hi

i was able to sit down with myself for a while and admit that i am trans. it was hard and there has been a lot of pushback from guys in my team. i ended up just quitting the team and deciding to find a women’s sports team when its time. nothing nearly as competitive either. my parents were fine with it but that’s because they don’t really care what i’m doing so long as its not hurting anyone else. they said it was fun to have a daughter now and that they’d support me. i guess it was kind of odd since i expected them to brush it off more than anything but it was nice i guess.

zeke has been very nice about it. he asks me questions sometimes but doesn’t seem to have an issue with it. i’m happy. he’s been helping me feel better after losing my teammates. sometimes both of us just watch movies together or just play games but i’ve spent more time talking to him directly too. he says he likes it when i talk to him more.

anyway it’s not really important and im still the same person regardless but i dunno. it’s been weird