time for change

well, i asked my boyfriend if we should break up, and he hasnt replied yet, but i think i need to work on myself too, currently ive been MEGA struggling with addictions and stuff, i think its better to also work on myself, i dont really care for myself alot, i only really shower and brush my teeth and then struggle the rest of the day, i think its time to start new and fresh :), i see myself HOPEFULLY getting better in the future as of recent attempt 3 weeks ago, will send updates on mi blog!