I'm sorry (Content Warning: Mentions Of Suicidal Intent)

Yesterday was quite a weird day, wasn't it? For those who don't know, yesterday I posted I would kill myself. I had a huge mental breakdown and started saying some really bad things.

Thank you to those who were there for me during this moment. It was stupid for me to make this a whole public stunt. I really shouldn't have. I was just like trying to get out the anger I was feeling. If I made you uncomfortable or made you feel responsible for anything related to me, I'm very sorry.

I had been feeling like that for a while now. I originally had a date in plan that was wayyy further down the line, but yesterday was a particularly bad day and I was completely exhausted and ready to end it. I shouldn't have gone to that extreme. Again, I am sorry. I was too caught up in my own stupid emotions to realize how stupid I was being.

I have now removed all the posts/texts relating to my planned suicide. Again, thank you for everyone that helped me or even just commented to me on a bulletin or messaged me. It really meant the world to me in that situation, and I am so so so sorry you had to feel worried about someone who was basically a stranger and felt like you were responsible, when I assure you, you were not.

I know this doesn't fix the core issue, but I won't do it. At least I don't plan to anymore. Just know that if you are reading this, there are many people to support you. Even if you feel like your current friends or family aren't people that would care for you, there are many amazing people on this social network right here you can form new relationships with and that can help you. Don't try to do what I did.

I'm sorry.