am a bit of a lonely mrsurrealist, but i find joys in drawing things (characters, favorite shows or game characters rarely) playing games on the ds or the tv is fun too, the simplest things in life can bring someone joy. have you ever gone bird watching, friend? i in comparison, like to go people-watching on my porch while making things. seeing people in the neighborhood live their lives, even from such a distance, makes me feel happy for them.
now i say goodbye to you, but here is a video i like
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teddyfrills
i understand this, making friends is very hard D: i have lots of anxiety when it comes to socializing too, but i find that practice helps me a lot:)) it takes effort, but it does feel rewarding when you can have someone you bounce off of!!! i wish you all the best!! i have gone bird-watching and people-watching, both are fun!!kinda calms my mind if that makes sense:) love the dove it laughs like hehehe
that dove is the cutest video i think
by mrsurrealist; ; Report
OH CUTEEE
by MazieZeyn; ; Report
MazieZeyn
I get that, especially since the whole how are you, what are you doing kind of stuff is really mundane, and its hard to do that without a sentence topic. I love finding people I have something in common with so I can just yap about that exclusively with them till we find other things to chat about. Anyway! from one person with anxiety to another, I'm rooting 4 U.