chronic fatigue syndrome/myalgic encephalomyelitis is no fucking joke! mine didn't come from covid, but each subsequent covid infection highly increases your chances of developing it. wear your masks, friends!

took my meds and a hefty dose of adderall in hopes of staying awake for longer than 1-3 hours with about 3-4 naps lasting about 1-3 hours each. i would not wish this life upon anyone with a good soul.

thankfully, i've developed many a coping mechanism and i have collected an amazing support group. it truly helps to keep me sane during these hard times

currently watching the series feud: capote vs. the swans - ep 3. truman capote was truly a unique individual. it's kinda embarrassing but i really relate to him sometimes. i highly suspect he also had borderline personality disorder. it's not a stretch of the mind to come to that conclusion when you hear about his childhood and behavior throughout his life.

brennen is working today, the whole day.. again. ugh. he's the store manager of a local burrito shop and his shift manager just found another job. he was a newly graduated HS student, with a very poor work ethic, but now that he's gone, brennen has to work about 2x as more as he usually would, and upper management is not giving him any relief until they find a new shift manager. brennen is such a good employee while alsc being the coolest most understanding boss he can be to his employees. 5-10 other employees from multiple store locations have said when brennen leaves, they leave upper management has no idea what a gem they have with him.