super fun day with my friend

yesterday I woke up and went to to get ready to go to my friends house, and as i was doing so i showed my mom this new coat i thrifted and turns out its vintage and made with real wool so i was like "wawww and i only bought is for 20 bucks" 

anyways than i went to my friend house and she invited me to this party and i was so happy about that, but the person who was throwing the party wanted the theme to be blue so my friend this blue eye shadow on me and it looked realy good.

I played random chord progressions on her guitar and she sang to them, she has an amazing voice and im litteraly so amazed at her singing every time, so than i asked her to teach me how to sing adn she showed me vocal warm ups to do and we wached this one video of warms up to sing along to and there was this one that was like " mi me ma mo mu mi mi ma moo" amd i could remember the pattern but she picked it up instantly, anyways after that i tried singing monsoon by tokio hotel and think my voice sounded better but it probably sounded bad to other people who could here but whateverrrrr.

than we went to my house to so i could do my hair for the party and stuff, and she ended up talking to me about how im very forward driven and good at taking steps toward my goals, and that made me happy and i felt seen. because im always trying to spend my time building a life that i can be proud of, especially when it comes to my music and learning how to write my own song, (i dream of performing on stage with her and my brother as a band, hopefully we can find a bass player).

when we got to the party we entered the house and it was empty not even the host was there... but then they came to the door and turns out there were a few ppl in the garage, we got to the garage and opened the door.... the smell... of weed was SO strong and it was so hazzy in there and i was trying no to cough, i was praying that we weren’t going to be in here the whole time and thank god we weren’t and the host ask if we wanted to go into the house, lately the smell of weed and tabacco make me want to gag and throw up idk why, also i wasn’t planing to drink at all because drinking is becoming less fun for me and it just makes me tired and sick.

i had so much fun this party even tho i didn’t drink. i got to know a few ppl. and near the end of the party i got to watch everyone stumbling around drunk will i was sitting on the couch eating ice cream, when this one girl was leaving she asked me for a hug even i didnt even talk to her the whole party and i think that was really funny. when we where about to leave anther friend told us they could get us a ride home with someone but we took to long making toast and they left but i was kind of glad cuz i didt wanna get into a strangers car. but i understand my friend when she said she usually wouldn’t take the bus at night at all. but because i was there she said she felt safe enough to, one good thing about being a 6'3" man is that i can make sure my friends can get home safely. something i need to remember to be greatfull for is that i don’t have to worry nearly as much about my safety when Im alone at night as a women would.

we walked to the bus stop and there was this drunk lady who lost her phone and needed help, we didn’t trust he rat first but she was actually really nice and i talked to her on the bus until she got off.

when we went home i walked my friend the rest of the way to her house and than i went home myself.