Day 11 of me being sober and im feeling my self turn more and more to an asshole people irritate me much easier Is that a bad thing idk I try to be calm in situations but with me being sober my mind is flowin at 10 million seeds per second and it quite honestly bothers me Ive been stressed cause I struggle to find a job in this shitty ass world and I keep being told you need to find a new way to realese stress when my main way to realease it is smoking the only other way I know to realease is to swing on someone or something but ive refrained from doing so cause I dont want to harm anyone I play video games but in this day and age those are poor also and its starting to get sad Im 26 and almost know someone if i ever explain it to em will tell me to man up which is annoying but yuh dats lifeĀ
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